My Diary

Happy Birthday my sweet girl

Sadie,
It's the second year now that I've celebrated your birthday without you here. It goes to show you just how sweet you are! Your birthday is on Valentine's Day! Not a day goes by that you're not in my heart on on my mind. I will FOREVER miss you. My heart is heavy today and I think of you.
Hopefully your brother Jake remembered your big day and is celebrating with you at the Bridge. You know how forgetful those boys can be!!! ha!
I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH AND MISS YOU JUST AS MUCH.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Your Mom

Another Poem For My Sweet Girl

Beyond the Rainbow
Author Unknown

As much as I loved the life we had and all the time we played,
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade.
I saw a wonderous image then of a place that's trouble free,
Where all of us can meet again to spend eternity.
I saw the most beautiful rainbow, and on the other side
were meadows rich and beautiful- lush and green and wide!!
And running through the meadows as far as the eye could see
were animals of every sort, as healthy as could be!!
My own tired and failing body was fresh and healed and new
and I wanted to go run with them, but I had something left to do.
I needed to reach out to you, to tell you I'm alright
that this place is truly wonderful, the bright glow pierced the night
Twas the glow of many candles shining bright and strong and bold
and I knew then that it held your love in it's brilliant shades of gold
For although we may not be together in the way we used to be
We are still connected by a cord no eye can see.
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart
If you look beyond the rainbow and listen with your heart.

I love you soooo much Sadie.
Missing you forever and always.......................

ANOTHER NEW BABY SISTER!

Sweet Sadie Girl:
You have another new baby sister! her name is Ellie Mae and she is a CUTIE!!!! Ellie was born on July 16th and came home with us on August 29th. Having two Dobies at home again brings back memories of you and Jake. ALTHOUGH YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! I'm sure you're looking down and having a good laugh seeing us having to get up at night with the puppy!
We love and miss you so, so much baby.

Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies ANGEL OF THE WEEK! - 08/31-9/6/08

I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED! I WAS CHOSEN TO BE THE ANGEL OF THE WEEK!! What an honor! My Mom was so excited and proud of me. I just hope my brother Jake, who is up here with me, isn't too jealous! It was a fun week answering all the questions from fellow members. Thank you RBAB!!!

It's been one year today sweet girl.......

My dearest Sadie;
It's been one year today since you flew to the Bridge.
Words cannot express how much I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and remember how special you were to me. You were, and always will be, my pup soul mate.

"We have a secret you and I,
That no one else shall know,
For who but I can see you lie,
Each night, in fireglow?
And who but I can reach my hand
Before I go to bed,
And feel the living warmth of you
And touch your silken head?
And only I walk woodland paths,
And see, ahead of me,
Your small form racing with the wind,
So young again, and free!
And only I can see you swim
In every brook I pass.
And, when I call, no one but I
Can see the bending grass. "

I will always love you my sweet Sadie girl.
Mom

Missing my sweet Sadie.........

.....They say that memories are golden well maybe that's true I never wanted memories I only wanted you. A million times I will miss you a million tears I will cry, if love could have saved you you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly and in death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place no other animal could ever fill. It broke my heart to loose you, but you did not go alone for a part of me went with you the day God called you home. Your precious memory is my keepsake with which I will never part. God has you safe in his keeping but I will have you forever in my heart. If tears could build a stairway and heartache build a lane, I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same but as God calls us one by one the chain will link again.......

Missing you this Christmas

My dear sweet Sadie,
This is the first Christmas without you in 14 years. My heart is breaking again. As I write this the tears are flowing, and apparently Tia has noticed as she has awakened from a deep sleep to give me kisses (unless you had something to do with that)! It's times like these that bring the pain all back again. I still can't believe you're gone. Your Christmas stocking is out next to a photo of you. You will forever be a part of us. Knowing that you and Jake are together gives me comfort. Enjoy your Christmas with the angels, and, if you can, join us on Christmas morning in your own special way.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Mom

Hi Mom!

Well, I did it! I visited my earth Mom and she could tell! I could tell that she knew it was me - I made her smile. I think I may have seen a tear too. I hope she knows that I'm always with her. Jake and I and all of our new Pup Pals are so content up here. We're just all hanging out waiting for our Mommy's and Daddy's to come see us some day!
ILOVE YOU MOM AND DAD!
HI TIA! TAKE GOOD CARE OF THE FAMILY!

Jake has a page now! Good job Mom!

I'm so happy! My Mom created my brother Jake's page on Dogster today! It's nice hanging out with him. I'm still in charge of the two of us though! Even up here! Hi Mom, Dad and everyone else! I miss you so much!

Dear Guardian Angel of Pets......

Hello. I've been expecting you for quite some time.
Here, come sit beside us for awhile .
and let me tell you about this old friend of mine.
She might look tattered or maybe old
But I won't say goodbye until you've been told.
She had the brightest eyes I had ever seen,
And wore a beautiful fur coat that would out shine a queen .
She was never prissy but walked with an aire ......
And oh so polite, you could take her most anywhere.
She could run like the wind and could catch anything she chased
But she protected and sat with me when I had problems to face.
You could not find a friend nearly so dear.
Because no matter the trouble she always stayed near...
She has never asked for much from me;
Just to love and respect her and I think you'll agree .
To give her a good meal plus a nice warm bed is not much to ask ;
When she has given me all her love and to her this was no task.
Now I understand you have a schedule to keep.
But I have a small favor before she nods off to sleep.
Please fold your wings around her and let her feel young while in no pain ;
Dear Guardian Angel of Pets ,
please keep her safe and happy until I see her again.

A good day for my family!

September 9th, 2007 made me very happy up here at the Rainbow Bridge! My Mom and Dad got a new little bundle of love so that they could carry on the same love they gave me! Tia is a very lucky puppy. She will be so loved and well taken care of. I'm glad my mom realized that she could never replace me, but that she needed another beautiful baby to love. I can see from up here just how much fun mom is having with Tia! (Although it looks like Tia's a bit more time consuming than I was!) I miss my family so much, but know that I will see them again someday. I love you Mom and Dad!!!!!
p.s. Jake says hi too!