May 16th 2008 8:07 pm
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It has been six months this week since you all went to the Bridge. Bear: the 13th, Lickity: the 15th, Bambi and Daisy: the 16th.

This past six months has been so hard...I put on a brave front because most people do not understand what you guys meant to me. You are still my first thoughts in the morning and the last at night...alot of times you are even in my dreams! In some of those dreams I know it is really you coming to see your Mommy, they are so real. Sometimes I hear the pitter-patter of your little feet....is it really you all? Bear...just the other night I saw you standing on your steps leading into bed...I was wide awake! I know you all are trying to tell me that you're o.k. and happy, and no longer sick. I am grateful for that, But that doesn't stop me from missing you with every fiber of my being. I do so love your little visits, I wish you could stay longer...I wish I could snuggle and kiss you all just one last time. A chance I never had with you Bear. Bambi, Daisy and Lickity...I still you lying there right before you passed and it tears me up inside. I will never forget that heartwrenching week...and I will never forget the great love we shared. Knowing that we will one day be together again brings such a joy to my heart , it is undescribable.
I miss you, I love you, you all will ALWAYS be my heart!
I will be watching for you all....

Love always,
your Mommy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo