I ONLY WANTED YOU

I ONLY WANTED YOU

They say memories are golden
well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

A million times I needed you,
a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
no one could ever fill.

If tears could build a stairway
and heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven
and bring you back again.

Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.

Vicky Holder ©

Guess what I am !!!!!!!!!

You guessed it I am Angel of the Week can you beleave it, after
I went to the bridge I was asked to join this group.
The group is Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies the only way to join
is going to the bridge, I had no choice about going to the bridge,
I was old and it was time but now I am young again, I run and play
with all the other angles at the bridge and this week is my week to
meet everone in the group and make friends. So my fellow pals
don't be afraid when that time comes as you will find lots of friends
in this group to help you find your way till your mom comes to be
with you again.


Love Baby ( Angel of the Week)

Week One

My sweet Baby I sure miss you, nobody to trip over, nobody to help on the bed,I never thought that I would miss your snoring. Angle
was mad at me for days for taking you away, she is lost without you.
We are all lost without you, I know you are young again playing with
all the angles at the bridge, have fun my sweet Baby till we meet again.
I hope you like your page Terri's mom helped me with it, it is so sweet just like you were.

Love Mom and Angle

My Journey Home

Last week was a bad week for me I would no longer take my pills, I stopped eating all I did was drink water. I told mom it was time for
me to go to the bridge to wait for her. Saturday my furless brother
took mom and I to Dr.Garys, mom and I talked and cryed till he came
in my mom held me and loved me till I crossed. I was there one minute and at the bridge with my pals the next, Terri, Little Girl, Harley, Moose and lots of other angles were there to welcome me.
I do so miss my mom as I watch her talk to me and just start crying
for no reason, the other angles say she will get better with time.
Thank you all for the gifts and p mails they made mom smile and cry at the same time they were so full of love.
Well I have to go it's time for flying lessons and something about angle dust will let you know how it turns out :)




Love Baby

Thank you pals

Just wanted to thank everyone who stopped by for my 19 th
birthday. I had a wonderful party and the super bowl all in one day.
Since then I have been sick I take pills now it helps a little but
the doctor thinks it is the big C. At my age I think it is better to just
enjoy life with my family and my friends on Dogster than to fight
something that I can't win.
I will keep you updated on how things are going here in Texas.




Love Baby

"Welcome to the new edition of "2009 Get to Know Your Pals."

Copy this diary entry, and paste it into your diary. Read and then delete my answers. Then you can fill in your own! We can get to know our pals better!! Have fun!! Then send a rosette to 4 pals and ask them to post it in their diary!!!!

Here we GO!!!!!

1. What color is your collar? I don't have a collar but I do have a blue necklace if I go anyplace it's in my mom's arms !!!!

2. What kind of food do you eat? I did eat Pro Pac puppie food but at my age soft food is more to my likeing. I will eat anything off of mom's plate :)

3. What are your favorite treats? I don't really have a favorite I will eat anything.

4. Do you have a Valentine or significant other?? Terri the Terror is my special pal ♥ he is waiting for me at the bridge.

5. Do you get Table Scraps? Only if I talk real sweet to my mom!!!!!!

6. What is your favorite toy? I have never played with toys !!!!!

7. When is your Birthday?... Feb. 1,1990

8. How many times a day do you get to eat? I get soft food in the morning and once at night. And I have dry food anytime I want to.

9. Do you have a favorite color? Pink makes me look younger hehe

10. Do you hope all your pals put this in their diary? Pawsitively!

My Day Out

Today I went to work with my mom, it was fun to be out and about
at my age I stay in most of the time as I don't see well. When we got
to the store I got a full spa treatment a warm bath with a full massage
it felt so good then a blow dry and nail trim. Then it was a burger and fries Mc Ds is so good, after picking out some treats it was back home.
I love the trip out but "There is no place like home "

Love Baby

Have you ever

Have you ever seen a heat blanket ?????????? It is soooooo cold
that these old bones keep shakeing. Mom came home and pluged
something into the wall then she put a new blanket on our bed, I got in bed it was so warm that I did not come out all night :) So if you are cold just tell your mom to get you a heat blanket just don't chew on it that might hurt night all

Love Baby

My letter to Santa

Dear Santa;

I have so many friends on dogster please see that they all get what they need. Can you help all the stray animals find new homes so they know the love I have always enjoyed. For those who must go to the bridge please make it with love and dignity.
All I want for Christmas is to feel better so I can stay with my family another year :)

Thank You
Baby

Friends forever♥

Thanks to Dogster I had a chance to make friends with Terri the Terror. He had some ups and downs in life, but he had lots of people who loved him. Terri was 17 years old and we met in a forum about who was older, as I am 18 we had alot to talk about. I lost my dear friend he went to the bridge June 9,2008, I have 2 sisters at the bridge maybe they can run together till I get there . I think it will be a long time from now as my mom would be lost without me :)