April 27th 2015 7:43 pm
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Two years ago the cancer became too much for me and I left my physical body and crossed over Rainbow Bridge.
I know my family misses me, especially my favorite boy. I am always with them though and I think they feel my presence. It is never easy to leave the ones you love and I loved my family with all my heart and soul. My early life wasn't easy and I went from home to home but when I was finally adopted the last time, I had finally found the love I was looking for and they loved me flaws and all. We shared that love for 10 years.
I know my family will be OK. I continue to watch over them and I know they are always thinking of me. Like the song ... I Was Here....
I also thank my pawsome and wonderful pals for remembering me on this day and for keeping me in your heart. I was truly blessed
June 9th 2014 8:01 pm
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Happy Birthday Chester! Today you would have been 14 years old. We loved how youthful you always acted and how much you enjoyed life. I hope you celebrated today with your angel friends as well as with Sandi, Tara, Yuki, Bruno, and Mia.
We love you Chessie and we miss you. When we started our house hunt in 2012 we were excited to look for acreage because we knew you would love it. your cancer diagnosis took us by total surprise. I'm sorry you never had the opportunity to have that large yard but I know you were just happy being in a home and loved. You also had the world's greatest fan in Zach. He loved you so much, you were HIS dog and he was YOUR boy. I know that in itself was all you ever really needed. You were joyful and loved life.
Thank you for all of Chester's birthday wishes. He was a good boy!
April 28th 2014 2:52 pm
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Dogster was down so we couldn't write in his journal yesterday, but it was his 1 year anniversary at the Rainbow Bridge. It's been a really difficult year and it started with the loss of Chessie. He was a vibrant loving springer who loved us so unconditionally. He had a rough beginning in life and was bounced around quite a bit before we adopted him. He had some anxiety issues that sometimes led to undesirable behaviors but I never knew a smarter dog or one that tried as hard as he did to be the best he could be. As he aged he actually improved so much and we knew that was no small task on his part. He truly worked to overcome some fears. We loved that crazy boy and he showed it with his unconditional love. His human brother was his very best friend and the two were together from grade school to college. When Chester passed, he took it very hard.
Chester, we miss you buddy. Our Chessie, the woo woo boy, will always remain in our hearts.
September 14th 2013 8:29 am
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Today is my boy's birthday. He's away at college but he still misses me and I miss him too. I loved him so much and he knew. I hope he will have a great birthday without me, at least he has his friends to help him celebrate. I can't celebrate with him anymore but I can be with him in spirit. Mom is still sad and with leaky eyes thinks about me often. They wish the loss could be easier but that would have meant the journey hadn't been worthwhile.
June 11th 2013 12:44 pm
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Droopy sent this lovely poem to me for my birthday in honor of the bond between me and my boy, Zach. Thank you so much Droopy, it is perfect
I miss you so much; my four-legged friend
I ask myself each day; if the pain will ever end
Your loss is so hard; for one person to bear
because we were a team; an inseparable pair
You were by my side; when I got up each day
waiting so patiently; to go out and play
You were there each night; when I got home
waiting to go to the park; where you could roam
You always knew; if I was having a bad day
so you'd snuggle up close; and try to get me to play
If that didn't work; you'd put your head in my lap
then make yourself comfortable; and take a nap
One way or another you; would brighten my day
like only you could; you had a special way
You gave me a lifetime; of memories to hold
through all the years ahead; till I'm gray and old
I promise I'll see you; again one day
when we'll be together again; to go run and play
Your loss is a cross; I will just have to bear
because you and I know; we're an inseparable pair
June 9th 2013 7:39 am
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Today is your first birthday away from us since we brought you home from the shelter in 2003. We didn't know when your real birthday was but this was the day we took you home and started our incredible journey together. Today we will try to celebrate the joy and love you spent with us instead of mourning the fact you are no longer here. Happy first Birthday in heaven. We love you Chester
May 27th 2013 10:09 am
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I can't believe it has been a month since you left us. There isn't a moment that goes by that we don't think about you and I know you can see how much we miss you. I have to believe that you are in a much better place, free from the pain of cancer and free of the anxieties that plagued you your whole life. On this Memorial Day, we don't just remember the brave men and women who served in the military but we also remember the dog who loved his family with every ounce of his heart and who was as faithful as any dog could be.
Missing you today and always. Love you Chessie
May 10th 2013 4:39 pm
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Chester's ashes are now back home. We picked them up earlier today and are very happy to have him back home with the family that loves him so much.
My mother and sisters sent Zach an engraved necklace. It can either hold a small amount of his ashes or fur. We will leave that decision up to him. We have a small clipping of Chester's tail fur so he can choose either.
The Last Battle
If it should be that I grow frail and weak,
And pain should keep me from my sleep,
Then will you do what must be done,
For this, the last battle, can't be won.
You will be sad I understand,
But don't let grief then stay your hand,
For on this day, more than the rest,
Your love and friendship must stand the test.
We have had so many happy years,
You wouldn't want me to suffer so.
When the time comes, please, let me go.
Take me to where to my needs they'll tend,
Only, stay with me till the end
And hold me firm and speak to me,
Until my eyes no longer see.
I know in time you will agree,
It is a kindness you do to me.
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering I have been saved.
Don't grieve that it must be you,
Who has to decide this thing to do;
We've been so close,we two, these years,
Don't let your heart hold any tears.
May 1st 2013 6:43 am
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Thank you all for the kind words and gifts. I'm so sorry I haven't been on to thank you all personally. We're still hurting so bad, I just haven't had the heart to come back on here.
As a parent, I feel two very distinct pains, the loss of a beloved and treasured family member and the pain from a seeing a son who misses his best friend beyond what any word can sum up. Zach is devastated by Chester's loss. He came home from college to say goodbye and it was way harder for him to handle than I think he thought. We have experienced loss before but for Zach this one was the hardest. This was his dog, his best friend. Watching him suffer is a loss in itself.
The house is so quiet. Chester was like the class clown, always the life of the party. Sometimes it was frustrating but you had to laugh anyway.
I told him what a good boy he was. I think he was ready. I really pray we made the right decision.
We love you Chester. Fly free
April 27th 2013 11:04 am
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Rest in peace sweet Chester