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here's nelllly

In Memoriam

A lovely day of life
In the breeze of the wind,
In the warmth of sunshine
Soon turned to a dramatic night
Heavy and full with pain and regret,
With knowledge of the incoming,
Inevitable, time of extinguishing
An energy which endured,
A love of pure loyalty,
A soul always with a genuine smile;
In a universe, you were
Of one beyond the limitations of unique.
Nothing imposed you - you gave or didn't,
But accepted with nobility,
Willing, wanting, to share the wisdom
Of those amber orbs,
If only I could understand.
However, what I do understand
Is what gives meaning to the way
We've defined that construct of -our- time.
We knew the worst, but what matters is
For us we knew the best:
The best of companionship
Of firm, faithful friendship,
Of exceeding loyal love,
And of times more priceless
Than can be put into words,
And to do so would diminish
A connection that created the best of me.




copyright 2011 Jenn Waterman

I know now

I remember now why mommy's insomnia is worse than usual
its the anniversary of her bad car wreck
today is never a good day

***whimper***

mom's insomnia

mom's insomnia has me up and in the other room again.
i'm getting old, starting to be getting too old. but my mom loves me and would never leave me
yay for mom