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endless love , endless kisses !

October 27th 2013 10:44 am
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I am so blessed to have you with me after almost 16 years
you are the love of my life and I fear the day I will have to say goodbye to you : it will hurt me so badly and I can´t even think about it
If I had to choose between loving you and breathing , I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU !
all my love my sweet boy
Mommy´s forever love


Taxidermists´or not ?

September 21st 2013 10:03 am
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I was watching a program at the Animal Planet about using taxidermists to perpetuated the image of your beloved one forever
They do it in Texas - unfortunately no here in Brazil
But could I bear the look of my dog , like a stuffed animal ? I don´t know but I am sure that I have a chalenge of choices
How am I going to bear Peek a Boo´s loss ? I know I have been a good mother for my baby (he has no ailments and his latest blood test was good) but I don´t know how and if I will be strong enough to say goodbye for the love of my life
yes I kown , I am suffering form anxiety and everybody tell me to get prepared for it , even my shrink , but I can ´t handle it as much I try to to follow their advice
Today we just lost a dear friend that we have been keeping in our prayers over more than 7 months ; needless to say that his mommy is davastated and my thoughts and prayers go out to her
If you have a chance please visit his page to leave your love and support for his grieving mommy
thank you all for your kindness !
here is his profile ´s page

and here is his Light a Candle altar =PIF

God bless you all and reward you over your beloved babies
love and hugs
Peek a Boo and family


Wow !I am one

August 7th 2013 3:28 am
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of the Diary pick today !
thank you Dogster for the honor



August 1st 2013 11:47 am
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Oh my baby Peek a Boo , yes ,your will be always my baby and your kisses are my most precious gift !
Now that somehow the end is getting near , your kisses are my only joy (Ursula and Nicola are not kissers at all )
You and Crystal, my beloved Crystal, are my kissers and I regret to this day not letting her kiss me longer
Now I let you kiss me until we both "drop dead " because I am afraid that I will regret not letting you kiss me longer - I want the most of it !!!because that's when I feel you more close to me than ever : YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE and the day I don't get those kisses my life will lose its meaning and I know that I am close to the end


I am losing you each and every day

April 21st 2013 9:12 am
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My sweet Peek a Boo - it has been so hard on me to accept the fact that you are going away , slowly but surely - you have no more the hungry you had before , you are very sleepy and I have to carry you downstairs for our bedroom ... I am devasted to see you wearing away without a serious disease , it is just time , too much for you already , not for me that if I could exchange my age to give it you I would do it gladly
I really don´t know what is going to happen to me after you are gone - I know that have Ursula (12 ) and Nicla (9) that I have to take care but without you our household will be one more time empty
Please don´t go , just not right now when I need you the most
your mommy


you are my sweet 15 !

February 23rd 2013 7:07 am
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and words cannot describe my love for you
you are very special because you are the love of my life and my special joy
Happy Birthday Peek a Boo !Many health years to come: that´s my pray to God


Yes , we are all greatful for

November 22nd 2012 10:46 am
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Dogster with all the fleas and glitches that made possible to get to know such wonderful pups and their families , without Dogster this would never be possible so a toast to Dogster and let´s keep it alive and get going
thank you all
sincerely love and gratitude
Peek a Boo , Crystal , Ursula , Nicola and Neuza


How we ended up here in Brazil - a lifetime short story

July 19th 2012 8:59 am
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Me , Ursula and my late sister Crystal came from the States in 2003 , it has been 9 years since we moved here
Do we miss the US? YES WE DO!
When mommy got me and Crystal we were living in West Palm Beach (Fl)in a condo that by their rules and regulations didn´t allow pets in the premises and since mommy is a brazilian born she thought that that little request wasn´t making any different . Well it did : although mommy owned the unit they kept bugging her about this issue and she decided to buy a bigger and more fancy house for us in Boynton Beach (Fl) and it was a paradise for us , bigger , fancy , mommy´s dream house !
Unfortunately our next door neighbor - although pets were allowed didnt´for some reason like us, but who cares ?
But the real reason we moved to Brazil is that mommy bought a house and instead of paying cash for it she got a mortgage and things turned out ugly for us when the stock market went down the drain in 2001 - it was very difficut for mommy to keep up her expenses and since she had equity on her home she decided to sell it and buy something here in Brazil , in the mountains , not in Rio de Janeiro , downtown (she hates big cities especially outside of the US)
To make things short we ended up losing Crystal due to a bad accident (she felt from the stairs and had a blunt trauma to her head) and died in 2006 - it was the first blow to her head , mommy was really heart broken
Mommy says that I am the best thing that ever happened in her life and I feel very important , I am the only man she has ever put up for so long
14 years !- a lifetime of love , trust and bond , I am her boyfriend and yesterday she was due to take some stitches out of her operated cyst but she chose to take me to the vet instead because she was deadly scared after my blood work , and tomorrow when she goes to her doctor she will tell that she couldn't make the appointment because her boyfriend (Me) had doctor´s appointment due to be drinking to much water and she having to taking him out to pee outside more than 3 times a night . Will she think mommy is crazy ?!!
I bet she will ahahaha


I am not the same dog I used to be

June 28th 2012 9:48 am
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old age is taking a toll on me . I sleep more and sometimes even ignore when mommy calls me to go out
Fortunately I still eat well
Mommy is very sad that I am losing my grip when it comes to activities.

At night when she takes me out I am kind of lost , trying to figure out what I am suposed to do
14 years old and from now on mommy doesn't feel happy to celebrate my birthdays anymore - as it is like a countdown to losing me

I just wonder how her life will be after I am gone : poor mommy, I already feel sorry for her
In the meantime enjoy my every breath mommy and every minute of it so you won´t regret when it is time to say goodbye


Wow! Today I am 14

February 23rd 2012 11:46 am
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and I am still hanging in there . I thank all my friends that joined in celebration of a special day for me !
Mommy is back from the hospital , UFA! that ´s a relief ! she was not feeling well since Saturday and she went to see a doctor today because there was a big holiday for us -Carnaval and she couldn´t find nobody to help her
Tomorrow she ´ll undergo some major exams and hopefully she will fell better . Welcome back mommy ! we missed you all day and now it is time to cuddle in bed with my mommy
special hugs to all my dear friends ! you are the best !

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