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I thought of you

Apology

I want to apologize to all who have sent a message or sent a request to be pals. I'm so sorry I have not answered any mail from this site.
I haven't been able to do this because our computer is so screwed up and I usually get on to do some things I need to do ( IF I can! ) then get off.
I do LOVE this site and WILL give it more attention when things get straightened out.
I still miss my Karli very much. I cannot believe it's been a year without her.
Ebbi is the most loving dog anf absolutelu loves to play and is such a joy. We were blessed to find her.
Merry Christmas to all of you. I thing "Dog people " are the very BEST!!

More tears

I think of you everyday. Missing your presence, "seeing" you in familiar places, listening for your soft footsteps as I lay in bed before sleep.
I miss the way you would run up to my face at night all excited and wiggling and goofy, to give me your good-night kisses before settling down.
I thought of you a few nights ago and began crying like we'd just said good bye. The tears kept coming, and coming. shuttering sobs even!
I cried and cried, in the bathroom, door shut, into a towel... like I always do when I want to be sure no one hears.
I know your happy, playing with new friends and old. Barking and chasing butterflies and stalking cats like you used to do!

I cry for you because you're gone
I cry because your missed.
I cry and think that I'm all done,
But who am I kidding. I'll never be done or alright without you
Tho' Ebbi helps a lot.
The love she gives is genuine, and I think she knows there was "another".
Another whose love touched me deeply, and she is trying to get me through this new time now. Without you.
I thought of you and cried.