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My Diary

Today I went to the Bridge

Today I went to Rainbow Bridge because when I was very little someone did something to me, and I never got better from it. If you looked at me, you would never know it, that something broken was inside. I lost the innocent trust that all pups are born with.
My rescuers tried to fix me, and sometimes it seemed like I was all better. But, every once in a while, I would have times when it seemed like I forgot about all the love I was shown and would become fearful again. It was during one of these times that I lashed out and bit my foster Daddy. I seemed scared and shocked after it happened, like I didn't know how it happened.
Mommy was devastated when she heard I had to go to the Bridge. She knew I didn't mean to bite, but she also knew that it could have been much worse. She thought about it and had to admit that the times I wasn't my usual goofy self were few, but they never knew when to expect me to get angry, or scared and lash out. Mommy is sad about me going to the Bridge, but she hopes I can have a peaceful soul now, and forget all about the badness I knew in my short lifetime.
Mommys sad because she loved me, and I loved her, but it wasn't enough to fix what bad people do to innocent puppies sometimes. Its sad that the people probably are still out there with the people that love them, and Mommy had to send me away.