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February 8th 2016 2:23 am
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Today is mommy´s birthday ... it will be a sad one although we had lots of happy parties , but without you , it is meaningless and I miss you very much
I will save a bite for you because I know you loved cake
sending all my love to you LOVE OF MY LIFE



February 1st 2016 6:01 am
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and I miss you terrible!, keep looking for you and at night it is the worst time because you are not there with us ...
the girls feel like neglected , I love them but I miss you more than anything else
I wish I had brought you home that day , you wouldn´´t have taken a second dosage of the phenobarbitol and perhaps would be with us
My birthday is coming in a week but without you I have nothing to celebrate : you are and will always be the love of my life
mommy with all my love to my sweet Peek a Boo


my sweet Peek a Boo

January 28th 2016 9:24 am
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you have no idea how much I miss you , you are and will be the love of my life
I am sad because Dogster is finishing its operation and I might lose your pages but your memory will be in my heart forever
All I can say is I love and miss you my sweet boy , and I don´t know how I had the guts to let you go ...
I will not discard or sell your beautiful outfits , I will not let even wash you halter , the last thing you wore because I love you and nobody else will ever take you place
wherever you are I wish I could believe that one day we will be together again because the pain is terrible
To give a shot that they give to murders in death row , it doesn´t make it easy for me to accept because you are an angel and I love you too much to let you go this way . I am sorry baby
all my love
Neuza , your grieving mommy


a message to the love of my life : Peek a Boo

January 17th 2016 8:55 am
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I am so relieved to know that I did the right thing : freed you from you problem
Phenobarbitol is deadly for dogs with a liver problems like you and : CHRONIC HEPATITIS - it worsen and increase the liver enzymes , things that we have been battling for a long time
So my love , as much as my heat aches I did what I had to do to freed you from your pain
You will always be the love of my life forever and even until my life ends because you are my only and true love
your forever mommy



January 10th 2016 6:10 am
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It was the first time since you left us and it was a challenge for me , there was an empty space for my beloved son . How I wish you were there with us , you did enjoy the ride and I was so proud to show all of you around , especially you , the life of my life
Wherever you are , please, forgive me what I had to do but I wanted you free even if it costed me losing my most precious son
loving you forever



January 4th 2016 6:18 am
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You are finally back "home" in a wooden box that says : " I KNOW THAT I LEFT A PIECE OF ME ... BUT I TOOK A LOT FROM YOU "
So sad and so true . Today at the cremation ceremony it was painful seeing your lying body , frozen in the visitation room and it all lasted 40 agonizing minutes . How sad and frustrating was to see all of you in a little pouch
Welcome home my sweet prince : THE LOVE OF MY LIFE FOREVER AND EVER !


Mommy , mommy come and take out of here

January 2nd 2016 8:22 am
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in the refrigerated camera ... it is so cold and my body needs your love and heat . I want to go back home as soon as possible to be by your side .My ashes needs you then I might feel alive again ! Please let me share the bedroom with you and my sisters as we always did and it was the best time of the day /night
Peek a Boo

Mommy´s answer :
My sweet boy , I am doing my best but the cremation was postponed for Monday . I am sorry you feel so cold and you don´t know how much I am crying and looking for you around the house
you are the best thing that has ever happened to me : a son that I had never had ( a son that loved me unconditionally )
You will be forever soon at home with us , hang in there my sweet prince because love knows how to bear diversities and we shall overcome them
loving you forever
your mommy NEUZA


Good bye my only and special love boy

January 1st 2016 8:46 am
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I am still speechless because I didn´t know it was coming so soon
I was getting ready to celebrate your 18th birthday but God had different plans for us
Sorry I am so brief in my eulogy for this special boy who made my life worth
He will be cremated tomorrow (the 2nd) and I have to call to set up the ceremony and take his ashes back home
thank you all for the support I have received so far and when I am in better shape I might be back
love and hugs
Neuza and the Turner family


Watch out for XYLITOL ... Peanutbutter may have it

June 15th 2015 5:39 am
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Please take the time and read it for-dogs


Before the curtains fell

June 10th 2015 4:34 am
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I want to let you all know that it was great being with you on a daily basis . Since 2007 we shared photos and memories .So please, if you care, jot down mommy´s email so we will be able to keep our friendship going
Please don´t forget to mention your "babies " name
love and hugs from all of us
Peek a Boo and family

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