Life Ater Ruby

I Still Miss You

Ruby
It's been 7 months since you were here . I can't tell you how many times i've i've thought of your last day with me . I go over it over and over. I wish I had hugged you one more time.
I am extra sad today. Coco was adopted today. You would have loved her. I wanted so much to adopt her. But I just coudn't. Now I wished that I had because I miss her so much. But she went to a wonderful home and I know she will be happy.
I am still fostering Winter. So i'm not alone. I will get another foster in a week or so. Maybe sooner. They have so many dogs they can't save them all. You were the best dog and friend I could have. I miss you so much. I have so many good memories of you. I hope you found Ollie.
I have a picture of you on my computer. It was the last picture ever taken of you. You were in the car looking out the window right before we left. Ronnie thinks I should take it off and put another picture up. But it is a very good picture of you.
Maybe when I write again I will have adopted a foster to stay with me forever. Some times I think I shouldn't have ever fostered at all. That maybe all the dogs that came through stressed you out and brought the cancer on. I know you didn't always like them. But I always made sure you knew you were number 1.
Walter hasn't been feeling to well lately. I'm not sure how long it will be , before he joins you. He gets so depressed when Tristin leaves. He's gone for the summer so he's been depressed and then he hurt his leg. He's almost completely gray headed.
Until next time ,you are always in my thoughts.
LOVE
Mom