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I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 5th 2014 12:59 am
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Good morning Merlin, my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

I hope its nicer where you are my boy, today here its nasty, very nasty. Its very cold, raining and we had some thunder, luckily not much otherwise Bella would be barking her head off and Spud would be shaking like a leaf. The rubbish collectors are collecting the rubbish this morning, so the pack are going to go bonkers when they empty our rubbish bin, as soon as they leave the pack settles down unless someone walks past.

I thought I had decided on the car I want, but another one has come to my attention, better equipped for not much more money. If the weather is good this Sunday I'll go check one out and have a look, perhaps even get a test drive. This is what I mean Merlin, I hate buying new cars, there are so many to choose from, I'll whittle it down to two or three and then agonise over which one to buy.

Mia was in a really lovely mood again this morning, surely she can't be starting to behave herself, that's too much to hope for. But she is a sweet little girl Merlin and I know for a fact that you would look after her and protect her.

Well my boy its that time again, time to go play and have some more fun and games with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin, so much my boy.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 4th 2014 12:15 am
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Good morning Merlin my very special gentle giant.

The weather is really nasty, last night was very cold with heavy rain, it was raining very hard a few minutes ago but its seems to have eased up at the moment, although there are very heavy rain clouds and a fair amount of wind, its not a very good run and play day at all. The pack ran outside this morning and very quickly did their ablutions and ran back inside for their breakfast. Molly is asleep beside my chair, and Spud, Bella and Hobo are sleeping around the house in their own special little places. Today is a snuggle up, keep warm and sleep kind of day. The problem is on days like this all I want to do is eat to keep warm, it doesn't do my waistline any good at all, apart from eating I fall asleep in my chair.

Mike my son seems to be doing very well he goes out for day trips on Sundays to various historic castles and such like. Last Sunday he went to a castle where they laid on jousting, archery competitions and sword fighting displays. From all accounts he had a really good time. Good for him, except that I wish he still lived here, I miss him and so does his mum, hopefully he will come for a visit next year.

Mia my granddaughter is really being good lately, very little whining and grizzling she has been in a good mood for days. Thank goodness!!!!

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some fun with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 3rd 2014 12:29 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet and wonderful big boy, I hope that you are having lots and lots of fun with your buddies, eating lots of good food and drinking nice clear cool water.

Its another nasty day today. Yesterday and last night was very cold and in the evening it rained quite a bit, the rain has stopped for now but its very overcast, dark and grey, unless it blows over we could be in for more rain or even a storm. It would make a good run and play day for you my boy and thankfully as its cold all the nasty snakes are either hibernating or very sluggish. In a way I dread summer because that's when the snakes are more active. I know they do some kind of good job, but I wish they would do it some place else.

Mia was in another beautiful mood this morning, she was full of joy, she was singing to herself she didn't whine or grizzle once even when she was getting dressed.

I'm still waiting on a letter from my works pension people saying that they are finally paying me my pension, I'm really annoyed with them, but I can't kick off otherwise they could put my file to the bottom of the pile. I am really having to bite my tongue. Fingers and paws crossed eh Merlin.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play some more with your buddies and I can go and post this in your diary.

Never forget my boy, I love and miss you so much.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

Good morning my sweet and wonderful big boy Merlin.

June 2nd 2014 12:48 am
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Good morning my very special sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a very bleak day today, extremely overcast, quite cold with a light breeze, not the best of days but it would be a good run and play day for you. You could run and jump and chase all that you wanted to without getting too hot and of course put Spud in his place when he doesn't behave.

Molly has given up sleeping on my bed for most of the night, she now prefers to lay in front of the wall heater near my bed, although she does jump up on my bed later on during the night. When I let the dogs out before bed time as its quite cold now at night they don't hang around outside for too long, they do their ablutions and run inside.

Mia has been a good girl lately, she has been happy singing, dancing, playing, laughing and gabbling to herself. Its beautiful to hear a child laugh, I know for a fact that you would love and protect her. At the moment I am looking at photographs of you, such a handsome boy, you had a wonderful presence about you. When you were taken for walks in town, groups of not very pleasant people would part to let you through and keeping a wary eye on you. I always felt safe with you my boy, always.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some more fun so I can post this in your diary.

I will always love and miss you my boy.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

June 1st 2014 1:37 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a nasty day today, last night was cold, high winds and heavy rain, the rain has stopped but there are some really heavy nasty dark clouds and the wind has picked up again, I think we could be in for a storm later. Not a good run and play day at all, even Molly and Spud are indoors as is Hobo and Bella.

Mia is in such a beautiful mood this morning, running, singing and laughing, I do love to hear a child's laughter. I'm proud of Molly, even when Mia gets over excited with her, Molly is so good with Mia, though now and again I have to step in and tell Mia to be more gentle with Molly. At the moment Mia is gabbling away to herself, goodness knows what she's going to be like when she starts talking properly. My ears are going to bleed.

Everyone is coughing in the house, there must be some kind of bug going around, your mum has had coughing fits as does Mia and Melissa and me. My throat is a bit scratchy so I might have a cold coming on.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and I have to post this in your diary.

I love and miss you so much my boy, please remember that.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

May 31st 2014 12:41 am
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Good morning my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its quite a nice day today, nice and bright and sunny, no wind but quite fresh outside. It would make a really nice run and play day for you my boy, you could run and chase and jump all that you wanted to.

