5 Years ago Today..

I lost my Sweetie 5 years ago on 2/20, can’t believe how long it’s been. I’m glad your day is so close to Effie’s since I am baking a cake for her I’m thinking about all 9 cakes I baked for you.

I can finally think about you or a funny story without crying. How you liked to play with Renny, and how keeping the 2 of you entertained for the day was challenging. You loved your lady…you chewed everything and toys never lasted. You loved staying in bed and knew you did not belong..you were such a brat that we could not take you to rescue events or Petsmart, the only place you went was the drive through window. You really made me feel like I was home when we moved and you loved your new home with windows you could look out of without the use of the couch or bed. You’d love the new place… fenced yard!

I think of how Effie would put you in your place, esp. if you tried getting in her tub. I call Trets a “good Sergei”. It is very different with these 2 than with you. I can’t say it’s better though. You taught me big dogs are lots of fun.

There’s a couple things I can say about you to remember you though…I’ve been with you such a long time… you’re my sunshine. And I want you to know that I really love you..you’re my best friend. That’s what you’ll be to me.

Still Missing my Sweetie

Sweetie Fuzz, I can’t believe it is 4 years since we lost you. I almost forgot your day and it makes me sad. You know your legacy was GSD rescue so we adopted another GSD this year, Tretiak. Your Dad chose another hockey name for his son. He is lot like you, silly, playful, pees everywhere, eats toys, loves wrestling with Dad, plays with the ball a few seconds and stops. He has a loving soul. We went through a lot with him emotionally, just like with you. Effie is well but like most big sisters is a bit jealous. She has developed your appetite though and is not the scared baby she used to be (except during storms!). Both our sweeties know you are there to watch over them, even when they misbehave. it does not feel right calling anyone else Sweetie Fuzz.

Two Years Ago

I lost you 2 years ago today, Sweetie. I was just beginning to not cry when I heard our song "You're my Best Friend". Today when I heard it and realized what today was, I could not help but weep. Effie knew too, she hung her head.

I know things happen for a reason, but it is unfair we lost our last few years together. I know that if it wasn't for you, Effie's life would not have been saved. I know you're looking down at her, happy that we have a special bond. I'm OK. I know (thanks to you) it is better to love completely than not at all. But I miss you everyday and I won't ever forget the nine years of happiness you brought to our lives.