For my very best friend!

Carrie Underwood- I'll Stand By You With Lyrics!!


Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you


No matter what happens in this world, I know I always have you baby! I would stand by your side no matter what! I love you with all my heart! To the Moon Cash!

With all my love,
Soph

Thrilled for the new year!

Dearest Diary,

Tonight I spent the evening with my amazing friends and family! I was so happy to have gotten to spend New Year's eve with my husband! I have some very special friends that have helped make the last few months so much fun for me! Thank you so much Nina, Momma Dog and of course my husband Cash! We have made lots of great memories and I am looking forward to 2011.

I think back to this time last year and so much has changed for me! No use in writing about all the lessons I have learned, or about hurt feelings. I would rather write about the most wonderful days of the year! The day I learned I was going to have Piper, the day she was born. No memory could be better than that! My life began the day she was born! I couldnt spend time being sad or hurt because she needed me. I remember the day I first met Cash. OMD he was so handsome but I had huge walls around my heart! I needed a friend so he became my friend. He held my paw and listened to me. He was there the day Piper rolled over for the first time. He was so sweet to her. We looked at each other over dinner one day and knew we had fallen in love. He asked me to marry him and we got married that very night! No reason to have a big wedding. We had both been down that road and it had ended badly. We wanted to be together and he wanted to give Piper a family! He put Piper first, he was and is her Daddy! Then we found out we were expecting Jake! OMD what a happy day that was for us! Another wonderful day was the day he was born....Cash was by my side every moment! He has shared in all my joys and sorrows! We have stood true to our wedding vows and always been honest with each other! Thank you so much Cash for being my best friend, for treating me with respect and for loving me. Thank you for walking beside me holding my paw and for being my rock when I needed it! Words truly can never tell you what it means to me....and how much I love you!

My family has had a difficult year! We lost our baby Maxy and it was heartbreaking for us! He was so young and was gone so quickly! Mom has had a very hard time. When we were decorating our pages for Christmas she came across the picture of Max from last year! We wish so much that he had been climbing the tree this year! It never gets easy to lose a furbaby. It meant so much to my Mom to have the friendship of Cash's Mom! They helped each other this year because both lost a fur baby! To have someone else who understands means so much! They have cried lots of tears together! It was so hard for Mom to type for Max. We are so thankful to Hannah's Mom for being such a dear friend to us! It means more than she knows and now we are having a great time planning a wedding! Real life comes first for us and we are extremely grateful to have friends who feel the same way. I am so happy my Mom lets me play on Dogster when she has time! There have been so much laughter lately when we do play and after the year we have had that is exactly what we need!

I hope everyone has a very Happy New Year! I am truly looking forward to all the fun and laughter that 2011 will bring to me!

Sophie

Snow!

It started snowing yesterday and snowed all night long! Its so cold at my house but I get to spend today with my skin sisters because there is no school!!!!!! I love it when they are home with me! The snow looks so pretty except for the spots that are yellow thanks to Tugs! BOL! He thinks all the snowflakes need some color! BOL! We are lucky that we have our warm sweaters to wear when we go outside because its so cold! Its 22 degrees this morning! Brrrr!!!! Little Piper wouldnt get out of sisters bed this morning! She is snuggled under the covers and ignored Mom when she called for her to go outside! BOL! She is being lazy this morning!

Hope you all have a great day! Stay warm!
Sophie

Beginning to feel like winter!

The last few mornings its been so cold when I wake up! At night the temperature is dropping into the 30's! This morning it was 26 when I woke up! Brrrrrr.....bol! I hurry up real quick to do my business outside! BOL! All of the trees have lost their leaves now too! I cant believe its already November!

Its been a very sad few weeks at my house! My family hasnt felt like being online very much lately! When my little brother Max got sick and then went to the bridge it was so hard on my family! Our friends have been such a help to us! My Momma has been very depressed lately. First little Max got sick, then my little skin sister spent 4 days in the hospital. It was a lot to deal with in such a short time! We have missed everyone in the groups we are in and are going to try to be around more. Its just hard to have fun when the typist isnt really feeling very fun. Yesterday Mom picked up Max's ashes and it was a very emotional day for her. We are so grateful and thankful for Cash's family and my dear friend Nina's family. They have been such a support to us and we love them so much!

