Brule' just celebrated her 9th birthday last weekend, and now she is dead. :( I am feeling inconsolable...I can't sleep, eat, stop crying, or go to work. I know my dogs won't live forever, but Bru was my healthiest one, and she had no health issues. I just can't write about the details right now :(
My daughter who doesn't live with me came home last night to have a good cry and be somewhere safe. She broke up with her boyfriend and she was just devastated. She said the babes would make her feel better. Well Skye (my daughter) was laying on the couch with Brule' and Bru just stared and stared into her eyes like she was looking into Skye's soul............Skye was crying the whole time and Bru let her cry and then she just very gently licked her tears away. Who could ever say that there are dumb animals...........they are genius's and we are blessed to have these gorgeous creatures in our lives. They are doing us a favor and I cherish every moment that I spend with my babes. I feel very blessed.
Today I got in a fight with Boz (best guess) over a dumb dead mouse. My face got ripped open and I was rushed to the vet. The vet said that she could only sew on a handful of dogs without putting them under. She just kept talking to me and explaing what she was doing and I laid there like a good girl and let her give me shots in the face and sew my muscle together. The vet said she could see the wisdom in my eyes and that she just loves me! She had to have her hand in my mouth most of the time to be in the right position to sew up my face. My mom was out of town and having a total breakdown that she couldn't be there for me. I'm doped up on two pain meds. There is a puncture wound draining on my face. My mom says that I still am very beautiful and she loves me sooooooo very much, she keeps saying I'm a genius......whatever that is.