Missing You........

Mama Sagan I miss you so....

Just the thought of not seeing you overwhelms me with tears.
You were always so darn sweet & never asked for much in return.
You'll never know how much I'll miss you.

You deserve the very best and should expect no less.
I think of some of the things I put you through.
But in spite of it all you loved me just the same.
You've been there with me through thick & thin.
Always my lady until the very end.

To see you so miserable laying there in pain
was more than I could ever stand or bear.
I knew not what else to do but set your spirit free.

You gave your life to me & were always the best you could be.
For that I'll be forever grateful.
Always cherishing your memories deep within my heart.

Forever Loved and Never Forgotten.

I will be missed......but my legacy and love lives on.

On July 11th, 2007, I left my beloved family so my pain would go away. I had become so sick and weak and had no idea why. I took trips to the vet and they insisted the problem was with my liver. With high hopes of feeling better, I took my medication as I was told. But I only got worse and worse and nothing seemed to help. It all happened so fast, I no longer was able to process anything in my liver. I could not keep down my medicine, food or water and then questioned how I would ever get better. I will always remember the night my mommy laid on the floor with me all night long trying to comfort me but I could not sleep and my pain would not go away. The next day, I put all the effort I had together and wagged my tail when my mommy walked in because I knew she would always hold that deep in her heart. Later that afternoon, I knew my time had come and as my mommy pet and comfort me I went to sleep and my pain was gone.