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Heaven

Heaven

The first time I got here, I was a little unsure of the place.... so many animals and people, but my own family no where to be found. I must admit... I was a little scared. A beautiful woman who seemed to have wings came up to me and asked me what was the matter. I responded, " I don't know how I got here.... the last thing I remember was being in a vets office ... daddy dropped me off crying, and the next thing I knew, I was here.... where is my family?" "Oh Lucky," she responded. " you are in Heaven now. It is a wonderful place with no worries or pain.... didn't you notice your little legs don't hurt you anymore? All the angels will take extra good care of you, and a little bit later, your family will meet up with you here. But until then, follow me..." She walked over to a big fluffy cloud and told me to sit down. "Now look real hard into the sky and you will see a surprise." she told me. I did as she said. A picture formed in the air infront of me and It felt as though I was back home again. In that picture, I saw mommy and daddy and Kimmy and Katie all crying. "That is your family, don't be scared, they are right there anytime you need them. But you are now also there guardian angels, so make you watch over them." "Why are they crying?" I asked, worried. "Lucky they are crying because they miss you." "But they need me! I have to go back! I need to comfort them like I always would in there time of need." " You can't go back Lucky, I'm sorry.... but I'll tell you what.... I'll let you go down there for just a little while just to tell them your okay." She told me how to do that.... we searched and searched for somthing on Earth that I could disqueis my self as to be with them. Then finally, we saw the most beautiful butterfly and without hesatation I jumped into the butterflies body and for a the first time in my life, I was a butterfly for just a little while. I flew home where I found them all outside talking about me, Katie curiousitly asked questions about Heaven and if I was really there. I saw Kimmy and could feel how bad she was hurting inside but tried to hold back the tears. I landed on the back of her left leg. I was trying to tell her it was me... that was where my pain all started, on my left leg. She looked down and saw me. Very gently she stuck her finger out. I climbed on. Mommy and daddy and Katie and Kimmy never took there eyes off me.... I wonder if they knew it was me. She leveled me at eye level and I could feel the peace coming over her for the first time in weeks. She knew it was me. I saw that same beautiful angel and she called me back to Heaven... I had to go. Kimmy gave me a little push and I flew off and kissed her forehead, then made my way to Heaven and disapeared into the sky. Ever since that day, I know things will be ok. I am happy now, no more pain... and even though my family still misses me and crys time to time when they think of me, I am always watching over them, and they know that. The house is pretty empty without me... I see how sad everyone gets when I walk in the door and I'm not there to greet them. So I sent them a gift. A little puppy. Although it's not me, she makes them happy... she would bite mostly mommy and Katie in the beggining, but it kept there minds off crying. In a little while, she will be a very good dog, this I know, I wouldn't have sent them a bad dog. I miss mommy, daddy, Kimmy and Katie so much... if only they knew how I happy I am... I am making so many new friends and they have all the liverwish I can eat up here. Everything I ever could have asked for is here...... except for my family.