I usually dont write personal things in my diary but really wanted everyone to know that we appreciate the kindness of our friends. I am really looking forward to the New Year! This year has really been an eye opener for me. The first half of the year was truly the worst I have ever had. If I could erase my past I would. I would erase every moment I spent giving everything I had to give. I have always said its ridiculous for someone to say they have found their soulmate......when they say it everytime they are in a new relationship. All the stupid lines given were given before. Your my one and only.....I have never found a love like this before.....Ohhhh except for the last one when I was telling her the same things! BOL!!!! I gave my heart away once....and it was given back to me shredded in a billion pieces! I gave my friendship....and it was given back to me in the form of a made up account sending me mean, hurtful rosettes. I learned a hard lesson and put up huge walls around my heart! Then I met Cash and he was my friend when I felt I had none. Everything I knew about love had completely turned upside down. I thought I had love figured out. After hours and hours spent with someone sharing hopes and dreams, I really thought I knew what love was. And guess what....I DID KNOW WHAT LOVE WAS!! I loved with all my heart and I gave everything I had to give but gave it to the wrong person. I loved with loyalty, my whole heart. I am so thankful and grateful for Cash because he wants that forever with me! He wants the love in my heart because he thinks I am an amazing girl and when he says he thinks I am amazing he really means it! I have never been loved by anyone so kind and caring! He cares about my feelings and he would never hurt me! This is definitely a love like I have never known before because the first time I gave my heart away it was hurt time and time again. I am so proud to be his wife and the mother of his children! Our babies will grow up in a loving home! I truly have all I could ever want! I am really looking forward to the new year and many more wonderful memories with my family!

Have a great fall!!
Sophie

September is here.

September is always the hardest for me and Momma. Today Momma finally turned the calender from August to September and immediately thought about her. It happens every year at this time. Our little Sadie would have been two years old now....but instead she was needed at the bridge when she was just a baby. Its always so hard for my Momma and today she has been extra sad. So many changes lately, then our Piper's surgery and it all just came down around her today. Even my youngest skin sister mentioned Sadie today. She decided that if she had still been here she would have been just like Piper and fit through the cat door to eat Max and Bella's dinner! BOL! Momma thinks that she would have too! Little wild, hyper Piper has changed me.....Mom has noticed that I will let her lay with me the way I use to let Sadie. Not Tuggy.....BOL.....must be because he is a stinky boy! BOL! When my little Sadie passed away I had a very hard time. I grieved for her...I refused food and hid. I loved her very much. She was extra special to me...my baby. Mom's favorite picture is the one of Sadie and I on the porch and we are both smiling and happy. She loves that picture the best. Its extra special just like the bond I had with Sadie!

I once shared my story about Sadie with someone who wanted to know what made me sad. Boy could I ever add a novel to the list of what makes me sad now! bol No one can realize a situation unless they are in it! Its never fair to make assumptions and think you know a situation if you arent part of it. It makes me very sad to realize that furs who dont know me think they have the right to judge me. You must remember there are two sides to every story. I just prefer to keep my side private and not talk about it. Its to hard and makes me sad. But for all those who think they want to give their opinion....please introduce yourself to me first and get all the facts. To me its much nicer to be kind to others and not stick my nose in where it doesnt belong! I would rather concentrate on my happiness.

Enjoy the holiday weekend everyone.
Sophie

What a week! BOL!

