I Look To You Lyrics(the last song of whitney houston)
As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all
Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?
I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
aI look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you
'bout to lose my breath
There's no more fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door
And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head
I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
aI look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you
My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me!
I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
aI look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you
here i am sitting alone.
my computer is my only company.
my husband took amira away for this weekend to give me(and him)some space to breath.
we are not getting along at all...
i will have to show up for the commision this 16th of february.
i have everything i need to have.
all the letters i need.
so my chances to get a home are very good.
but i'm still scared!
i have nothing to put in that home!
nothing at all.
i will try to get some money from the bank,but i don't think i have a chance to get it.
the ecomy is in crisis word wide,so the netherlands is no eception.
but if the commision grands me a home,i will at least have that right?
a place for me and amira.
no more mental abuse,no more death threads from him towards me,no more fights and most of all no more fear.
i will get there.
i will scrape some furnuture from homesales...
i will not give up!
man i miss misty so much right now...
she always helped me thru times like this...
she always was such a strong dog.
(tears fall from my eyes typing this)
and i also think of my bullers a lot lately.
even tho he passed away three years ago..i would sure love to see that stupid boxer muzzle at this moment.
with that teeth stiking out his lip.
he would make me laugh.
lotus passed away this morning.
she lost her battle with bowel cancer,so this day SUCKS...
i'm dogless...and i feel total emptyness end lonelyness.
she has been sick for some months,she deserved to fly and take her journey.
i will miss you little adhd dog,my little mouse.
how much can a person take in in a short time?
why is God testing me to much?
my future is a mystery...my life feels lost and i see to many roads to walk on.
wich one is the right one?
God,can you at least show me the right road to walk on?
When night time comes and my day is done,
And I feel so tired, but sleep just won’t come.
When my mind starts worrying and I lay awake,
And I toss and turn, wondering how much more I can take.
I gently close my eyes knowing what I need to do,
I call on your name Lord and I talk to you.
Then my worries and fears don’t seem so big at all,
And everything looks better, when on your name I call.
I’m so grateful to you Lord, for always watching over me,
And for your comfort, and your love, that I never fail to see.
You are with me Dear Lord, when the sun is shining bright,
And you never leave my side, when it becomes dark and its night.
You take care of all my problems, and you calm all my fears,
Day or night you give me peace, for I know you're always here.
