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MERLIN MERLIN MERLIN.

June 10th 2014 1:43 am
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Good morning Merlin my very special boy. Your diary has been chosen yet again, I am so proud of you my boy.

Its very overcast at the moment and extremely cold, but thankfully no wind and no rain, yet. Last night was even colder and even though the wall heater was on it didn't seem to make any impression on the cold in the bedroom. I had to tell Molly to get off my bed so I could get in it, she got off in a bit of a huff. I got in bed and called her to jump up with me, but no she didn't want to, although when I woke up in the middle of the night she was laying by my feet on my bed. I remember very well how huffy you got when I told you to get off my bed , you'd give me the dirtiest of looks when I had to physically push you off. Oh boy what a boy you were. I don't want to put the mockers on it, but it looks like the sun is breaking through.

When your mum went to pick up Mia from play school yesterday, her little friend Jake shouted “HELLO NANA!” Mia immediately shouted “ MY NANA, MY NANA.” Highly amusing. Mia loves your mum so much Merlin, as your mum loves her. I must admit Mia has given your mum and I a new lease on life. As you know Merlin a couple of years ago I was in deep depression, I didn't care if I lived or died, but Mia lit the spark I once had, just like you did when I went into a deep depression the first time, you saved my life Merlin, your love, loyalty and devotion pulled me through. When you crossed the bridge I went into depression again, I never had my best friend with me, again I didn't care if I lived or died, but Molly and Mia coming into the world gave me something to live for again. No I'm not depressed again Merlin far from it, but I do miss you so much my boy.

Its that time again Merlin, time for you to go play and have some more fun with your buddies.

I love you so much and missing you more then I can say.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 9th 2014 12:22 am
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Good morning Merlin my very sweet and wonderful big boy. I hope the weather where you are is nicer then it is here. Yesterday was quite nice, your mum and I went looking at cars again, then later on it began to get colder and colder. Last night was very cold and was raining most of the night, it stopped for a little while this morning then it began raining again, its stopped at the moment but the clouds are so full of water I think it will start to rain again very soon. Thankfully there is no wind at the moment otherwise it would be horrendous. The weather forecast for today is extremely cold as low as 7 degrees Centigrade, its cold enough to snow on the mountains. I let the pack out but they don't stay out very long before they are barking to come inside. Last night I let the pack out before bedtime, Bella literally poked her head out of the door, turned around and went and laid down on the couch again. Poor old Aunty Bella is probably really feeling the cold now, I know how she feels.

Mia had a bit of a whine this morning, your mum was getting dressed and her mum was taking a shower, I simply ignored her crying and after a while she stopped, seeing as I wasn't going to pander to her whims. But overall she is getting better thankfully.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some more fun with your buddies.

Please Merlin, never forget just how much I love and miss you.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 8th 2014 3:11 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet and wonderful gentle giant. I hope that you are having a great time running and chasing and jumping and playing and having lots of fun with your buddies. You deserve it my boy.

Its a much brighter day today, but its quite windy and very cold, none of the pack wants to stay outside for very long, perhaps its the wind chill. Yesterday Bella was laying fast asleep on my bed in the nice warm sun light coming in through the windows. The past week or so has been extremely cold, so cold I have been wearing woollen gloves indoors!!!! I really don't like winter, I think I prefer the heat of summer to this cold. Its nasty, I don't like going outside when its windy as the wind with the wind chill factor burns my ears.

Mia is still behaving herself. I wonder if the real Mia has been kidnapped and a replacement put in her place. When she behaves she really is a delight, but when she starts whining and grizzling she is a real pain in the neck.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and I think your mum and I are going to look at some new cars.

I love and miss you so much my boy.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 7th 2014 2:14 am
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Good morning Merlin my amazing gentle giant.

Its another overcast and very cold day, but thankfully there is no wind and it looks like the low cloud is moving away, so it could be a good run and play day for you my boy. Mia is outside with her dad and as always Molly isn't too far away from Mia. Spud is outside as is Hobo, but Aunty Bella is indoors keeping warm.

I am really wondering why Mia is becoming better behaved lately, she doesn't throw as many tantrums as she did, but she still has that mischievous look in her eyes. Mia was one very special little girl without a doubt. Mia absolutely loves your mum, when your mum comes home from shopping Mia shouts “NANA NANA NANA,” and runs up to her for a cuddle. Mia still calls me “Dad Dad,” she can't quite manage Granddad, but its still sweet. I do tease Mia quite a bit and she ends up pointing at me and saying “Dad Dad is naughty,” which of course makes me chuckle. I hope I am half the Granddad to Mia as my Granddad was to me. He was an amazing man Merlin, and I know he would love you, he loved horses and dogs of all breeds and mixed breeds. My Granny never knew what he was coming home with. One day he came home with a huge female Mastiff, she was a big as a small pony. Granny rolled her eyes and shook her head.

Well my boy, its that time again, time for you to go play and have some fun.

I love and miss you so much Merlin, please never forget that.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 6th 2014 2:26 am
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Good morning my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Last night and early this morning it was so cold, last night was so cold when we went to bed me and your mum had hot water bottles!!! When I got out of the shower this morning I was so cold, so cold I can't wait for summer to come back around October. At the moment its quite nice and bright and sunny, quite cold but hopefully it will warm up soon. Yesterday was awful as it was the day before, it rained nearly all day long freezing cold and last evening was extremely cold. I hate winter, I don't like summer either, the best time of year is spring and autumn before it gets too hot or too cold. However, today would make a really good run and play day for you my boy, you could warm up chasing Spud and teaching him some manners and not to be such a bully to Molly.

