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Night before Christmas....thinking of you KJ & your Angel- sisters...

December 25th 2015 9:50 pm
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In loving Memory of all the Furkids at the Bridge. You are so loved!

THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS
AT RAINBOW BRIDGE

'Twas the night before Christmas, at Rainbow Bridge too.
We Bridgekids were thinking as always of you.
We'd seen how the holidays weren't bright this year,
Heard you whisper so often, "I wish you were here!"

We know how you wish you could just stay in bed
And sleep through the holiday lying ahead,
When all celebrate with their loved ones so near...
Unless they have loved ones on this side this year.

But we're no less alive here, on the other side.
If you could just see us, you'd've laughed and not cried.
The dogs all in harness, pulling the sleigh.
The cats all in Santa hats pointing the way.

The pet birds all flying back over the rainbow,
Bound homeward in spite of Earth's darkness and snow.
All the pets that you've lost, pets for whom you've cried,
Flying home on this Christmas to be by your side.

If you feel warm fur brush you when no pet's around,
Hear a soft bark or purr, just a ghost of a sound,
We're trying to tell you we're visiting this way,
And our visits, even rainbows, can be on any day.

But for Christmas we have something special to do,
A sleighful of happy dream visits for you.
On doggy, on kitty, on winged friend and ferret!
The love that you lavished, we mean now to share it!

We're fetching that love home, the way we once played,
With the closeness we shared and the memories we made.
Our Earth lives with you were too short for us, too,
And on this Christmas Eve we have so much to do.

So all through this night as you sleep in your beds,
Sweet visions of furbabies dance in your heads.
This one special night we can bring you Home for a while,
Your true home in Heaven, where again you will smile.

Over the rainbow you'll fly, for a short while this night,
Hours that you'll be happy, hours that will feel right,
Hours to cuddle and hug us, to run and to play,
Before the return to Earth in our magic way.

And when you awaken and face Christmas Day,
We pray you'll remember your trip on our sleigh,
But in case you forget, just remember our love.
Remember us watching you, your angels above.

Sending love wrapped in rainbows, shining and bright,
Love that will guide you through the darkest night,
Love found in each memory unwrapped through the year,
Replacing dark sorrows with Christmas cheer.

Leave the toys to St. Nick, we Bridgekids bring dreams,
Sweet visits to remind you all is not as it seems
When you look all around you with tired Earthly eyes.
If you saw as we do, there'd be joy and surprise.

There are furangels waiting by those Christmas trees,
Always there for you and hearing your pleas.
We're never more than a thought away from your home,
You're never forgotten, you're never alone.

Nor are we alone here, with our Rainbow Bridge friends.
We know only joy here, the celebrating never ends,
And after our reunions with you Christmas Eve,
We Bridgekids will party like you'd never believe.

But we'll slip away often to be by your side.
Sitting there watching you, eyes open wide,
Praying you'll be able to catch a glimpse of us, too.
But whether or not you see us - Merry Christmas to you!


- by Cindy Morgan (2007)-

 

Thank you all for all your kind words & the love you- have shown us...

December 15th 2015 10:01 pm
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I want to thank everyone for all the gifts & the beautiful thoughts & kind words you left when you visited KJ's page. It has really helped me come to some kind of terms with losing my boy. And I am sure he is looking down on me & saying, "see Mom, I told you it would help". And it really has helped to write about him.

It is going to be a blue Christmas around here with out KJ poking his big gorgeous head into all the boxes & tying into a new bone after opening his presents. But I know his Spirit is with me & he will truly be here with all of us. He is forever a part of me & that part is what keeps me going.

Thank You All for being there for us.

Wishing Everyone a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year in 2016.


