From My Window

From my Window

February 18th 2007 7:06 am
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It sounds odd to think I spent so much time in the window. But Mom works and that is where Daisy and I saw her last. Leaving for work or going to the store, all the things she did. And I lay on my bed with Daisy, with my pointy nose peering out the window, waiting to hear her truck coming down the road. I knew that sound and if I was napping it would wake me and she was back. That was one of my many jobs holding this family together, Mom first and then I had my own pups to keep in line and then there is Daisy, my sweet pal. Our life was happy and filled with love for each other, till it all went wrong. My sweet Daisy passed and I have been sick with cancer for over a year, but I have had duties to do so I have'nt let my illness take me over . I have fought it down, but I can not any longer. I left this world hearing a voice telling me how much she loves me. I could not even open my eyes , I am so tired and sick. She ask me Carrie can you hear me sweet pup? The answer to her Question. The only way I knew how to answer her was with a Kiss. She whispered to me and kissed me , so the one thing I haved loved and loves me the most in this world. I answer her with a last kiss. To say yes , I do hear your plea to come back to you...but I can not I see Daisy she is right there waiting for me to take that first step. I can hear Mom's pain, but for the first time I can not help her, she must help me and let me go.....for there is nothing left of my life here I have taken my last steps here .....but in Heaven I will be new and run again with all the pups......... and in the end I will still be waiting....but this time it will be at the Stairway up to Heaven for her. I miss you and I will be here ... Right here waiting.....I will be the First thing you see........

 
 

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Carrie (In Loving Memory)


 

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