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The Never Ending Soap Opera that is Hedwig

Bookie

They’ve locked me up here, its cold. He’s here too, just staring at me; I wish he would go away. He has those large fangs, and he always murders me in the end.
I just have to wait
But I’ll warn you; this book shall not be for the eyes of the weak. I will begin recording my life in these pages, I wish I was never born, and you soon will wish you never picked up this book.

I cried clutching my mother’s bloodstained diary to my chest. It was over; It is all over I thought glumly. She was never going to get better; she was never going to come back to me. I wanted to scream, I want to throw something violently against the wall. My mother was dead, she killed herself. I had to face the fact soon, but her last words to me still echoed in my mind “Goodbye, I love you” She had said to me, when I left her that night.
I wish I had known the real meaning in those words. I opened the book again, even if it made a large gaping whole consume me inside, I was going to read this.

Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
Images of my daughter’s death haunt my mind, I know somewhere she isn’t dead, I just saw her earlier, but the creature still plagues my mind. I get lost in imagining him grabbing her by her collar and stabbing a large machete through her stomach, or of him strangling her until she dies, once I even saw him eat her. I wish he would go away, he told me today the vampire is coming, that is the last thing I want. I know one thing for sure, I need to get out of here, I needed to leave before he actually does consume me.

I screamed, what was happening to her? She was my mother; I had no clue what she was going through. I read the small entry again; somehow she almost made me believe in the creatures. I sobbed violently into the pillow, She is dead now, SHES DEAD!!! I screamed inside my mind. Nothing could be a worse fate than this.

Tuesday, April 5th, 2008
The vampire has come and gone, his blood red eyes can haunt me no more. I’m sure I killed him this time; at least I hope I did. Today would be my daughters birthday, they won’t let her visit me. They are worried about my mental being, but I know I am not insane. These creatures exist, mark my words, and I wont let them take over me.

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
They have taken away my book; I just recently got it back. A new creature has arrived to ensure my misery. I see no way out, this is a living hell. I can only hope they spare my young daughter Alice, but knowing them they won’t. This new creature is faceless; he has long unnatural arms covered in the blood of his victims. He can’t get me yet, he can’t get me! He is telling me there is no hope, all is lost. I hope this isn’t true, but I know he is right. My daughter visited me yesterday; unfortunately she came when he was there. He kept showing me images of her dying again, I screamed and they brought her out. I think I will have to live out the rest of my days here in agony.



What kind of creatures must have haunted my mothers mind, I didn’t wish to even think about it. She makes them sound so realistic, almost real, but they couldn’t be real, Could they? I want to run, bury the book in a pile of dirt and leave it there forever, but I know I can’t, so I continue reading.

Saturday, April 26th, 2008
He’s gone away on business, though I shudder to think what business that would be. He has left here alone, I have to rejoice, to sing, and dance in the flowers, but after last time, I am no longer allowed outside. It’s like I am a prisoner in this strange world. I hum a happy tune and my daughter was allowed to visit me today. She raised my spirits, and I happily write in my book as I prepare to lie my head down to sleep.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008
He still is away! The doctors have noticed the improvement and allowed me to see the outside world again! I step outside and I am overwhelmed by the colors, the happy green of the grass, the inviting blue of the sky, even the gray of the clouds made me smile. I spun around gleefully so happy to be outside again! A small butterfly flew across the sky! Its pale blue wings gleefully lifted it about the horizon. I nearly squealed in delight as the butterfly landed upon my nose! I didn’t even complain when they brought me in, I hope he didn’t come back soon

Happier times, I wished it had stayed that way, but I knew it couldn’t last much longer, If it did, She would still be here today, no, It won’t stay this good. I should close this, I really should, but I can’t. So I again keep reading

Saturday, May 2nd, 2008
I should have known this would happen. He has returned this time with friends, one friend is a small girl, although not very scary looking, she changes form to look like my Alice as horrible ends come to her. She bothers me the most. His other friend is an extremely large snake, he lives to kill, and I see him leave the institute to kill innocent passersby. Of course I hear the doctors blame it on sudden heart attacks or strokes, I know the truth. I hope they leave soon, I don’t see how I can stand another second of this.

Mom!

Mom keeps dissapeering into the garage fur hours, to do something WITHOUT ME! Now mom, I ask you? What are you doing? She says she is "Painting" but I have no clue what that means, so why cant I do it too? Or at least WATCH! she says Ill Step in the paints and mess it up like last time, but i dont know what her problem is!

I gots a little brother on Dogster!

Hey Yall! Guess what? I got a pawtastic Little Brother on Dogster named Rascal
He is a really cool pup, and has a lot in common with me!
Until Next Time,
Heddywig