I have spent the past week trying to keep Piper still after her surgery! Poor little girl! My Momma worried so much about it all but thankfully everything turned out great! Thanks to my friends and family for the extra prayers. It helped Momma. Little Hyper Piper was so rotten!!!!! BOL! She chewed out her stitches and ran all over the house not being still at all! *frowns* Me and Mommy followed her all over trying to keep her from jumping....but she did anyway! That little girl is full of energy! BOL! *shaking my head* She thinks she is a cat like Max and Bella....BOL! Her favorite new thing to do is to climb up to the top of the kitty tree and scare me and Momma to death! Bad Piper! BOL! Momma can barely reach up to get her down! She is the sweetest little girl and we all love her so much! She loves to attack Tuggy when he is napping on the couch! BOL! She bites his ears and jumps on his back! He sleeps through it all...then he makes her day by trying to bite her neck! BOL!!!!! She is so funny and keeps us all laughing!


"To be kind to all, to like many and love a few, to be needed and wanted by those we love, is certainly the nearest we can come to happiness.” ~ Mary Stuart

Tonight I am feeling very happy and content! I have a wonderful husband, two beautiful healthy babies and I am very proud of the strong girl I am. My husband calls me a class act...thanks baby! I am here for fun and friendship. I have always tried to be a friend to others and I avoid drama. There is to much drama and negativity in the real world and I definitely dont want to have to deal with it here in the virtual one!

Night everyone!
Sophie

My first haircut!

Well furs my Momma gave me a furcut! BOL!!!!! Yep...she isnt a professional either! *giggle* She decided I needed a good cut. I have never had a haircut before! Well she bought some clippers with plans to cut all of our fur! BOL! I was her first victim!!!!!! *giggles and giggles* Actually she did a pretty good job! She shaved me.....but not bald! BOL! I look cute.....even Daddy said so! Her next victim was Tuggy. Yep..she attempted a Schnauzer cut but not the same day! We all needed time to recover! BOL!!!!!!!!! He isnt perfect..dont tell him....but he looks pretty good! So, after her fun she convinced her friend to cut Tuggy's brofurs fur herself! She did.....and it wasnt half bad! BOL! Lets just hope she keeps her day job! No way she is gonna try to do Piper.....it takes a village to cut her fur! BOL! Silly hyper girl!

Hugs!
Sophie

Wow.....been a while since I've written! BOL!

I have kept my life very private for the last few months...Its been such a struggle to find me again after my world was turned upside down! I have felt like things were so out of control that I wanted to just hide away from life! I did in a way....I am not very comfortable in most groups now...I have a real issue with trusting anyone or letting anyone close to me now. My wonderful husband Cash has showed me what love is suppose to be like. I like to tell him that when the world fell out from under me he saved me. He did save me. He knows me the way no one else ever has or will.....he came into my life when I needed a friend. He has seen me at my lowest and he held my paw and listened to me. From that grew love. A wonderful love that has no drama....we understand each other. He would never hurt me or our babies! He puts our family first and loves me with all his heart! I am the luckiest girl in the world to have him in my life! I love you so much Cash!

It has been a long road to where i am now. I have so many regrets about things! Its not very much fun to give so much of yourself and then have your heart treated carelessly. I am angry and probably always will be. And for those who dont know me but are extremely curious about me....thank you for corralling me as one of your favorite pets! That is very sweet...in a weird way. BOL! So I will share a little about myself with you! I am madly in love with my husband and we have two beautiful kids! My family means everything to me and I am kind to a fault! Nice to meet you!

And Cash.....a little quote just for you baby!
"It seems right now that all I've ever done in my life is making my way here to you." The Bridges of Madison County

I love you to the moon baby!♥

Thanks to all my friends!

I felt very honored to have been chosen a diary pick yesterday! Thanks so much to all my dear, sweet friends who congratulated me and sent me rosies and pmails! I received so many notes from furs who loved my quote. Its nice to see that I have such nice and caring friends.

I have had a lot of changes in my life recently. And I am having so much fun making new friends and spending time with my family.

“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.” ~ unknown

Hugs!
Sophie

Wow!

Thanks Dogster HQ for making me a diary pick today! I will have to talk my Momma into a few extra treats for me today! BOL!

Hugs!
Sophie