Love to everybody & their furbabies!
Teresa & Angel KJ

 

Until we meet again at the Rainbow Bridge...I love you- always KJ

December 12th 2015 10:48 pm
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KJ's mom here. This is an entry my heart just would not let me make until this moment. On April 6th, 2015 at 12:30 pm my beautiful big gentle boy KJ left this world as I held him in my arms in our front yard. Our vet thankfully was able to come to our home on a moments notice. KJ had been fighting severe arthritis in his back legs for months. I had a lifting harness I used during this time to help him up & down our front deck into the yard or just to help him around the house. He had turned 11 years old only a couple months before. On Friday, the 4th of April I knew he was having more pain because he just could not get comfortable any way he tried. The pain pills were not doing their job anymore. After a lot of soul searching, all I had to do was look into those big brown eyes & I knew what I had to do. He was so tired & I could see it in his eyes. Spent the weekend sleeping on the floor with him & spoiling him with whatever he wanted to eat. And then it was time to let go, to let my Angel Kiska, who sent him to me, guide him "Home".

I will never forget the first time I laid eyes on him and his sister Rain. Those big, big paws on such a little boy. I knew he was going to be a big one. But always so gentle. Whenever he would play with my sister's little dog he would lay down and roll over on his back while they played so as not to hurt him. He loved everyone, but from the start he was mama's boy. He became my shadow from the moment we met & I miss that shadow so much. I miss seeing him waiting in the yard as I come up the drive. He refused to stay indoors when I was gone somewhere. He had to be able to watch for me. How I loved seeing him jump all over & get so excited the moment he saw me. He was a lover of water & could never wait for the pool to fill up in the summer before jumping in it. We had a favorite spot in one of the parks in town where he could get in Rapid Creek and do some swimming. How I loved watching him in the water. Water & snow & he was in his element. I have so many beautiful memories of him that bring so many tears. I know in time the tears will turn to smiles as a memory crosses my mind, but that time is still a long ways off for me.

So many things remind me of KJ every day. And every time I sit down on the couch to watch tv at night I expect his big head to be on my feet & sometimes I truly can feel him there with me. I have started to write this entry so many times, and finally after 35 weeks, 5 days, 12 hours, and 8 minutes later I am finally able to write this.



I miss my shadow...

In loving memory of the sweetest boy ever, my Angel KJ
Feb. 19th, 2004 to April 6th, 2015

I will ♥love you always, Mom


The days drift by.
I'm in a daze,
Time stands still,
Without you here I have no will.
You were my everything,
My heart, my soul, my shadow.
Without my shadow I am nothing.
When will the tears stop?
I don't believe they ever will...
Until the day we are together again
At the Rainbow bridge.

The days seem so long.
Drifting by so slowly without you,
Time is standing still, waiting,
As if I think you will come home again.
For you to give me a sign
That you are safe,
That you are happy,
And that you are in the Lord's care again.


Run like the wind North of the Bridge sweet boy until we meet again...

 

Happy Birthday to my KJ & Thanks!

February 19th 2015 8:59 pm
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Happy 11th Birthday to my beautiful boy! It has been such a wonderful Eleven years with you and I would not trade one minute of it for anything! At 11 you are still my little shadow & mom's boy now & forever.

I Love♥ You So Much, Mom

A big thank you to all my furiends for all the birthday wishes & gifts. Mom has been trying and not having much luck sending our thank you's, so we wanted to be sure & say THANKS to our wonderful & loving pals!

 

Giving For the Howl-i-Days!

December 5th 2010 12:40 pm
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This year a new friend of ours is doing something very special for the Holidays. In honor of Bebe and so many who have lost their battle with IMHA she is giving Mica's IMHA Fund 25% of ALL Sales! She is spending her 2nd Christmas without her beloved Bebe who passed away in January of 2009. She was diagnosed with IMHA in Oct 2008 and lost her battle in Jan. of 2009 at the young age of 2 1/2 years old. Please visit her page to meet this beautiful little Angel and the rest of her family. Click on her name above.

