Still miss you

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Dear Diary

January 10th 2011 9:54 am
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It has been six years this year since i've been gone. My momma misses me so much still. But she got to help save 9 lab lives this weekend. she helped 8 pups and 1 older female lab get to their foster homes. Only problem was she wanted to take them all home. And she couldn't play with them because she was driving. But it made her feel good to help out the labs. Mom hasn't been to dogster yet....She just needed a friendly reminder that there was another site on line besides facebook. Hope everyone is nice and warm in this crazy winter weather.

 

It's been five years today since you went to the bridge.

April 23rd 2010 9:02 am
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It's been five years since you died at home in my arms. I wouldn't of wanted it any other way. I thought I would die myself of a broken heart. The tears still flow freely and the heartache is still there. I still miss you the same today as much as I did the second God took you. I can picture you being one of the gate keepers at the bridge, meeting the other dogs and letting them know it will be ok til they are reunited once again with their owners. I have a candle lit in your memory today. If I could climb a ladder to the bridge for just one more kiss and hug I would. We were not just dog and owner but we were soulmates. Our souls will furever be entertwined, and my heart will never stop missing you. I still love you today the same as I did when I first laid eyes on you. I will never forget coming home and not even seeing you lying on the floor next to the couch. Then I was told to look around. Poppa did a good job picking out a puppy for me, God brought us together when I needed you the most and you were by my side for the next 11 years. not long enough, but I am thankful for 11 years of you by my side. You will live furever in my heart. I still miss you, and we feel for anyone who has lost a beloved pet. Til we meet again on the bridge. I love you
momma

 

My beloved Zekers,

March 22nd 2010 9:31 am
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momma got a new scanner/printer so I was able to scan some more photos of you. I am so sad that digital cameras were just coming out when you were around. otherwise I could actually have some video of you. that would do my heart good to see you in a video. Momma still misses you of course. It will be 5 years next month. After all this time I still miss you. God sent you to me when I needed you most i guess. you helped me thru some hard times and I wouldn't have made it without you. Hope you are meeting everyone at the Bridge, so they won't be afraid or lonely when they get there. Momma still loves you very much. And still misses you.

 

Momma still misses you

March 10th 2010 10:36 am
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aww my zekers. the years go by and yet you still stay in my heart. I wish so many times you were here to talk to. After all these years Rip still gets called Zeke. And not by just me either. I think it is cuz he looks like a little lab puppy. So he is the one that gets called by your name. Have you been greeting the ones that have crossed at the bridge? I know you will meet them and tell them it will be ok without their loved ones for awhile. That is just the kind of dog you where. Of course you know when momma meets you at the bridge, we will not cross over it right away. you know you're momma is going to have to stay and play with the ones that are waiting for their momma. Please help watch over caution while she is in pain. And tell the angels that watch over our furbabies to please be with her as she heals. She is only 6 but for a mastiff I know that is getting up there in age. Hugs and Kisses Zeke.
still miss u
momma

 

Zekers,

March 1st 2010 10:23 pm
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Well it will be five years next month since you died in my arms. I do thank God that you died at home and that I was with you. Alot of people cannot handle going into the vet office when their pets have to go to the bridge. But I myself could not imagine u leaving without me being there. It's funny but everyone still calls Rip your name after all these years. He has been called Zeke many times. So apparently you are still in everyone's heart. You were that one of a kind dog. We weren't just friends we were soulmates. I truly believe that. wow you would of been 16 years old. I will see you at the bridge. The only thing is you know momma is going to have to stop and play with all the other cats and dogs before we cross together. Still miss you.
Luv
Momma

 

Miss U Bud

February 14th 2010 8:52 pm
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Still miss you Zekers. you would of loved it here in the country. There will never be another dog like you.

 

Still miss you Zeke!

September 8th 2008 10:00 am
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Momma still misses you zeke even after 3 years. I am really bummed cuz I have a job that you would of been able to go to work with me. Rip comes with tho. I tried Chauncey but he didn't do very well with the other dogs. It breaks my heart you are not with me anymore, we would of had fun you going to work with momma. Caution had 11 puppies. They all found good homes. Keep sending me butterflies, even tho I know you really don't send them, but every time I see one I think, Zeke is sending me butterflies. It makes my heart feel a little better. Momma misses you still.
luv
momma

 

still missin' u

April 17th 2008 11:34 am
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ahh zekers, i went to the shelter the other day, and all my friends were gone. well at least a lot of them were gone. It was so sad. But at least I know they are now having fun playing with you and lobo and all the other pups at rainbow bridge. These poor dogs. I offer them a few fleeting moments of attention, but I wish I could give them all homes. So, once again, please watch out for the friends that momma makes down here, they leave so soon. I know you will help me watch over them, for all they want is a foot to lay there head on, and a good belly rub. Not much to ask for and they give so much in return. Sometimes I don't think I can handle volunteering at the shelter, but a little heartache is nothing compared to what these dogs are going thru. So may I find the strength to help them, and when I cannot give to them anymore, I need you to make sure they know they are loved.

still miss you, almost three years now.
luv
momma

 

Zeke momma still needs you.

April 14th 2008 1:19 pm
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I need you to do me a favor. You are now assigned gate keeper at the Bridge. Jill just lost Sassy yesterday, so I hope you met her at the gate. Also, I know several others from a shelter that will unfortunately be coming your way. You need to greet them for me and let them know that from now on everything will be ok. No more pain or emptiness in their hearts. And they can wait with you until I get there. Then we will have the biggest pack ever. So, please be with these shelter animals, and tell your cousin Sassy, she is in good hands now. Jesus' hands are gentle and will keep them safe.
luv
momma

 

almost been 3 years zekers

April 10th 2008 12:35 pm
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Well on April 23rd, it will be three years since you passed away in my arms. It still aches my heart, but as you know I still talk to you often. anytime I see a butterfly I think, Zeke is with us. We moved to another State, and I am guessing your spirit followed momma down here. After 10 years of paying on our house we lost it. I am now apart from my grandbabies, and have been out of work for a few months. so needless to say momma sure could use a great big hug from you right now. But every once in awhile you send me a butterfly to help ease my heart. I need you to do momma a favor please. I started volunteering at the shelter here, and well, I need you to greet some some very needful souls at the bridge. You wouldn't believe the sweethearts that end up there. I hug my babies at home and tell them even if momma is a little excitable at times, they are so blessed to have a home and be spoiled rotten. But isn't it funny the three of them just don't take the pain I have of missing you. 3 years, it seems like yesterday, yet at the same time it seems like forever that I have had to go on without you. The people down here just don't seem to treat their dogs quite the way they do back home. Sometimes I feel like i'm on a mission from God, to help educate these people, and do what I can to help out these poor dogs running around half starved, and dying for attention. You had the good life and I am very very thankful for that. So when the 23rd gets here please send me a butterfly to let me know we are still connected. I guess hindsight is 20/20, but know I see you were not just my dog, you were my soulmate. You helped me thru hard times, and I wish I could give you just one more hug to help me thru more hard times. But my trust is in God, and one day I will be crossing the bridge with you. But until then forever in my heart zekers.
i luv you forever
momma

 
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