Two years have passed!

We are still missing you little one...the tears still come but are soon replaced by smiles of the memories we have of you! We will be together again one day...until then...be a good boy...we love you!

I miss you!

I can't believe it....you would have been 4 today! I still miss you so much little one and think of you often. Your little memorial garden is blooming so nicely and when I go and sit there to talk to you, Trooper and the rest of the fur babies that are at the bridge, I can feel you there with me. I still wish you were here squeeking at me to pick you up. Sometimes I can still here you and feel your little fuzzy ears under my chin. I just wanted to let you know that you are never forgotten and thought of often. Give the big guy a kiss and hug from mommy and daddy....we love you forever little man!

It's been one year.

I can't believe it has been one year since you left me. It seems like just yesterday I was holding you in my hands listening to your little squeeky bark...god I miss that. My heart is still hurting so much and I guess it always will...you were that one special little guy...who touched my heart and my life so deeply. I know that life goes on...but...it sucks! You will always have a place in my heart forever little man and will never be forgotten!

I Love You Forever Little Man!

Mommy and Daddy working on our Rainbow Garden Project!

Mommy and Daddy are working on a project for me, and other furbabies, memorial garden. They want to build a pondless waterfall in the garden, where I am burried, and need all of our furiends help. We would love to have rocks from as many furiends as possible to put on the waterfall. The plans daddy has drawn out...it will be about 5 feet high and take up a area of about 6 feet round...it is going to be beautiful when it is done.

Anyways...if any of you are able to send us just about a handful of rocks from your area...that would be pawsome. We just thought that would make it even more special with rocks from all over and from pals we care about and that cared about me!

If you need mommy addy...just pmail and she will give it to you!

Thanks bunches!

Hugs and Kisses from Heaven!

You are still so missed.

Today you would have been 3 years old my little man. I still miss you more than words can explain. The pain is still there, but not as bad. I still have my moments, but the tears have turned to smiles as I think about you and how you would make me laugh all the time. I will never forget you and will always hold you close to my heart.

I love you my little man!!!!!

Mommy

Life goes on.....

Well...reality has hit us again. My heart still hurts so much at times that it still feels like you only left me yesterday. It is getting easier tho....I still love you my little man. This month will be the sixth month mark of you leaving us. Today I got a pmail from your dogster wife Lil Sassy...I love her just like she was one of mine. She is starting to date a little woof maned Todd...I know he will be good to her and treat her real well. I just feel like I've lost another member of the family, but I know I haven't...It just hurts like she will not be a part of you anymore....I know it's stupid and I shouldn't feel this way, but I do, I am only human and I'll get over it. I want Lil Sassy to be happy...she deserves it...she is one special little girl!

Until next time Boo Boo...love you forever!

Christmas will be hard...

Christmas day will be 4 months since you left us. I know you are being held and loved so much by so many friends who are up in Heaven with you...I still wish you were here with me! You will never be forgotten little man and I wouldn't have traded one minute with you for anything in this world. As our song goes..."I could have missed the pain, but I'd have missed the Dance."

Love you forever....Mommy

Three Months

It's been three months today since you left me. I still miss you as much now as the day you left. At times my heart still hurts as if it was just yesterday. I love you little man and will always hold you close to my heart.

Still Missing You

You are still so missed my little man. It is getting a little easier to deal with the pain every day. I still can't get myself to go back doing our work with the Therapy Dog group. Nikki really wants to be a Therapy Dog. We went on one visit to the hospital and she did very well...I didn't, but, she did. I know you would want me to keep going, but I just can't do it yet. That was our special time together. Maybe, one day, we will in your memory.

You are still so missed and loved.

I love you forever little man!

Mommy

A Letter From Heaven!

I got this letter today from a good pal Minister Misty....sorry it is long...but it ment the world to me!

A Letter From Your Dancer In Heaven



To my dearest family,

some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from the Bridge.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here there's no more tears of sadness.
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you
every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."
God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you...
in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years,
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
than I ever was before.
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented...
that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along
I made somebody smile.
God says: "If you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
with me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind."
"And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me."