December 25th 2012 12:48 am
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Merry Christmas my sweet and loveable boy. Its your first Christmas away from us my boy and I miss you so much, it feels so wrong not having you here beside me and having a wonderful time with everyone and all the doggies, your noses sniffing the smell of cooking, dribbling and licking your lips. How I wish you were here right now my sweet sweet boy.
I dressed up this morning as Santa for my granddaughter Mia, and as I suspected what she was going to do, she pulled my false beard off, much to the amusement of your mum. I wish you were here to see it my boy, I hope you were looking down on us all Merlin and smiling that wonderful smile you have.
At the moment I am sitting here talking to you eating my favourite cashew nuts, I wont be able to stop until they are all gone. I remember how you loved biltong (jerky in the US) your eyes would glaze over just at the smell of it, right about now I'd be giving you some as you sat beside me and looking up at me with your loving eyes. How I miss you beautiful eyes Merlin, your handsome face, you sitting beside me or leaning on me. I swear to God Merlin, I will never forget you my boy, you will be in my heart forever.
Time to go play my wonderful boy and have some fun with your buddies.
I love and miss you so much Merlin.
Your ever loving Daddy.
Merry Christmas my beautiful boy.
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