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Buddy ♥

December 12th 2012 6:41 pm
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hey big boy, i love you. i can't believe it's been a month & 10 days since we put you down. life is just not the same. i miss having my barking dog by my side. barking at the tv, also the random cars. taking walks with you around the house at night, watching you get defensive about the birds. you even begging for you. i miss you so much :/ . when my mom told me we put you down, i was in shock. i didn't cry, i didn't think,i thought it was a sick twisted joke. i walked inside the house, put my bag down, and looked for you. you weren't there. it wasn't a joke. it wasn't something that would be just temporary. it was permanent. i lost my best friend. i couldn't stand it. i had to soon face reality and know you were gone. i had to think about how you would want me happy, you wouldn't want me upset. so right now, i'm crying because i miss you. i bought your ashes. (: i couldn't be without them. i still have that piece of you. i kept your collar, it hangs on my bed post, right up against my pillow. so i know i'll always have it. so i will always remember my best friend, and most importantly, my brother. just think, hero is up there, you're with your best friend. i'll be there eventually. ♥ i love you
-Bambi

 
 

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