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Life Ater Ruby

2 Years Ago Today

Ruby

Its been 2 years with out you. I think about the good times we had almost daily. All the trips to my moms we took. You loved going on any road trips. I was always afraid the cows were going to hurt you, when you were chasing and barking at them.
You knew at my moms you would get to eat bacon and ham and lots of stuff you didn't get at my house.
I try not to be sad about you not being here. I am so grateful to have you the time I did have you. You made my life better. I was with you longer than any BOYFRIEND I've ever had. I never got tired of your company. If you did do something bad, I couldn't stay mad at you .
I am going to be getting another pup soon. I have started looking, but i'm not in a hurry. I don't know how not to compare them to you. But that could be because I have a hard time making decisions. I think when I find the one , you will help me. I know it will be a rescue.
I just wish you were still here.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

18 Months

Ruby

Just wanted to say I still miss you and think of you every day.

I wrote a poem for you

They say it helps to write a poem. I have never written a poem before. I am not sure if I'm finished with this or not. But 17 months ago today you left me. So here is the poem.


Ruby
You’ve now been gone for a year
Why do I still cry?
Dying, I no longer Fear
Some days I want to die.

Did you know how much I loved you ?
I thought by now I wouldn’t feel such Pain.
I don’t know what to do.
The tears still come like Rain.

Memories is all I have of you.
I can see you running so fast.
I think of things and I’m not so Blue
You always had a blast.

Ruby I need to know
Am I holding you back
I feel you need to go.
Run with the Pack

A couple nights ago
I thought you were there
I woke up and felt where you always slept
Of course the spot was bare
I laid back down and wept