1 year ago.....

It's been a year Friday since you passed, and still I miss you - every day. The day I lost you ... I lost a piece of my heart and my life that will never EVER be replaced or never be the same. I may have given you a home, sweet little one, but you gave me a life. I will love you always and forever little girl.

2 months ago today......

‎2 months ago today, my lil girl went to rainbow bridge, I miss you Angelica 15 years is not long enough!

I miss her so much, it hurts!

Bear with me

We thought our sis needed her own page so we gave her our page. Mommy is ok at times then she just holds us and kisses us and cries and cries.

She will put our page together in a little while.

I am feeling not so well again, I am having facial seizures and my hind legs still will not work for me. and my h and go to the Dr again July 2nd at 2:30pm.

Lady is doing great(thank goodness) She was looking for our sis last night and did not want to go to sleep, mom and dad just cried and cried.

Mom said the love she feels from everyone here is some wonderful and she holds it dear to her broken heart.

15 years was not long enough

She's gone................. she just went through too much for her little body to take it, I won't be updating for awhile.

Update 6.23.10

Update on Angelica, Just spoke to our vet and she had her breakfast and got her meds, Dr. G is in surgery and will phone us in about an hour to let us know when to go in to talk with him and bring our baby home.

Doodle is still a zombie I know it is the meds, she is not twitching and has not had a seizure in a few days, yeah!!!!!

Just visited our baby at the vet

She is resting, we will find out more Wed when we go in to bring her home. Dr. G was already gone for the day when they let us come in to see her. Her bill for today $791.50 and doodle needed some more meds so that was another $80.00So we now owe $1,426.89 + $785.70 to emerg vet.
We already have paid over $2,000 out of pocket thus the reason we do not have the mortgage payment.
We are about to lose our house if we are not able to get enough funds to pay our affordable home program mortgage payment. They have been bleeping us around for over 8 months, it was suppose to be a 3 month trail to show we were responsible, we were and have paid faithfully and
jumped through all the hoops, but this will give them a reason to drop us and make us homeless!

Angelica is just waking up at the vet

Angelica is just waking up at the vet, it was not a tumor, Dr. G is not available to go over everything with us, so we are stunned and in the dark right now, all we know is, she had a hernia and where it was made her intestines necrotic, they had to take that part out. we do not know how much they had to take or anything else right now. She has to stay the there tonight.

Thank You!

Thank You !

♥♥♥♥♥♥ This list is not in any order, if I missed you I am sorry, it was not on purpose, thank you!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

San dra Kotowski-Miller, Chris Rizzuto Neubauer, Pippi & Cheeky Poopilla, Mary Sanchez, Diane Egan, Michelle Phua, Liz Beth Cook, Anjanette Eckenrod Myers, Thomas and Hayley S,Darla DiPietro, handipets.com, Lori at HQ of Dogster, microgiving.com, chipin.com, Tino, Oscar, KIKI, max, Pete, & Wren, Wilson & Cristy, Chaz, Bella & Andre, Fritz & Russ, Dee dee and Sassie, Checkers and mama, Oreo, The family of minister misty, lotus, bull-boy(my sweet angelboy), shayra cream and more!, Princess Jada, The family of Blackburn's Angels ILM, Tinkerbell, Charlie and Stoney, The family of *Candy-O Cootinka*, *Peaches*~R.I.P.~1999-2010, * J.J.* 1992-2003 R.I.P., *Nilla*~R.I.P.~1998-2004 and more!, The family of jonathon my loving angel, sassy, Tito, Spike, The family of Oreo, Buddy, Paws and Down (1975-1988), Jade, The family of Zoee' and Chloe', "Rockin' & Ridin' for Autism", Becky Raymond, Allyson Ingle, Sheree McClelland, Jerry, Tampa Bay Veterinary Specialists & Emergency Care Center Largo and Bearss, Dr. Eimiel Garriga & staff at Zephyrhills Veterinary Clinic, Dr. Gillian Irving and staff, FVS Dr.'s and staff on Bush Blvd, Tails of the Rockies, Connie McDonald

UPDATE : 6/14/10

She is having non-stop tremors and mini seizures. If it is the RMSF it is in her nervous system and may be fatal. We have brought her home to be with her family after leaving from the Neuro and going by for her reg Dr. to see her. We have been instructed on how to syringe feed her and her all her meds and turning her over every 6 hours. the large seizures at this point have stopped, they said we had 2 options, go ahead and put her to sleep or take care of her and give the meds a little longer 3 days, a week at the most but at least 3 days for any signs of stabilizing. If she does not then it will only be right to let her go to rainbow bridge.

I am falling apart................

8:00pm- Just talked to dr

8:00pm- Just talked to dr, she had another short seizure at 7pm, she is shaking and twitching again. my heart can't take much more.