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my regal exsistance-by Teshia

In loving Memory

3/22/07

Today I crossed the rainbow bridge. I was sick and becoming toxic due to an infection that noone could find. (they think it was uterian) Mommy made the hardest decision of her life. They gave me a shot and I went to sleep. Mommy don't be sad, I lived a really long and happy life. I know that you loved me and I loved you. You made the right decision, I didn't want to be in pain anymore. I am over the bridge playing with Red and we are waiting on you. I wish you wouldn't be so sad, Red and I are safe and there is no pain, or fear, no thunderstorms, loud noises. And I don't have to take my medicine anymore. I love you and I will see you when you cross the rainbow bridge.
Till then . . . I love you mommy.

2/25/06

Well it's been a while. Let's see where to begin, well I now take anti depressants for getting old(I was driving mommy crazy at night and the doc said that I was getting senile, whatever that means.). I really don't like taking the pills but after I do everything settles downs in my head and I feel normal again. I was always so scared of every little thing, lights on, tv, the alarm clock, etc. I still can't stand that Red dog, or the barn rats(maybe I should call them the porch rats since they don't seem to ever leave our porch for the barn). Mommy always makes sure she runs them off when she puts me out, she is absolutly no fun. I guess attacking that one against the door so mommy could get out was a wrong move. Oh well, the older I get the less fun I get to have. Mommy gets mad when her boyfriend comes over because I stick with him the whole time, I figure if I can con him into taking me home with him I won't have to take medicine and I bet he would let me get those porch rats. Well I guess I'm gonna get back up on the couch and kick mommy off so I can sleep...

2/11/05-Another day in my royal presence

Well mom came home and let that darn red dog out to run. I don't get to run I have to go out on a tie up, why does that red thing get to run, where is the justice? Mom had to chase off those stupid barn rats(cats)off the porch yet again. I just wish she would let me get my teeth into one, just one time, I bet they wouldn't get back up on my porch anymore. Mom has a cold, I hope she keeps it to herself I sure don't want that red nose thing. She tried to give me a kiss and I was like hey no way get away from me with those germs, I'm old I don't need anymore aches & pains. She is sitting there on the computer, I decided that I would stay over here on the couch, Do you think the germs will survive this far? Don't get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she just doesn't understand. We get to go to Grandma's tomorrow, yea buddy. Maybe I will get some leftovers, Grandma always keeps left over steak or chicken for me. Well I guess I'll attempt to get a drink and go to sleep, the only thing is I have to walk by mom and her germs to get it, so maybe not.