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memories of my girl Bella

Thinking of Bella

There has not been a day that has gone by that i don't think of Bella. My life has felt terribly empty and not much seems to be going right since she has crossed the bridge. i sometimes think that Bella was sent to me to help me through the hard times. I have to think that because now that she is no longer by my side, my life is out of sync. Yes, i have my boy Bocci and he tries so hard to comfort me when I am sad but well bella just knew when I needed her most. I am not sure I will get over her passing but I move on knowing she is running free with all the dogs that were just like her...loyal...loving...and the best friend they could be.

Over a month

it's been over a month since Bella crossed the rainbow bridge and it hasn't gotten any easier. yes, we go along with our daily lives but I still expect to see her when I walk in the door. I had her ashes returned to me and i got her a beautiful urn with her picture imprinted on it, however, I am not able to display it yet because it hurts to think that what remains of her physically is in that urn. Yes, I know that the memories I have of her will live in my heart forever but it makes it no easier at this time. When I got Bella I never had a thought that someday she would no longer be here with me, I guess I thought she would live forever. yeah, that is dumb to think like that but everyday she lived, she brought so much joy to my life that I never for a second thought that the feeling would have to end. Now that her beautiful face doesn't greet me at the door, I realize how truly happy her days on earth had made me. I know she is happy and in no more pain now that she crossed the bridge and someday, I will see her again.

Chicken poxs

Bella used to shed soooooo much that she just knew that she shouldn't be on the furniture. However.........when my daughter had the chicken poxs, Bella jumped up on the over sized chair we have and sat with her as my daughter laid there miserably. Bella would not get down unless my daughter left teh chair and as soon as she sat back down, bella jumped up there rigth next to her. Since the chicken pox went away, bella never, I mean never had a ned to go back ont he furniture. She consoled my daughter and once she felt better, she knew that it was safe once again.