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May 4th 2014 8:43 am
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A very sick person 22 year old drug user from Canada is claiming to have written this poem in 2011,this is pasted from her face book
o.k.I have since yesterday found a poem I wrote in 2011 all over the internet when i searched the first line of it "i stood by your bed last night" but without my name as author, instead it reads "unknown author" any advice as to how I can rectify this? have no prob with people sharing but want my name rightfully put on it!
this is when it was shared to her page from someone else poor pathetic person Shawn Kelly McCracken shared Heart Centered Rebalancing's photo.



January 19th 2014 7:48 am
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Dogster stats for Shadow (My Baby,My Heart)
Corralled:65 times Pals:2,445 Views: 15456

Paws: by 4 voters
Honey & Echo
Teo, Angel of Love ('91-'06)
HoneyBunny 1993-2006
Milestone Von Dupont (RIP Marc
Skylar Blue
Dogster Dog
Rosie (In Loving Memory)
Marsee Roberts
Leave a bone for Shadow (My Baby,My Heart)

Special Gift Box:
The family of NOT Hurricane Sandy (aka Thump, Kramer, Kisha, Molly, Sheldon and more!
The family of NOT Hurricane Sandy (aka Thump, Kramer, Kisha, Molly, Sheldon and more!
The family of NOT Hurricane Sandy (aka Thump, Kramer, Kisha, Molly, Sheldon and more!
The family of NOT Hurricane Sandy (aka Thump, Kramer, Kisha, Molly, Sheldon and more!

Mama, Lady Lion

Doggie Dynamics:

sleepy energetic

silly genius

aggressive affectionate

not playful very playful

anxious calm

Sun Sign:
Rainbow Bridge
Quick Bio:

August 16th 1994

playing the pillow game, grawling if you try and take her pillow

don't touch her nails

Favorite Toy:
a pillow

Favorite Food:
beggin strips and carrots

Favorite Walk:

Best Tricks:
just lots of kisses and hugs, sleeping under the covers

Arrival Story:
I got Shadow as a puppy she came home and stole my heart, she was breed at 2 yrs and had a family of 11 (9 girls and 2 boys) it took 56 hours, when she was done she had her very own a big steak she ate it all my herself. She loved her babies she was such a lady, I kept 2 of her daughters (now 8 years old)McEars and Little Bit, Little Bit and Shadow were always together, Shadow was Bit's pillow all her years with her mom, I lost Shadow July 6,2004 and lost my heart when I lost her. I believe it was her heart that gave out,she passed away at home 1 month before her 10 birthday.Bit and I are lost with out her. She was my baby and always will be. Shadow was creamated and is home with me her Urn is on my end table next to where I sit. I miss her more than anyone will ever know. There are still bad days and how I sit and wish I could just have Shadow back for just awhile longer.

Shadow's 2 daughter are still here they are 8 years old , McEars and Little Bit, and we have a new baby she came to us at 5 weeks old a weimaraner (of course) I have named her Echo. She's a smart, fun and a very out spoken pup now 4 months old. I forgot the puppy ways but she is reminding me everyday, and it's helped me to cope with my loss. She's a pretty girl, that her Aunts McEars and L'Bit are trying hard to deal with her crazy puppy ways as they rest a lot, Echo's none stop. She's growing on all of us, a real cutie who follows me all around, she'll never be my Shadow but she is an Echo..... my Echo. There's still another new baby in our house, on Nov.17,04 we brought home Echo's sister she's a Honey, and I think that maybe her name. UPDATE: LittleBit was rush into emergency surgery 3/28/05 @4:32 PM she was diagnosed with an "OPEN Pyometra" the surgery took 2 hours, she is doing fine and should be home Friday. Bit came home Friday she has to go back to have her stitches removed in 10 days, we had a pizza party for her, she had the 2 biggest pieces, Beggin Strips too ! It's good to have Little Bit home

Forums Motto:
I love you special


Missing you so very much it will be 7 years tomorrow- 7/6/2011

July 5th 2011 3:08 pm
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My baby my heart , not a day has passed that I haven't spoke your name. I'm not finding it getting an easier to live without you.
We will be together someday I love you may God keep you in his arms.


6 years today at Rainbow Bridge

July 6th 2010 9:19 am
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My baby girl it's 6 years today that I lost you, I miss you so very much everyday as I speak your name somehow everyday in conversation, it feels as if it was yesterday you left.
I pray your happy & playing at the Rainbow Bridge with all your babies who are also gone other than Baloo who is old & sick but hanging on.
I'll love you special for all my days till we're together again.
Love & Miss you so very much,


Happy Easter In Heaven

April 4th 2010 4:37 pm
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Mommy misses you so much


Missing You

December 4th 2009 8:58 pm
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I stood by your bed last night ...I came to have a peep.
I could see that you'd been crying,and you found it hard to sleep.

I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear, "It's me. I haven't left you. I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here".

I was close to you at breakfast... I watched you pour your tea.
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to touch me.

I was with you at my grave today... you tend to it with such care.
I want to reassure you. That I'm not lying there.

I walked you towards the house as you fumbled for the key.
I gently put my paw on you...I smiled and said, "it's me".

You looked so tired as you sank into your chair.
I tried so hard to let you know that I was sitting there.

It's wonderful for me to be so near you everyday,
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away".

You sat there quietly, then smiled... I think you knew
That in the stillness of the evening I was very close to you.

And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to meet you and we'll stand there side by side.

I have so many things to show you ! There's so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out, then come home to be with me.

By: Colleen Fitzsimmons
In memory of Shadow



October 18th 2007 6:07 am
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MOM ADDED A PICTURE OF THE LOVESEAT THAT I WORKED ON ONE DAY WHEN PAPA AND HER WENT TO WORK IT TOOK LESS THAN 8 HOURS ! THEN THAT VERY NIGHT WHEN THEY WENT TO THE STORE I DID THE SAME THING TO THE COUCH, you know Papa never said one word and Mom was crying good thing they love me......she wants everyone to see what I did because I wasn't crate trained.
I was a very good girl unless they left me alone!
After I had my babies (when I was 2) I was perfect I never did anything wrong again neither did my babies (who weren't crate trained either) because we had each other!


It was the Food

April 13th 2007 6:04 pm
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Purina has called and feel it was the Prime Cut's that caused McEars to go to the rainbow bridge, they have offered to pay for the vet bill for the cremation.
McEars was possibley one of the first to have been killed by the recalled dog food.



April 6th 2007 3:42 pm
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We are looking into the recall food from Purina as McEars (aka Mushy) was on Alpo Prime Cuts when she passed away.
After reading the blogs on dogster it seem's her food may have caused her death.


Shadow's Daughter

February 22nd 2007 12:10 pm
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Shadow's daughter McEars (aka Mushy)passed away today at home with her family at her side, 2/22/07 at 1:36 AM at age 10 years 5 months. She is being individually cremated and will return home in about a week to be place with her mama.
McEars was a big sweet lovable girl who we will miss, but we know she's with her mama.
We love you Mushy

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