my new life with the pack
Ive been TAGGED by CheyanneNovember 9th 2008 6:53 pm[ Leave A Comment ]
I was tagged by Cheyanne!! Oh this is soooo fun I am going to like this... Let's see....RULES OF THE GAME:
Gone to the BridgeNovember 9th 2008 6:38 pm[ Leave A Comment ] Wednesday mom and dad stayed up all nite with me and gave me nice big bones just for me. Mom layed on the bed with me for hours and cried and told me i was going somewhere special where i wouldnt be all drugged up and in pain..somewhere where ill be happy. I could tell mom knew i didnt want to go but i had to. I thought mom was gonna be mad for me leaving, but she understood. I tried to bite her which ive never done before..She started crying all over again and told me not to worry, she didnt blame me, it was the medicine not me. On thursday before we went to the dogtor, i played with my brothers and sisters in the yard and it felt so nice outside, but i just didnt have much energy. Then we went to the dogpark and mom gave me a whole bunch of yummy treats on the way to the dogtor. Mom and dad were afraid cause they thought they were making the wrong choice cause i felt better but mom knew it was the extra medicine, that i was still in pain. The picture of me mom and dad was taken at the dogtor before i went to the bridge. In the 2 weeks since i found out about my cancer my tumor had grown a lot and you could feel it when you touched my shoulder. After the dogtor gave me a shot i could see the dogtor and daddy but i knew mommy was there. She was rubbing my favorite spot on my back...It felt good, that last rub. Dad asked the dr. how long it would take cause he didnt know i was already gone, but mom did..She felt me leave..Thursday nite mom was still crying and i knew she missed me but i was at the rainbow not feeling any pain..although i do miss mommy. So i went back and laid next to her on the bed for awhile and comforted her. I think i kinda scared her cause she wasnt expecting me. That made her cry even more, but she doing much better since she knows im ok.
getting worseNovember 5th 2008 8:36 am[ Leave A Comment ] The new medice mom and dad have me on has been working pretty good but last nite it didnt even touch my pain...i was hurting so bad. I cried all nite and couldnt sleep. I was very restless. My condition has went from guarded but hopeful to out of options. Mom and dad made the hardest decision today but at least i wont be in pain and i can run free and jump off as many things, to my hearts content. They have decided im going to the dogtor for the last time tomarrow. No more medicine, no more pain. They are going to help me cross the Rainbow Bridge. Im still a puppy so that kinda scares me cause i wont know anyone but mom says everypup will be real friendly and show me the ropes..and where the food is. My mommy and Daddy are being very brave in deciding whats best for me. Right now its a little hard for them to think that ill be gone tomarrow but tomarrows gonna be even harder when i go. I dont wanna leave them but i know its for the best.
dogtors scare meOctober 27th 2008 8:05 pm[ Leave A Comment ] I had to go to the dogtor today. daddy said they were gonna make my hips and leg feel better. i sure hope so but i never been to one so im not sure. i got scared and sat in dads lap all the way there. I hurt so bad for so long i cant take it no more. When dad took me in that building it smelled like KATS and dogs but i only saw a few other dogs..i was in too much pain to be interested in much. they took me in a little room and put me on a cold shiney slipery table i didnt like it but dad held me and told me it was gonna be ok. Dad looked real scared. All i remember after that is dad leaving and them poking me..it really hurt. then i got sleepy. While i was asleep they took pictures of my bones and insides..mom thought my back leg or tummy was hurt, dad could see i didnt walk good on my front paw, so they took pictures of me all over and found something daddy called bad(a tumor) in my shoulder.They have me on something that makes it feel some better and hope i dont hurt much or else i think they said they are gonna take my leg..(i wonder if i can get it back though
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