Star Light Star Bright

Hello my Angel,
Last evening,for some reason, I was feeling restless. I couldn't concentrate on the book I was reading so I decided to walk outside for a few minutes. The minute I stepped out onto the pier and looked into the sky,I new why. You were there! My heart skipped a beat and my eyes filled with tears. I could see you as the beautiful,heavenly star that I know you are. Your radiance filled my restless heart with your pure peace and love. I felt so very close to you.I sat down and gazed at your star and talked to you from my heart and soul for a very long time. Once again you knew that I needed you and you found a way to come to me,a way to comfort me. It is true,love knows no earthly boundaries,love is all encompassing and eternal. Thank you my precious baby girl,thank you for loving me.

Until we are together again I will hold your love in my heart.I love you sweetheart,Mommy

Missing you

Sweet baby girl,I wanted to tell you how much I love you and that I still miss you terribly. Last night I dreamt that I saw you coming to me and I was so happy.I called your name but you didn't seem to hear me or see me.It was as if you didn't know where to go.You were wandering around lost. I woke up your Daddy crying in my sleep. Bopper,I am terrified that you will not be able to find me when we move.The thought of never seeing you again in my dreams is absolutely more than I can bear.Please my Angel , find a way to let me know that I will never lose you. All my love on this bittersweet day,Mom

P.S.- Please stay close to Lucas,watch over him and his Mommy as today will be very difficult for them.Please let them know that my thoughts and prayers are with them.

Love you

My sweetest Angel,
I felt your Angel wing brush my cheek last night. When I awakened,you were there,curled up right beside me .I whispered in your velvet ear and you gave me sweet kisses. You felt so warm and soft. I begged you to stay even though I knew in heart you couldn't.
I watched as your special star reappeared in the sky.Then, warm ,salty tears awakened me from a beautiful dream.A dream of you. Thank you precious one.All my love , always and forever,Mom

The first anniversary of your crossing

My precious Angel,
Dad and I were so happy to see you celebrating with your friends. Seeing you celebrate your renewed youth,your freedom from pain and sorrow and the never ending love that is The Rainbow Bridge made our hearts rejoice.
I'm sorry that I'm just now writing to you.Along with our happiness there was also sadness and I just couldn't bring myself to write. I know you felt the sadness too. Dad and I stayed close to home and close to each other.We celebrated the pure love and and joy that you brought into our lives. We talked of our lives together, remembering all of the wonderful times that we shared.We looked at pictures of our lives together ,we laughed and we cried.We are so grateful to you for choosing us as your family and letting us love you.
Thank you Baby B for your dream visits. I pray every night that you will come. I finally understand that whenever I think of you,happy thoughts or sad, that that is your way of letting me know that you are always with me,always watching over us.
We know that we will be together again and until that glorious day arrives,you will live on in our hearts and souls.
Our love for you is always and forever.

There are so many wonderful Angels and there families from TRB that helped me during my grief.Without Cheyanne( Kim ),Elsa(Mary),Simba(Michelle) and Lucas (Melani)and all of the other Angels I don't think I would have made it through. I love them all and will be eternally grateful to them.
Elsa and her Mom sent me a book after you went to TRB that helped me so much. I wanted to share this poem with you. It is for you and for you to share with other Angels and their families.I hope that they may find at least a little comfort in these words.


Book : The Kingdom of Heart- A pet Loss Journal
Author : Patty Luckenbach

Heart Meditation

I enter into the forest and into the jungle and into the meadow of my mind.
Within my mind is the kingdom of heart,and within this kingdom I seek to find the still point of my being.
Within this kingdom is a divine law that is encoded within my very soul.Deep,deep within is my instinctual kingdom.
The sounds of all of life call to me. From above,so below, and all around about.The harmonizing symphony of sound calms me.I am one in this safe and all harmonizing feeling.
My inner wisdom is tuned. I realize that all of life is connected, and I am a part of it all.
I walk into the very center of this green and glorious forest of mind.My heart can smell the sweetness of the wildflowers that grace the meadow of my heart.
As I walk from the forest out into the center of the meadow-
THERE YOU ARE !
I call your name.There we are, together in the very center of the meadow of my heart.

Baby girl,we are forever yours.
All of our love,Mom and Dad

Missing you

My baby, I thought I could be strong for you. I am still trying but the closer we get to your Crossing Day anniversary,the harder it becomes.

DPOD ?

I can't believe I was chosen ! Thank you to everyone!
Thank you to Pita,Layla & Chopper for my Angel star,it is so beautiful !Thank you to the Blaner pack for the cool ball, all the Angels and I will have so much fun playing with it.
Penelope,Roscoe,Dog and I want to send big hugs and thanks to Kody,Princess and Rebby for the great play balls, we are going to have a blast playing with those !
We have such great friends here and we love y'all so much. Thanks again to everybody !
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Autumn,Roscoe,Dog & Penelope

Baby B,be watching for Duck Two

Sweet Angel, how are you ? I know you are having fun playing with your friends, but Mommy needs you to do her a favor. We don't know what happened to her but Duck Two will be coming to TRB. Please welcome her and show her where the turtle pond is . Bring her and John together so that they will have each other. Also ( I'm so sorry, more sad news) one of the feral cats died. It brakes my heart to know that they are out there alone,fending for themselves.I try to do what I can by feeding them ( some people say that I shouldn't ) .I don't know what else TO DO for them,theyare so wild that you can't get near them.Please help this kitty and be her friend. She will be scared, so teach her that she is safe,let her know that she is loved and that her days of suffering are over. Please tell her that I love her.
I know that you know that these next few days are going to extra hard for both of us. Your one year crossing anniversary is quickly approaching. I miss you so much every day. I'm trying to hold on to our good times and let the sad memories of your passing diminish.I am trying. Remember how much I love you,I will be writing to you again very soon. You are forever my Angel, Love Mom

Love you

Hi sweet baby girl ! I know that you are very busy @ TRB, meeting new angels and playing with all of your friends, so I will keep this short. I just felt an ache in my heart and I wanted so badly to hug you.Since you are just out of arms reach I decided to do the next best thing and come to your diary and tell you that I love you with all of my heart and soul, that you ARE a light in my life and that I miss you so so much. Please hug all the Angels for me. Oh, please remember to keep an eye on John for me, I know he can get into a lot of Duck Trouble ! Come home and see me soon sweetie,my last prayer every night is for you to visit me in my dreams. In my heart I'm hugging you really tight right now and I can feel your warm spirit around me.Mommy loves you Audie B.

Thanks to all my friends

Roscoe ,Dog,Penelope and I wanted to let you all know that we really appreciate all the cool gifts and mail.Dogster and Catster friends are the best ! We love y'all !

Hi baby girl

I just wanted to say " I love you ".I know that you have been very busy helping to welcome all the new Bridge Babies. You and Cheyanne and all of the other Angels are doing a great job ! Mommy is very proud of you.
I see that you came home for a few minutes last night and had a big slice of Spanish Cornbread. I hope that you shared with all of the Angels and I hope everyone liked it.
As you know we have Dog here with us now.Is she the pup you intended for us to have ? Did you and her Mommy get together and decide that this will be her forever home ? Please tell her Mom not to worry,I think she is happy to be with us.She is very sweet and we love her.
I know you watch over us from TRB and from here on Earth we hold you close to our hearts ,stroke your soft fur and talk to you in our dreams.We miss you,I miss you.My love for you is everlasting.
I love you so much,
Mom