January 3rd 2009 3:20 am
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Noone will ever feel the pain that mommy feels in losing you. Today marks the second month that you left and as I look through pictures of you when you were just a pup and remember what a handsome dog you became, I can't help but to break down and cry. There are so much memories in these pictures, each one breaking my heart, each one reminding me that there could never be another picture taken, and that there could never be another memory made. The thought that I can never see you again is so painful I cannot describe it with words but only feel. It's as if my heart is empty and my chest is tight, yearning for you but knowing that I could never have you beside me again. I accept the fact that you are gone, but I can't accept the fact that I can never have you as my companion in this lifetime ever again, and that is the part which brings tears to my eyes and crushes my heart.
Simbababy, I know most people that knew you have moved on with their lives but I have not been able to recover so fast. Everyday I wonder what life would be like if you were still here. And everynight I secretly pray to have you next to me again.
I luv you and miss you terribly Simbababy.
Love you always,
November 18th 2008 3:28 pm
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Simba, you will always be my little angel. You came into my life unexpectantly and you left so mysteriously. Although you were only my best friend for 1 year, you were the only one who showed me strength and kept me motivated to continue with this rough year. You have given so much more than any person has ever given to me. I will always remember the way you gave me high fives when I come home, how we used to watch Dog Whisperer together, how you give me paws and put your head on me when I cry, your 2 hour baths because of your fluffy coat, and lastly the loyalty and love you showed me and only me even on your last fighting day. I will never forget all the memories we shared and you will always be in my heart. I miss you so much Simbababy...
With all my heart,
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