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Princess Zoey

Goodbye my sweet little one.

Life has been really a challenge for so long. The cancers, the surgeries, the ilnesses, but I was always thankful I still had my family, my 4 pups who meant the world to me. Last week she was doing fine, of course she was slightly blind, deaf but always wagged her tail and was ready to eat. The past two surgeries were very difficult on me..pain wise and the loss of so much of who I was..My family were there for me but in all honestly it was my 4 pups who truly understood the deep pain of being so ill for so long and dealing with 2 very painful surgeries in 7 months. All I had to do was hold one of these special gifts from God or smile at the cute things they would do, and I always felt better. I worry about Bailey, he and Zoey were so close as was Malty and Sadie. What will happen to Bailey and more importantly what will happen to me? There have many days I didn't think I could go on another day, more bad news on top of more and more. It never ended. These 4 pups were my survival...honestly. When Ziggy passed away I worried about Zoey since she adored him, but he never loved her back, Bailey however was so close to Zoey that they each had their own bed and still slept in the same bed right next to each other. How much more sadness do I have to endure. As it is Malty is not well and his time is limited also but he is still so young. Our family has been through some of the most painful situations I can think of. I worry about Mindy...she and Zoey were so close even though she was my Birthday gift. I got her in June and her and Mindy spent every single day together. They had a very special bond. I know Mindy is sad that her baby will never get to know Zoey. I wonder how much heart break one can go through before I feel no more.


I LOVE YOU MY SWEET, SWEET, Zoey who looked just like a baby dear. I even bought one to put on my front porch because it loked so much like her. Zoey find Ziggy and tell him Mommy said to be nice to you and let you sleep right next to him like you always wanted to!!!!!!

Mom~

Mom loves me so much!!

Yesterday I didn't get to do my diary because Mom started feeling really bad. People don't really understand how it is to be so sick. They sometimes say mean and hurtful things or make you feel like you are being a baby. Mom is very sick and only has a short time here and it is hard on all of us because I think Mom knows we know. Anyway I had my time with Mom and it was very good. Mom and Sadie just got back from the Vet and she has an abscessed tooth but it is not real bad so they will giver her antibiotics and re check it in a week to see if the tooth can be saved. Mom brushes all our teeth and we get a profesional cleaning once a year but the Vet said it is a combination of feeding us moist food and the breed.

Mom is feeling really bad today so I am going to let her get off now.

I love you Mom!!!

xoxo

Aww who cares anyway..

So Malty and Sadie got to do the dogel contest. Well what about me? Don't I count at all??? I mean I am a princess. I bet they both get kicked off and I probably would have done better. I know Mom loves Bailey and I but now it's all about Malty and Sadie. Well I don't see what the big deal is with them...what makes them better? And I'll tell you another thing too...I will be so glad when these other 2 Chi's are gone...Here I have to share my bed and my area with them... Am I a second class citizen or what...I do know Mom loves me..she makes a point every night to make us all our chicken breasts and she always brings Bailey and me up in bed to watch TV with her and Dad. I just wish I was the top dog around here.

Mom went back to the Doctor and her blood work isn't improving so they are sending her to a Hematologist...Why can't she just be well. What on earth do they do? She already has so many doctors. I hope there isn't cancer. The doctor wants her to go back and have a special blood test and a referal to this Hematologist...What else could be wrong with her??? She is very tired and everyone says she looks terrible. She had to chop her hair off because it has been falling out so bad. I wish we knew someone in the medical field that could help us. We will never get these bills paid off...they just keep mounting.It's almost a joke and the dentist wants the rest of his money which we don't have. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am tired of everything!!!!!!

Hope things get better real soon!!!!!