To shop simply go to AvalinInman's store, pick out your gifts or something for yourself. There are lots of wonderful items here that will make perfect Christmas gifts. She really would like for Mica's IMHA Research & Fund to get most or all of her profits. The sale is running now through Jan. 31, 2011. All you have to do when checking out is use the promo code MICASFUND11.What a wonderful way to help find a cure! Remember 25% goes directly to Mica's IMHA fund!

Any help you can give to this important cause is important,no purchase is too small! So let's support Mica's IMHA Fund for Bebe, Angel Mica & so many other's who are suffering from this disease & in memory of those lost.

Happy Shopping & Merry Christmas to All!
Malamute Kisses!
KJ & Mom

 

With Love & Thanks...

August 20th 2009 9:43 pm
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I can't begin to thank all of my pals for being there for me & my family during my hospital stay & on my return home. So many thoughtful & loving messages, gifts, emails & comments in our diaries. We couldn't have made it through without your support!

It truly was bittersweet for mom. So thankful that I was getting better & could come home. But so sad that her sister's dog, Kiana, would not be coming home too. We miss her so very much & want to thank you all for the prayers & loving messages for her. Mom has been wanting to make a page for her. She has a special place in mom's heart as she was our Angel Kiska's sister & she has been in mom's life since she was a pup. She has just been overwhelmed lately & just can't seem to concentrate on much these days. Maybe when things settle down a little she can make a memorial page for her.

As for me, I am improving daily. My appetite is getting better each day. Of course mom is cooking all my meals as I really don't want that dry dog food any more. She is going to have trouble getting me off homecooking!

I am taking liver supplements daily & will go back for a blood panel in a couple of weeks to make sure that all the levels look good. She was thrilled the other night when I came running out of the bedroom with my big green moose wanting to play! I haven't done that in quite some time. I am getting stronger with each day!

So many to thank, that will take us some time but mom is determined it will be done! We love you All!

Thank You For Caring...
♥Love♥ & Mal Kisses to All!
KJ

 

Another Angel to watch over us...

August 13th 2009 2:03 am
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It is with a sad and heavy heart we write this entry. My mom's sister's 10 yr old Malamute, Kiana, made her journey to the Rainbow Bridge shortly before noon on August 11th 2009. She could not overcome the liver failure & it was time to let her go home. My mom went with Kiana's pawrents to say goodbye. She could not let her leave without telling her how very much she loved her & what a special place she had in her heart.

Our beloved Angel Kiska & Kiana are sisters. Our mom got Kiska the same day our Aunt got Kiana. They grew up together & were constant playmates until we lost Kissa in 2004 to Cancer. Mom says they are together again & the first thing they probably did was head for the water. Their favorite thing in the world!

We are heartbroken she had to leave us & will miss her welcoming howl every time someone came home, that gorgeous smile when you called her name & her singing when you asked for a song . Mom is so glad she got to spend the last 3 months with her. She & her family have been living with us since May. Please say a prayer for them.

Thank all of you for your prayers, your love & support for myself & Kiana. I can't tell you what it has meant to my family & I for there simply aren't words to describe what all your love & support have meant to us. We LOVE♥ you ALL!