Mia was a really pain in the neck last night, she would not go to bed, I don't know what she has been eating but she was like a ping pong ball on steroids. I got really fed up with her in the end and told her to go to bed in a very firm manner. This morning she was extremely tired and a bit grizzly and whining. I love her dearly, but when she's like this I REALLY don't like her.

Your mum has just phoned me and said that Mike our son had contacted her and said that he has been offered a permanent job where he has been temping the past few months. I am so pleased for him as now he can earn a proper wage and is not stressed out having to find a job.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some more fun with your buddies.

I love you so much Merlin and I miss you terribly.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 5th 2014 12:59 am
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Good morning Merlin, my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

I hope its nicer where you are my boy, today here its nasty, very nasty. Its very cold, raining and we had some thunder, luckily not much otherwise Bella would be barking her head off and Spud would be shaking like a leaf. The rubbish collectors are collecting the rubbish this morning, so the pack are going to go bonkers when they empty our rubbish bin, as soon as they leave the pack settles down unless someone walks past.

I thought I had decided on the car I want, but another one has come to my attention, better equipped for not much more money. If the weather is good this Sunday I'll go check one out and have a look, perhaps even get a test drive. This is what I mean Merlin, I hate buying new cars, there are so many to choose from, I'll whittle it down to two or three and then agonise over which one to buy.

Mia was in a really lovely mood again this morning, surely she can't be starting to behave herself, that's too much to hope for. But she is a sweet little girl Merlin and I know for a fact that you would look after her and protect her.

Well my boy its that time again, time to go play and have some more fun and games with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin, so much my boy.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 4th 2014 12:15 am
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Good morning Merlin my very special gentle giant.

The weather is really nasty, last night was very cold with heavy rain, it was raining very hard a few minutes ago but its seems to have eased up at the moment, although there are very heavy rain clouds and a fair amount of wind, its not a very good run and play day at all. The pack ran outside this morning and very quickly did their ablutions and ran back inside for their breakfast. Molly is asleep beside my chair, and Spud, Bella and Hobo are sleeping around the house in their own special little places. Today is a snuggle up, keep warm and sleep kind of day. The problem is on days like this all I want to do is eat to keep warm, it doesn't do my waistline any good at all, apart from eating I fall asleep in my chair.

Mike my son seems to be doing very well he goes out for day trips on Sundays to various historic castles and such like. Last Sunday he went to a castle where they laid on jousting, archery competitions and sword fighting displays. From all accounts he had a really good time. Good for him, except that I wish he still lived here, I miss him and so does his mum, hopefully he will come for a visit next year.

Mia my granddaughter is really being good lately, very little whining and grizzling she has been in a good mood for days. Thank goodness!!!!

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some fun with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 3rd 2014 12:29 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet and wonderful big boy, I hope that you are having lots and lots of fun with your buddies, eating lots of good food and drinking nice clear cool water.

Its another nasty day today. Yesterday and last night was very cold and in the evening it rained quite a bit, the rain has stopped for now but its very overcast, dark and grey, unless it blows over we could be in for more rain or even a storm. It would make a good run and play day for you my boy and thankfully as its cold all the nasty snakes are either hibernating or very sluggish. In a way I dread summer because that's when the snakes are more active. I know they do some kind of good job, but I wish they would do it some place else.

Mia was in another beautiful mood this morning, she was full of joy, she was singing to herself she didn't whine or grizzle once even when she was getting dressed.

I'm still waiting on a letter from my works pension people saying that they are finally paying me my pension, I'm really annoyed with them, but I can't kick off otherwise they could put my file to the bottom of the pile. I am really having to bite my tongue. Fingers and paws crossed eh Merlin.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play some more with your buddies and I can go and post this in your diary.

Never forget my boy, I love and miss you so much.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

Good morning my sweet and wonderful big boy Merlin.

June 2nd 2014 12:48 am
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Good morning my very special sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a very bleak day today, extremely overcast, quite cold with a light breeze, not the best of days but it would be a good run and play day for you. You could run and jump and chase all that you wanted to without getting too hot and of course put Spud in his place when he doesn't behave.

Molly has given up sleeping on my bed for most of the night, she now prefers to lay in front of the wall heater near my bed, although she does jump up on my bed later on during the night. When I let the dogs out before bed time as its quite cold now at night they don't hang around outside for too long, they do their ablutions and run inside.

Mia has been a good girl lately, she has been happy singing, dancing, playing, laughing and gabbling to herself. Its beautiful to hear a child laugh, I know for a fact that you would love and protect her. At the moment I am looking at photographs of you, such a handsome boy, you had a wonderful presence about you. When you were taken for walks in town, groups of not very pleasant people would part to let you through and keeping a wary eye on you. I always felt safe with you my boy, always.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some more fun so I can post this in your diary.

I will always love and miss you my boy.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 1st 2014 1:37 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a nasty day today, last night was cold, high winds and heavy rain, the rain has stopped but there are some really heavy nasty dark clouds and the wind has picked up again, I think we could be in for a storm later. Not a good run and play day at all, even Molly and Spud are indoors as is Hobo and Bella.

Mia is in such a beautiful mood this morning, running, singing and laughing, I do love to hear a child's laughter. I'm proud of Molly, even when Mia gets over excited with her, Molly is so good with Mia, though now and again I have to step in and tell Mia to be more gentle with Molly. At the moment Mia is gabbling away to herself, goodness knows what she's going to be like when she starts talking properly. My ears are going to bleed.

Everyone is coughing in the house, there must be some kind of bug going around, your mum has had coughing fits as does Mia and Melissa and me. My throat is a bit scratchy so I might have a cold coming on.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and I have to post this in your diary.

I love and miss you so much my boy, please remember that.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 
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