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Take one day at a time....

Another Year.....

Four years....I stand in front of you.....and just shake my head, has it REALLY been that long......

Four years ago I watched as Kimberley walked you out of my life never to return.

We did get you back.

Your ashes, which sits where they have been for the last three years. We painted our dinning room and everything was packed away, there was NO-WAY you were going to be.
.....I put you in my kitchen, so you were still able to be near until the painting was done.
We had a visitor one day, a friend of many many years, will I was taken back when they made a comment about you being in the kitchen.....
How awful a dead body ...yuck.....I could not believe my ears !

.....This is sad but this person is no longer welcome......
I know George, I should not be like that, but I dont want or need people around me who are like this.....

I knew the day had to come when you would not be with me, but I am so very Happy that you were given a second chance to life for me to share it with you.

I was told someday memories of you will make me smile, instead of crying......Oh I wish they would be now....even after 4 years...

Miss you so much,
My Angel....Georgie x x x x x

My Birthday .....

These are not Happy late wishes just late writing to you....
Will The Girls turn 26 years, and you nearly 23 years....I know at the Bridge you are so youthful....and handsome...as you always were.

It sure is a special birthday date that is why we gave it to you, having twin girls on that day and you sharing because you were so special....

I still miss you so much ever day. I see other Cattle doggies like you and just wish for you to come and visit just one more time, just for that look you would give...THE MEAN look, that seem to scare so many people...."yeah" lick to death was more like it...

Had some wonderful news the other week George.

I'm connect with some wonderful rescues groups on Facebook....you know the human form of Dogster, anyway a lady wrote did anyone know about a Cattle dog that had been hurt about 13 years ago !!!! I could not beleive it. I ran to Dad and got him to read it.....

It was "Brooklyn"

About the same time you were....you know, Brooklyn's "sweet" owner put a axe though her head and she lost an eye, she was only a pup. Will the people that adopted her thought her rescuer's would like to see her for the last time as her end is very near **sad** So after doing some deep thinking..BOL...I thought of some people that could help..and guess what...after 4 or 5 phone calls they found them....
I was told there were tears all round....it was so nice to help..

We knew you had something special plan for Your Bridge Day, Dad & I could feel it but we could not put our finger on it.....there was just that feeling.....

Then late in the afternoon you called Birdie the Budgie to come home with you...She was one of our rescue's. She did not seem to be sick...it was just her time. She was given up at the vets where Kimberely worked as she had a cyst on her eye, and her....past owners did not want her, they wanted her to be put to......you know..... Will that was over 5 years ago...and she was an oldie then...so we think she must of been 9 years old.

She put up every 3 weeks to have her eye drain...she complain, but as soon as it was done, off to have a meal ..don't know why but that was her habit, then a little snooze. We all cried, we buried her with Zac & Noel the duck, and all our other birdie rescue's. We have only Girl Girl now, she is lonley , but she has Baby the Lorikeet, to keep her company...

I have a photo, a piece of your fur and a piece of your blanket that your were laying on when....in my purse. It goes every where with me.....You are always with me...My Georgie.

I worry that I might forget you, what you did, how you looked, I really don't have that many photos of you..I don't know why....I was told if I look into my heart my memory of you will never fade..I pray that is true...

One last thing George, as you know a few months back, our friend & pal Roscoe & his dad Daivd died, how so sad, but how wonderful was his dad to help so many people and animals...and to us...

Remeber when we use to have a chat over the computer with his dad about differnet things..he would tell us about his truck and we would tell him about different trucks your Daniel would work on....he was so special...

And the most wonderful thing that he did. We had only know Roscoe for a week or so, and his Dad gifted a subscribition to Dogster Plus for us. I was totally speechless. For somebody to do that it was unbelieveable....then as time pass we found what type fo person his Dad was..**smile**

I think I even wrote about it in your Diary at the time...will have to go back and have a look !!!

Will I know you can see you have received wounderful rosettes from your dear friends and beautiful pawmails. I know if you were here you would give each Earthly Pal a big Aussie Hug...and I know you have given all your Angel Pals one already...and a HUGH Thank you....

Will now it is time to go, away to wipe the tears away.
The day will come when they will stop but it is not now...less they will get but I know they will be here forever.

Lots of Love....

Forever...x x x x

Still Watching....

Will as I look down I can see our Little Nikky is going to the vets again this afternoon....

I think she thinks she is a ÿoung "doggie" and she is just perfect in health......

I have made it very clear in her dreams.....
I don't want her to come and visit me any time soon...

Don't get me wrong I really want to meet her and give her a big Brother kiss, but not yet....

As I always do..I'll just keep watch for now....and a little prayer for my Mum. I know what a worry wart she is......