In Loving Memory of Angel Kiana...
BRIDGE OF LOVE

JUST INSIDE THE GATES OF HEAVEN,
IS A BRIDGE BUILT FROM LOVE
CALLED RAINBOW BRIDGE.
IT GLOWS WITH THE UNITY OF PEACE,
IT SPANS A RIVER OF THE BLUEST BLUE.
NO ONE IS ALONE THERE,
GOD'S ANGELS WAIT THERE FREE FROM PAIN
TO BE REUNITED WITH THEIR SOULMATES.
THEY GUIDE US TO THEM.
THIS IS A BRIDGE WATCHED OVER BY ANGELS.
WHEN YOUR HEART CRIES OUT FOR THEM THEY HEAR YOU
AND THEY WHISPER BACK,
I AM NEVER FAR,
I AM ALWAYS IN YOUR HEART,
I AM ALWAYS IN YOUR SOUL.
WHEN YOUR TEARS FALL
THEY ARE THERE TO HELP YOU DRY THEM.
WHEN YOUR STEPS FALTER THEY SEND OTHERS
FOR YOU TO LEAN ON.
THEY SEND YOU DREAMS, & BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
TO HELP YOU HEAL.
THEY TOUCH YOUR HEART
WITH VELVET TOUCHES FROM GENTLE PAWS.
THEY HOLD YOUR HAND WHILE YOU REMEMBER
LOVE IS FOREVER & ALL AROUND YOU.
RAINBOW BRIDGE IS A BRIDGE OF LOVE,
A BRIDGE OF PEACE AND HEALING
WHERE ALL ARE YOUNG AGAIN,
WHERE ALL ARE WHOLE AGAIN.
REACH OUT TO A STAR
& THEY WILL FEEL YOUR TOUCH ON THIER ANGEL WINGS.
NOW IS YOUR TURN TO FIND HEALING.
RIGHT NOW THAT SOUNDS SO HARD,
I TOO HAVE FELT THIS WAY.
YOU WILL STILL ALWAYS MISS THEM,
HOW COULD YOU STOP MISSING SUCH PURE LOVE?
THE MEMORIES THAT YOU SHARE
EACH DAY WILL HELP YOU
A HEART BEAT AT A TIME,
EACH DAY WILL GET EASIER TO FACE.
YOU HAVE FELT SOMETHING NOT MANY FEEL....

THE TRUE LOVE OF AN ANGEL


Rest in Peace beautiful girl....We ♥love♥ you....
KJ, Rain & Mom

 

I am HOME!

August 10th 2009 10:22 pm
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I am HOME!

Mom came to get me late this afternoon! I was never so thrilled to see her. And I know she was GLAD to see me.

My liver values are continuing to go down, not there yet, but we are getting there. Came off the IV fluids yesterday & values were still lower today. ALT under 300. I refused to eat while at the vet clinic, so doc thought it best if I went home. Maybe I would eat for mom. I was getting pretty hungry since my last meal on Aug 1st! So tonight I ate for mom!! Not a full course meal, but I ate!

She was thrilled. Mom & my doctor will be monitoring my progress. I am still on antibiotics, Denosyl & Denamarin. Will stay on this for a month or so and then check my liver values again. We couldn't have done it without your pawrayers!

But sadly, my housemate Kiana, is very, very sick and has gotten much worse since she went in on Friday. The treatment is not working. Tomorrow will tell us what we need to know. The vet said she couldn't come home even for a day or so, she is too sick. If there is no improvement by tomorrow we will be saying goodbye to our beloved Kiana. Pawlease say a prayer for her...

Love & Thanks!
KJ & Mom

 

I get to see MOM tomorrrow!!!!

August 6th 2009 9:04 pm
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Mom is coming to get me tomorrow but only to take me for more testing. I can't wait to see her!!!! I know my sister Rain is keeping you all up on what's happening, but I just had to thank each and every one of you for keeping me in your prayers. All the wonderful pawmails, rosettes, emails & special gifts with all your kind & loving thoughts means more than I can ever put into words! What kind & loving furiends we have in you. It is so hard to be away from home, but it's nice to know you all are looking after mom for me.

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!


♥Love♥ & Huge Mal Huuuggssss to you All....KJ
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox


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Malamute Woooo's & Thanks!

March 2nd 2009 9:15 pm
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I just want to thank all my pals for thinking of me on my Birthday. Thanks for all the wonderful gifts, rosettes & pawmails! You are all the GREATEST!
Rain & I had a wonderful 5th woofday & friends like you made it all the better.
We have been after mom to get our thank you's out but she has had so many problems with the darn computer lately! It's going in the fix-it shop tomorrow so we wanted to say THANKS just in case we don't get it back for awhile.


Malamute Kisses & Wags....KJ

 
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