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My sweet angel Peek a Boo

September 1st 2016 3:15 pm
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eight months have gone by and I miss you more than words can tell you . Life without you lost its meaning and I am here to care for Ursula and Nicola because this is my commitment for life and I will be there for my "girls" until their last breath : after that my mission is over and I am considering joining you all
In life and in death you are and will always be the love and reason of my life
kisses ! Oh God ! how I miss your kisses ... !
mommy

 

We have to say goodbye again : Dogster is closing on the 12

July 7th 2016 8:53 am
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It breaks my heart but I guess there is nothing I can do other than to have you in my heart and mind all the time until we meet again
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY SWEET PEEK A POO , THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

 

... AND THEN I FOUND LOVE !

May 10th 2016 12:13 pm
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It was mothers day 1998 and I was with your "dad" Gene in Jupiter at the beach and I saw a lady with a cute little dog (Yorkie ) and I asked her where did you get him : she said at Petland in North Palm Beach . Beach time was over and we went to the store and got you . the face : OMGOD ! So sweet, bow legged , with a big belly .. that was you and then I found love . You already got a name even before we got there : PEEK A BOO !
and I miss you my sweet boy and I try to remember only the good moments we shared but unfortunately sometimes they are not enough to make me laugh and rejoice the memory lane . It is so hard ... I know you wound´t be forever but why God?
, just a little more time with my baby... although I know it will never be enough
all my love sweet angel Peek a Boo

 

Tell me my love

April 23rd 2016 11:03 am
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is the Rainbow Bridge true?is you still waiting for me?
I am afraid that I am living on a illusion that one day I will be able to hold and kiss you again
I miss you so much and it is hurting the soul I have left on me
all my love
mommy

 

MY BELOVED SON PEEK A BOO

March 24th 2016 2:09 pm
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LOVE OF MY LIFE !
Life without you has been harder than I ever imagined but fortunaly my ending is coming ... then we will be together again
I have been dreaming with you and when Dogster had those usual glitches my heart sunk even deeper . Our pages and memories are the reason of my happiness and for keeping me alive so I hang to them as my buoy in a hard and strong surf
Do you still remember in your final moments what I said to you? I begged you forgiveness for moving you out of "our " country to this third world country where corruption is their goal and I am glad I could hide it from you so you didn´t suffer and feel sorry for leaving me alone to deal with those issues
I know I have to be strong for Ursula (she is getting down faster now) and Nicola with her heart issues are consuming me
Just the other day I saw a butterfly in our kitchen windowpane : it was brown and tan just like you and I know deep in my heart that it was you paying me a visit and I saw it there for a while and then all of sudden it was gone
Come back again my sweet son because at least I had you close to me for a brief moment and that is a relieve to my never ending pain

loving you forever and ever until my last breath
your mommy Neuza

 

Please Dogster

March 24th 2016 6:20 am
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Dont´t leave us :we need you ... you are very important to us , to our lives
every time mommy gets access denial her pain about my loss only increases . I know it is not your fault but please do your best and help "me" us
love you forever
The Turner family: PEEK A BOO , CRYSTAL , NICOLA , URSULA AND NEUZA TURNER . Thank you !

 

I AM STILL THERE

March 9th 2016 6:40 am
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FRIEND, PLEASE DON'T MOURN FOR ME
I AM STILL HERE, THOUGH YOU DON'T SEE.
I'M RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE EACH NIGHT AND DAY
AND WITHIN YOUR HEART I LONG TO STAY.

MY BODY IS GONE BUT I'M ALWAYS NEAR.
I'M EVERYTHING YOU FEEL, SEE OR HEAR.
MY SPIRIT IS FREE, BUT I'LL NEVER DEPART
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP ME ALIVE IN YOUR HEART.

I'LL NEVER WANDER OUT OF YOUR SIGHT
I'M THE BRIGHTEST STAR ON A SUMMER NIGHT.
I'LL NEVER BE BEYOND YOUR REACH
I'M THE WARM MOIST SAND WHEN YOU 'RE AT THE BEACH.

I'M THE COLORFUL LEAVES WHEN FALL COMES AROUND
AND THE PURE WHITE SNOW THAT BLANKETS THE GROUND.
I'M THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS OF WHICH YOU'RE SO FOND.
THE CLEAR COOL WATER IN A QUIET POND.

I'M THE FIRST BRIGHT BLOSSOM YOU'LL SEE IN THE SPRING,
THE FIRST WARM RAINDROP THAT APRIL WILL BRING,
I'M THE FIRST RAY OF LIGHT WHEN THE SUN STARTS TO SHINE,
AND YOU'LL SEE THAT THE FACE IN THE MOON IS MINE

WHEN YOU START THINKING THERE'S NO ONE TO LOVE YOU,
YOU CAN TALK TO ME THROUGH THE LORD ABOVE YOU.
I'LL WHISPER MY ANSWER THROUGH THE LEAVES ON THE TREES,
AND YOU'LL FEEL MY PRESENCE IN THE SOFT SUMMER BREEZE


I'M THE HOT SALTY TEARS THAT FLOW WHEN YOU WEEP
AND THE BEAUTIFUL DREAMS THAT COME WHILE YOUR SLEEP.
I'M THE SMILE YOU SEE ON A BABY'S FACE.
JUST LOOK FOR ME, FRIEND , I'M EVERYPLACE.

Peek a Boo

 

YOU IN MY DREAMS LAST NIGHT

March 8th 2016 7:00 am
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I should say not a dream but a nightmare . I was walking you on a leash , and all of sudden you disappeared ... I looked for you everywhere and started crying and asking for help to find you ...
I don´t remember if I found you but it was very sad when I woke up to reality : you are really gone
I miss you a lot my sweet Peek a Boo : love of my life
mommy

 

MY ADORABLE SON

March 1st 2016 8:52 am
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the only and the one that make me happy ! I wonder how strong I was to let you go , or I was so afraid of let you suffer ... but one thing is for sure : I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER, and to to be honest with you I going to bear your loss every month changes . Two months without you is so painful that I don´t know what the future months have in storage for me
Sorry , sorry , I would have done everything to kept you with us but the way they handed you back to me there was nothing I could do
how I wish that I had brought you home after the ER car and I still can see your beautiful eyes looking directly at me like saying : Mommy take me back home even if I can´t survive which I am quit sure you would have done something because I knew you were there to take care of the person ever that you cared the most
love and special licks and kisses
your mommy
Peek a Boo to Neuza and Neuza to Peek a Boo

 

TO ALL ANGELS AND THEIR MOMMIES : THANK YOU !

February 24th 2016 4:28 am
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for all support through messages , gifts , photos that made mommy less sad . I know she is suffering her loss but life and death is part of routine . I lived a long and happy life , I was pampered , loved , treasured by mommy as much as she could . And she did a good job , so spare your tears mommy , you still have Nicola and Ursula to care and they need you
I will always love you and watching you from up above and like you I want to believe that there is a Rainbow Bridge where one day we all will be together again
kisses and licks from your eternal love
Peek a Boo

 
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