December 21st 2009 7:20 pm
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ive been talking to you alot lately-along with lilman but i have a favor to ask of you...please watch over a friend of mine's furfriend. she and her family had to send him over there to you guys b/c of all the pain he was in. shes afraid with him being so young-he will be lost. i have told her how all you pups become young again and healthy and how you play and watch over us all, but she is still so sad.
his name is reiley, and altho i dont believe he has a page here on this site-and you two never met, hes gonna need a furfriend to watch over him.
reiley had a 6 year old little buddy like you did and hes not doing so well either. like lilman hes upset and misses him terribly. liljoe has his days, as do i. i dont get on here much anymore-but i think of you often! the computer rotates all the pics that i have stroed on it as a screen saver and let me tell ya-there are a LOT of you my dear. we just smile and have our own little memory of you each time. its helped alot-
i have also told lilman about how you lay with him at night. hes been sad lately that you arent here again this christmas but i asure him how you led us to apollo and how his birthday is new years eve. you cant get anymore blunt then that. a new life for a new dog for his 1st year0now he turns 2. anyway, i told him to not worry, that you would never leave him or any of us. you have only moved on to where we cant be yet-its not our time. so your way of being with him is after he has gone to bed, just as he is falling asleep-you lay with him at his feet and keep him warm. hes taken notice to that and smiles now when he talks about you from the night before. you must visit him alot in his dreams...thank you. i miss you and still hate myself at times for not coming to your rescue sooner or being able to keep you breathing but i have a better understanding and can handle it better than he could at his age. plus-when i do get down and start to cry, apollo comes right over and puts his head and gaint paw on my lap, as if to say-dont cry mom, everything will be alright. and hes right-i know. just please understand i have my moment still...you were my fur-kid, im entitled! =)
love you honey-and please, make sure reiley knows they did what they had to do in order for him to feel better. im sure he understands but he was about as young as you were when you crossed.
squishy hugs and mouth full of furr kisses!
October 15th 2009 4:28 am
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happy birthday-to -you!!!!
as soon as i can i will post your birthday gift! you would have been 5 today down here with us-but instead you are a life lonf puppy up there at the bridge! that is really the only thig that comforts me-still. that you are pain free, have all the food/treats you could possibly be hungry for and god gives you all the kisses and hugs for me and daddy. little man too! =)
happy birthday babe-we miss you, love and wish you all the love from your furfriend angels that we cant share with you here! have fun today and dont for get to make your wish!!
LOTS of love, hugs and kisses,
October 7th 2009 5:04 am
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i wanted to let you know why i have been so busy...im going thru pics on the computer, organinzing them, adjusting the hues and such so i can start fresh when making slide shows and all. i wanna create true photo albums but i need the pics ready to go. i sorry its taking so long and that its such a tedious job but its my own fault-
this is the first time im really working with your pictures since you went off to live in a more beautiful place. im gonna have hard moments but i know in the long run it will pay of and i will be able to provide substantial design creativity for you and your furmates and furfriends.
once they are organized then i can go into picasa and photobucket and webfetti and all that. but even that is gonna take some time. im trying to keep up with your dogster mail and your corralled friends and stories that you like to share-please dont think i have abandoned you or any of them. i visit as often as i can without neglecting your family down here.
i cant wait tho and i hope you like what i get accomplished when i can accomplish it. altho-you know im never truly satisfied...as long as the image sits infront of me im always trying to make it better.
i love you baby and miss you dearly. have fun up there and remember-i havent abandoned you, im trying to get closer to you is all!
LOTS OF LOVE< HUGS
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