January 8th 2010 2:18 am
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How dramatic can it go...!
Somewhere this summer I started to behave different…
Just small things but mommy noticed anyway and she didn’t hesitate one second and took me to the vet.
Urine samples were taken, blood samples were taken, echo’s were made..
But nothing could be found.. mommy was getting worried because I started to loose my interest in life..
I could barely hold on on our regular walks, I didn’t go for my swims anymore, I ate my food without having an appetite but didnt want Tommy to have it,
I started to ignore contact with mommy and my little boss..
Mommy must have known something was wrong because she picked up this very special pup at the beginning of august named DK why he is special..
well he is deaf but he is very sweet and he knows that I am not to be messed around with haha..
Tommy has become good friends with the little man and I am pleased about that because now I can take my so badly needed sleeps..
I started to loose the sparkle in my eyes and my mommy was struggling with that a lot..
23.10.2009 was the day she let me go… I died peacefully in her arms on an outside field with Tessa there as well.
I died almost instantly after the 1st injection.. so the second one was half empty when the vet stopped.
Mommy had me cremated and I am now back home safe.
Chiara had just turned 11 (September 28th) and she stayd my friend till the end…
I know she is safe at the rainbowbridge and having fun..
She pops up in my dreams every now and then and when I am Doing my readings for other people/animals she helps me out these days.
Tommy misses her most and after she just died he grieved a lot…
These days he is starting to enjoy life again and doing well considering he is 9½ years old
Dk lookes at her urn a lot and is the only one in my house who will lay down at “chiara’s” place..
We still miss her a lot but she will never be forgotten!
She was full of love, life, energy and laughter!
She made my days whole with her never ending energy.
I Still struggle with the fact that I will never know what was wrong,
But I know I did the best I could and I refused to be selfish (I had so much to be thankfull for.)
You were there when I needed you so I was there when you needed me even though it hurted like hell to make that decision for you!
RIP my little princess… See you when the time is right!
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND.
April 10th 2009 4:20 am
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well my life aint that bad, if you look at Tommy's..
I am a mixed breed but luckily the Lab part overrules it all..
I was conceived on holiday in France and my mummy was allready retired and wasnt suppose to have pups anymore..
but some sneaky french dog fooled my mom with his dialect...
and they had a great summer love thing..
untill my moms owner got back in the netherlands and saw my mommy getting bigger and bigger....
then he knew she must of had a holiday-lover....
28th of september I was born together with some sisters and brother..
and we drove them all crazy :lol:
one day this young woman came in and sat down with my mom, giving her kisses and huggs... after a while she came up to us... but we were mad, because we didnt get attention sooner...
come on.... who can resist our tiny innocent faces???
well I think she can and could and definitly WOULD....
so a couple of weeks later She picked me Up, Offcourse she visited me during that time but the whole family claimed her so I was glad she took me home...
and home it was... sleeping on her bed, laying on her sofa.. I loved it all... but swimming is and will be my only passion in life...
together with Tommy and mommy we got a little baby...
(we kicked her daddy out because he was not so friendly to mommy and us anymore...)
tha baby's name is Tessa and I watch over her really carfully (when she is awake from a distance,but when she sleepes I lay by her side)
she is allready 7 now and we still have so much fun..
Mommy lets me swim when the sun shines otherwise I might get sick she says..
well I am fine with that, because I will only swim in the sun anyway's..
last year I had to go and see the Vet for the first time besides my regular shots... I had good cancer and they took it all out!
and I am Clean again....
(if you read Tommy's blog you will find out that our mommy really knows us well)
My eyes are getting worse but I do have some tunnelvision left, so I start to trust mommy even more... everytime we go for walks she talks to me so i can follow.. and even when I am swimming she talks to me...
some time's she goes biking with me and i like that as well...
Mommy says I will Propably die in Action because I don't act like a good 10 year old hahaha...
I do get a little grey fur now, but I dont care...
Mommy says I am still her Princess....
See you soon.
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