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It's been going on almost 2 months since you have been gone. I still think about you. Everyday it's just harder without you. Roxie is doing well,, she is getting older too. Sam well you know how he is =) Hard to keep up with that's for sure. Ryleigh reminds me so much of you. Her personality is so much like yours. Spunky and Hyper. So much energy. Annie, I will never forget you, you showed me what life is all about. You taught me to love what we had and to look at the bright side of things. You brought me through the hard times and at times I thought we weren't going to get through, but in the end we did. A place in my heart will never be healed, you still have a big place in my heart. You are a never forgotten angel. I love you so much. -Mommy
"Feed them and they will return,
love them and they will die for you."
-Alison Stormwolf
Annie,
I now understand what people mean when they say you don't know how much something means to you until it's gone. I miss you more than anything. It breaks my heart to see Sam, so sad. Everyday he goes to you kennel and whines. Today, I went to go get the dog's leashes yours is still there. I just sat there and looked at it and remembered all of those days we had walks. You and Sam romping and play biting each other. Roxie misses you the most of all. She is not her old self. She waits by the door expecting you to come back home. But you aren't coming back. I cry writing that sentence. You were my guide and my healer. You knew when I was having a bad day and you always looked out for me. I always felt safe with you, even though you were only a 13 lb. Dachshund mix. Your size never got in your way. You would go up to the biggest dog at the dog park and bark as loud as you could. I will probably never be fully healed from what happened to you. It's going to take awhile to move on. I still have your Halloween costume. You were a hot dog and you looked so cute! Just thinking back on all of those things make me laugh, but also cry. No dog will ever be like you. You were unique not only on the outside but on the inside. I will always miss you my baby girl. You are watching over you brother and sisters. Wait for me my sweet girl. I love Annikuns.
Rainbow bridge is an amazing place and I went there September 18, 2009. After my struggle with Lyme disease I passed on at the vet's, when mom made a decision that changed her life forever. She decided to put me down, the disease had taken over my body and I was suffering greatly. Mom held me in her arms while I was injected with the shot that would take me out of this world. I took one deep breath and looked at mom for the last time with my amber eyes and then.... I was gone.
Sorry the tears are falling.......
Mom is heartbroken and in shock. I was buried at my grandma's farm today, under the oak tree that me and Sam played at so many times this summer. Mom knows I am still with her and always will be. Our memories will last a lifetime and I taught mom so much. Mom is missing a piece of her heart and it will probably never be replaced. For now this is all we can write.