February 26th 2012 10:38 pm
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Good morning my boy.
I was looking at your picture and remembered the day I took it. I downloaded it immediately and used it on my computer at home and at work as a screen back ground. One day a friend came into work and saw your picture on my computer and remarked "What a beautiful German Shepherd." My chest swelled with pride close to bursting and I replied, "That's my boy Merlin."
I must have hundreds of photographs of you my boy, one day I will print the best ones and frame them. I can't at the moment Merlin, it's all too raw. The grief I felt is easing my boy, but at times I can't help but miss you so much that my eyes well up with tears and blinding me. I know you don't want me to be sad Merlin, but I love you so much and I miss you so much my boy. I do try to be brave for you. I know I've also got to be strong for little Molly, but at times it is so hard my boy.
Melissa is moving back in the house officially today, she's moving out of her flat. Somehow I have got to control Bella, Hobo and Spud and put them somewhere out of the way.
Time to go play and have some fun my wonderful boy.
I love you so much Merlin
Your ever loving Daddy
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