Mia is in a really lovely mood this morning thankfully, she's extremely happy, singing and playing. I love it when she's like this, she is really funny and amusing.

Mia is doing extremely well, she's increasing her turnover month by month. I really hope that she makes a success of her little shop, but all indications are she will.

Mike is making good with his job, they have all accepted him and there's a lot of good humoured banter. I am so glad, but I still wish he were here, I miss the lad a lot.

Well Merlin its that time again, time to go play and have some fun with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

May 30th 2014 1:14 am
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Good morning my very sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its quite a nice day today, nice and bright and sunny, no wind but quite chilly. All in all its a very pleasant day, the sort of day that you could run and play till your hearts content.

Mia was awake most of the night, when she woke up this morning she was grizzling and really in a whining mood as she was tired. I suppose at play school she will be sleeping most of the day, unless the other kids wake her up, now that really will annoy her. Her dad is coming after work, I'm sorry but I really don't like the man, he really puts on an act how much he loves Mia, yet when he's here he plays most of the time on Mikes X BOX. I don't trust him at all and neither does your mum, yet we can't stop him seeing his daughter. At times I wish we could.

Amazingly the dogs are outside and quiet for a change, there can't be anyone walking or driving past, even Bella isn't barking for a change, she barks if a flea burps. I spoke too soon, they are all going bonkers.

I think I have made my mind up as the new car I want to buy, I just hope I can get a good deal when the time comes, I've already missed out on a few good deals because of my pension company. I am extremely annoyed with them.

Its that time again my boy, time for you to go play and have some more fun and I have to post this in your diary.

I love and miss you so much Merlin.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

May 29th 2014 12:36 am
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Good morning my very sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a far better day today, bright and sunny, thankfully no wind as its quite chilly outside. I let the pack out, Molly and Spud are doing their thing play fighting and Hobo doing his thing whatever that is, Bella ran outside sniffed and ran back indoors. I suppose she feels the cold nowadays, but she's quite happy sleeping most of the day, although she perks up when there's food about. She will hand around people when they are eating and it does get very annoying. Mia lost her temper with her and threw a piece of toast at Bella which she promptly ate, then Mia started crying because Bella had eaten her piece toast. Strange child.

Mia was in another very good mood this morning she helped your mum sweep up the dog hairs with her own little broom, she really is becoming a sweet little girl. I hope she keeps it up.

Hopefully my works pension will be coming through very soon, they were contacted and they said they had got all of the documents they needed (and more besides so they have no excuse for any more delay tactics) and should be paid very soon. About time!!!! I just hope I can get a good deal on a new car as I've lost quite a few good deals because of their delaying tactics. They liked taking my money, but they don't like giving it back.

Its that time again my boy, time to go play some more with your buddies.

I will always love and miss you Merlin, always.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

May 28th 2014 12:58 am
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Good morning my sweet and wonderful gentle giant.

Its a really nasty day today, very cold, high gale force winds and heavy rain. Not very nice at all, its a snuggle up and sleep day today my boy. Molly and Spud will want to go out, but I'll wait until the rain has eased off before letting them out. I woke up during the night, the lashing rain and high winds woke me up, it was really nasty outside, I pity anyone on the high sea's, this is sink ships kind of weather.

Mia was in a really lovely mood this morning, she is starting to behave a bit better now, perhaps she is starting to learn that tantrums and whining don't help. When she behaves she really is a sweet little girl, but when she throws tantrums she's not very nice at all.

I was just looking at one of my all time favourite photographs, you and Spud holding the same stick. There must be millions of sticks on the property yet the both of you want the same one, its the same now with Molly and Spud. There is a lovely picture of Molly when she was a puppy looking at the camera and holding onto the same stick as Spud, its so sweet, she's only little. She's under my desk at the moment trying to catch the reflection off of my wrist watch, crazy pup.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some fun with your buddies.

I love and miss you so much Merlin, please never ever forget that.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 

I love and miss you so much Merlin and I always will

May 27th 2014 12:56 am
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Good morning Merlin my sweet gentle giant, I hope that you are having lots and lots of fun running, jumping and chasing.

Its quite nice again today, there's some cloud but its nice and bright and sunny, its quite cool, but not too cold and thankfully there's no wind. It would make a good run and play day for you my boy.

I think Smiley's mum is having a very hard time when he crossed the bridge, I know all too well the grief when a best friend crosses over and is no longer by one's side. The pain does ease over time, but some days are good while others can be hard. Its over two years since you crossed the bridge, the pain has eased but there is a huge hole in my life where you were. Molly is a very good and sweet little girl and I love her deeply, but I can never compare her to you. She has not filled the hole in my life where you were but she does fill another hole altogether. Molly was the last of the litter to be given a home, people passed her by in favour of another puppy in the litter, but you know what Merlin I'm glad they did pass her by, because they have missed out on such a loving, sweet and beautiful little girl and I am extremely glad and happy that she came into our lives.

I think Mia had the “Night Terrors” last night, she woke up screaming and no amount of consoling and cuddling would stop her screaming, she could have had a nightmare. Eventually she was so tired she finally fell asleep. This morning she is as right as rain, she was in one of her good moods and went to play school quite happy.

Well my boy its that time again, time for you to go play and have some more fun and games with your buddies. Don't forget to look after Smiley.

I love and miss you so much Merlin.

Your ever loving Daddy.

 
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