June 20th 2010 3:23 pm
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Yesterday, Mama was thinking about me alot and I came down to comfort her. We use to listen to John Denver Music all the time together. I asked Mama to go listen to his song called " Prehaps Love". The words are as follows:
Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home
Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come close
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And dont know what to do
The memory of love will see you through
Oh, love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they dont know
Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of change
Like a fire when its cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you
Words and music by John Denver
It is Number nine on my Playlist, for you to listen too! Mama was really taken back, for she understood what I was trying to tell her. That she showed me her love by letting me go to the Rainbow Bridge. And how much of a special bond we share.
I Love You Mama!
Burleous
June 18th 2010 8:13 pm
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Today is my 1st year anniversary at the Bridge. Yesterday and today was really difficult on Mama. Thank you all my friends for your Love and support, it means so much to Mama and I.
I was trying to help Mama think of the good times. I guess it really is hard on our Families. I told Mama to go back and read one of my past diary entries when I visited her shortly after I past, so she did.
I had visited Mama while she was folding clothes in the middle of the night and listening to John Denver Music, which we always used to do when I was alive. Then the song came on called " I Want to Live". I told Mama I am happy and healthy and I want to live and I want her to to Live and continue going. She started crying, for she felt so overwhelmed, and felt my love and presence. Today Mama listened to that song again, and it helped her, and reminded her of me.
She then listened to the song by Bette Middler, called Wing Beneath My Wings:
"Wind Beneath My Wings"
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
Mama then said, Thank God for you Sweet Burleous!
Then this evening guess what Mama did for me tonight? She got a special Rainbow Balloon! This evening she went out to my grave for a few minutes, took some pictures. My brother's Rusty and Magic were by my grave, which made me feel good. Mama then sent the balloon up to me here at the Rainbow Bridge. When I got it, I noticed, she had written on it, and it said.... Burleous, Mama misses you and Love's you Very much! Mama I Miss you too, and love you! I will be waiting for you.
Love,
Burleous
May 12th 2010 7:21 pm
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Today is my Birthday! I went to the Rainbow Bridge last June. If I was still here on earth I would be 15 years old. Mama misses me so much, especially with my Bridge anniversary coming up in one month and today being my birthday. Thank you my friends for remembering me.
Love,
Burleous
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