Bear Bear


Miniature Schnauzer
Picture of Bear Bear , a male Miniature Schnauzer

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Home:Choa Chu Kang, Singapore  [I have a diary!]  
Sex: Male   Weight: 11-25 lbs

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Nicknames:
bear

Doggie Dynamics:
 Energy 
sleepyenergetic
 
 Intelligence 
sillygenius
 
 Friendliness 
aggressiveaffectionate
 
 Playfulness 
not playfulvery playful
 
 Disposition 
anxiouscalm
 

Sun Sign:
Quick Bio:
-purebred

Birthday:
January 1st 1997

Likes:
me

Pet-Peeves:
none

Favorite Toy:
kong with treats

Favorite Food:
Sashimi stick treats

Favorite Walk:
so long as i am with him, he looks contented

Best Tricks:
Sit

Arrival Story:
My mom bought Bear Bear's mother and one year later we breed her. Bear Bear arrived on 01-Jan. It was a difficult labor and we could not find a vet because of the holidays. 2 of his brothers died and only bear bear and his sister belle survived. Bear was the smaller of the two and was not breathing when he was born, but we managed to revived him. I got so excited when he started to breath and whine that i dropped him on the floor. (of course that made him whine even louder)

Bio:
I had to give away his mother (Micky) and sister (belle) because of complaints from neighbors. Happened when he was 4 in 2001. MiMi (Female Choc Cat in background) joined the family in Sep-2002 SaSa (Female Cat, kitten in picture) joined in Sep-2005 Dee Dee (Male Cat - see Orange kitten) joined in Aug-2008 Dee Dee was his last baby. He was Dee Dee's protector and guardian.

Forums Motto:
Forever Bear bear

The Groups I'm In:
Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies, Singapore Dogs

The Last Forum I Posted In:
Max will be missed

I've Been On Dogster Since:
November 25th 2008 More than 5 years!

Rosette, Star and Special Gift History

Dogster Id:
924218


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Dee DeeMiMiSaSa

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Loss


Another year w/o you 21-Oct-2012

October 20th 2012 10:40 am
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Come 25-Nov-2012, it will be my 4th year without you.
It is getting better, i no longer have crying spells at night but on some quiet lonely nights, I still can't help but miss you.

I am sure you have moved on after 4 years but I still can't bear to take on another dog. I am afraid I will compare it to you and it won't be fair to the new dog.

With you, I had experienced unconditional love, though I did not fully appreciate it until you were gone.

With my cats, I learned now how to love unconditionally, now I always make time for them, no matter how busy I am. (even though sometimes they dun have time for me).

I wish I could show what I learned but you are no longer here.

Miss you still.

Your mummy.

 

22-Jan-2012 - Chinese New Year without you

January 22nd 2012 3:25 am
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3rd CNY without you is had to bear. It's getting to me again.

Yesterday, my violin teacher was late for 15 mins and i dun know why I was got so angry. But I felt being taken advantage of. He is persistently late and shoos me off on time for the next student. He is late letting of the next student, so i felt the unfairness of all. I felt shortchanged. And somehow it got to me that day.

Perhaps it's bec earlier in the week, my mum was complaining about me to father. I felt so unappreciated. After all, she got kicked out by my sister & brother and I am the only one who can tolerates her, can't she be at least a bit grateful ? I even got the cursed that I will grow old alone, poor, then i will know what it feels like,,,,ai,,,'

Then i get all the comments, complaints from my niece and sister and all the while, I had been treating them to meals etc, etc.

Maybe I am too much a pushed over and perhaps my new year resolution is to be more assertive.

I never needed to change myself with you, how i miss you. Your love for me never waiver. No conditions, no strings attached, no complaints and never once taking advantage of my love.

Miss you. No one can take your place.
Wherever you are, please help make me feel better.

 

Missing you 13-Sep-2011 (Tue)

September 13th 2011 9:18 am
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To my dearest Bear Bear,if you have not moved on.

I dun know why but I have been missing you lately.
Cried myself to sleep just last week.

And during yesterday's concert, nearly cried when a sad tune was played. The panned up grief struggling to break through the wall.

Why can't i get to the "acceptance" stage of grieving ? how i miss you.

The cats have moved on, my mum, every1 wants to get another dog.
But how to get another when I am still not over you.

Perhaps meditation will help. This overwhelming sadness, grief...I can't manage this.

 
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