Goodness Gracious!

Well....I have heard throught the grapevine that my little sister Zoe is in love! Wow...love....that was only something I experienced from my hufamily....I never got the chance to feel love for a boyfriend while I was on earth....BUT...there are some VERY handsome boys here at the Rainbow bridge....and at the Turtle Pond....OOOOOO I can think of a few boys I'd like to take on a fly around the rainbow! hmmmm Maybe someday I will fall in love too.

Love and Angel Kisses to All!
Cocoa

My Little Sister Zoe

Well, well, well! Look how much you have blossomed in our family Zoe! I knew you would! I wanted to tell you I am proud of you...proud you are such a sweet girl to Ahma, Papa & Brother....and our new baby sister Peanut! I am watching over ya'll....you're always in my heart....and a secret little thanks for our playtime after dark!

Love,
Cocoa

My Mothers Day Love For Ahma!

My Ahma...
My Ahma loved me so much! My top 5 things are things she did for me when I was sick before I came to the rainbow bridge.

1. Ahma made sure I was comfortable in my cage at the hospital, she brought my favorite blanket and stuffed rabbit to me. Each night she would pet my nose and sing me to sleep and tucked in my rabbit real close to me.

2. She stayed at the hospital every day with me; sitting on a piece of cardboard on the floor, and talked to me, and reminded me of stories of my life that I had long forgotten all while stroking my head until they made her leave each night.

3. When the doctors said there was no hope...she didn't give up on me. She carried me outside and held me up while I tried to go potty, but I just couldn't....I remember hearing her pray "God, just a few drops please".

4. A couple of days before I went to the bridge I began to bleed from my mouth...Ahma crawled inside my cage and held me and wiped away the blood from my mouth...she would ask me if she should let me go....and then beg me to stay just a little longer.

5. The day I went to the bridge she brought my family to see me, everyone was crying...Papa couldn't stand it, Brother couldn't stand it....they left the room. Ahma pulled out a pair of tiny scissors from her purse, I knew what she wanted....she always loved the hair at the bottom of my ears and would twirl it between her fingers when we would go to bed each night...I turned my head and she snipped a lock, kissed me and told me it was okay to go now.

Her kindness meant alot to me and I know she misses me, but I am with her always in spirit. She will see me again someday. Oh ... and Ahma....don't stop talking to me at my grave....I hear you and I love you too!

Hey Peedi Pie...

Hey there my Cocoa...I really wish you were here to see your new sister. She is so cute!

I am re-painting your headstone...it really needed it and you deserve the best! I know you are still with me...I have caught a glimpse of you out of the corner of my eyes...chasing Zoe.

I will never forget you looking up at me and smiling, or the way you'd cuddle and give kisses. I miss you honey! I am so sorry you got so sick, I wish we could have saved you...I hope you know that Daddy and I did everything we could! I am also sorry I couldn't stay with you...I just couldn't face it. I was a coward, I guess because I had been with you at the hospital for 2 weeks, everyday, all day....and with the hope you'd come home. When you looked at me the last time...I know you were asking me to let you go. But, I still can't...everytime I see your photos and your favorite toy and your leash....I sob!

But I will make you a promise right now....

Wait there at the Rainbow Bridge
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my life is through
I don't know how long I'll be
But, I'm not gonna let you down
Baby wait and see...
And between now and then until I see you again..
I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me