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Nov.7, 2013~~~ 22 weeks ago

November 8th 2013 4:52 pm
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Dearest Buttercup,
Almost 5 and 1/2 months since you passed over the bridge , and i miss you more and more. Your garden is just about a sleep for the winter as it has suddenly turned cold here. .. but you do still have a few roses in bloom and one of your mums are still blooming.Aunty Helen and Raja sent you some bulbs for your garden and they are planted .. it will be fun in the spring to watch the daffodils and crocus bloom ! Your wind chimes are blowing in the wind and it reminds me of you all the time . Our time together was cut way to short .. but i do know that you are not suffering anymore.

This week hospice came to get set up for Uncle Smitty ..he is on an up week this week so we may be taking a short trip with him to Conn. to see cousins Susie and Joann.,.. you and your fur angel brothers will be in charge of the house. Cousin Marielle is doing well.. she had treatment last week and is tolerating it much better and not even missing school ! Aunty Carla has one more nasty Chemo the Monday before Thanksgiving .. than a month off and than 6 weeks of radiation ! We sure pray 2014 will be a much better year for this family and many others !

Love you to pieces sweet Angel ,
Mommy !

 

Nov.7, 2013~~~ 22 weeks ago

November 8th 2013 4:29 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
Almost 5 and 1/2 months since you passed over the bridge , and i miss you more and more. Your garden is just about a sleep for the winter as it has suddenly turned cold here. .. but you do still have a few roses in bloom and one of your mums are still blooming.Aunty Helen and Raja sent you some bulbs for your garden and they are planted .. it will be fun in the spring to watch the daffodils and crocus bloom ! Your wind chimes are blowing in the wind and it reminds me of you all the time . Our time together was cut way to short .. but i do know that you are not suffering anymore.

This week hospice came to get set up for Uncle Smitty ..he is on an up week this week so we may be taking a short trip with him to Conn. to see cousins Susie and Joann.,.. you and your fur angel brothers will be in charge of the house. Cousin Marielle is doing well.. she had treatment last week and is tolerating it much better and not even missing school ! Aunty Carla has one more nasty Chemo the Monday before Thanksgiving .. than a month off and than 6 weeks of radiation ! We sure pray 2014 will be a much better year for this family and many others !

Love you to pieces sweet Angel ,
Mommy !

 

Oc. 31 Happy Howl-lo-ween~~ 21 weeks ago !

October 31st 2013 3:41 pm
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Dearest Buttercupi ,

Boo !
Trick or Treat !
Happy Howl-lo-ween ! It is just mommy! Yes 21 weeks ago you left for the rainbow bridge .. i sure hope you angels are having a big celebration for Howl-lo-ween ! Boy do i miss not having you to dress up this year .. your Aunty Donna's maltese * Isabella* sent me a photo of herself waiting for the trick or treaters .. and guess what her costume is ... * a butterfly * it just made me smile when i opened the email and think of you once again sending me a sign ! I love you sweet angel and miss you more and more !

Our dear Uncle Smitty's cancer has gone rampied .. we saw his doctor yesterday and they have suggest it is time to get hospice involved to help with his pain management , breathing issues, and wound care . We have a meeting on Monday night . I hope this will help what ever time he has left be good quality of time ..I dread the thought of losing him , but sure don't want him to suffer ... If any of you can take an extra minute to include him in your nightly prayers we sure would appreciate it .

Until next week .. Buttercupi .. I love you sweet angel beyond words !
Happy Howl-lo-ween ! ,
Mommy

 

October 24 ... 5 months have passed

October 26th 2013 4:20 pm
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Dearest Buttercup,
I can't wrap my head around the fact that it has been five months since you passed over the rainbow bridge . The 23 was your Gotcha Day .. It would have been nine years that we rescued you and our lives changed ! I am so lost without you and am shedding tears as I type this. I miss you so much my dear angel. I know you keep sending me signs .. So let me tell everyone ..

We went on a wee trip out to Las Vegaa , Zion National Park, Red Rock Canyon , Hoover Dam and Lake Mead. On our drive to Zion I was taking photos from the car. The sky was like a painting .. Not a cloud anywhere ..just a palate of serine gorgeous blue sky . When I uploaded my photos there looks like smoke coming off the top of the mountain ..trust me there was none! The next day as we hiked through the Mojave desert at Red Rock Canyon .. All of a sudden appears a whitish butterfly ! Do they have butterflies in the Mojave Desert ? I think you were with us !

I wish I could have you back. I would rather be at home with you than traveling anywhere ! It feels like you are on vacation and will be back soon .. I look at all your pictures and I feel like you are here , it is just torture that I can't hold you , kiss you , brush you , walk you, feed you . You were taken from us way to soon ! I love and miss you more than you will ever know ! Thank you for making our lives so full and rich beyond words Buttercup !

We love you Babygirl,
Mom

 

Oct.17 ~~ 19 weeks ago

October 17th 2013 2:20 pm
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Dearest Buttercup,
Today marks 19 weeks since you left for the bridge .. almost five months ago .. seems impossible but true ! My life seems like it just stopped , nothing is the same without you ..I miss you more and more each day .. it never gets any easier . Just know that i love you beyond words .. forever & ever !

Kisses to my babygirl ,
Mom

p.s. A big Thank you to those that sent Lilly a pressie for her Birthday .. she is doing very well at the ripe age of 14 ..Buttercup your birthday is next week .. we rescued you and Lilly one week apart .. we pray Lilly is with her mommy and daddy for a long while yet ! Happy Birthday Lillygirl !

 

Oct.10 ~~~ 18 weeks ago

October 10th 2013 2:52 pm
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Dearest Buttercup ,
Another week has flown by and i miss you more each day .. it feels like i am waiting for you to come home and i know that isn't going to happen .. the days don't get easier ..they just filled up with things to do ..none of which mean anything without you.I miss your kisses and noseys the most . My time clock still wakes me up on our time at 1:00 and 4:00 a.m., i am not sure if i will ever sleep all night .
A week from tomorrow Dad and i are going to go to Las Vegas for five nights.. god willing... and hopefully everyone stays sort of well..we took trip insurance just in case we have to cancel.
Howl-lo-ween is around the corner and no babygirl to dress up for the holiday . Honestly , i grieved when we lost our Reggie and thought i would never survive.. then we lost Teddy and i truly thought i would just die ... but losing you babygirl has truly been the worst ever. .. there are no words to express the loneliness , and incredible emptiness . We had such a rare bond that only you and i knew... truly a love affair of sorts .. and the hurt is unbearable at times.. Til we meet again sweet angel

I LOVE YOU BEYOND WORDS ,
Mommy

 

Oct.3,2013~~~ 17 weeks ago ~~~

October 4th 2013 4:39 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
My the weeks just keep rolling by .. i miss you everyday more than you can imagine. The house is just not the same without you and your pillows are so empty . I do still she your spirit around the yard ( my white butterfly) .. i dread the season coming to an end and hope my butterfly returns next spring . I am going to put in a butterfly bush next spring so they will be very happy. Uncle Smitty is doing better , Aunty Carla is doing ok ..( not great ) .. and your fur cousin Lilly is a little tough cookie ! She is hanging in there and still being the little boss!. Marielle is really doing good.. back to school and feeling really like a child again ! We Thank everyone who continues to follow us here on dogster and Thank them for all the prayers and support !Got to get ready for work sweet angel !

Love you Babygirl,
Mom

p.s. Tonkas mommy and her new baby Isaac are bonding beautifully ! He is so sweet and gentle .. we are so happy for them !

 

Sept. 26, 16 weeks ago ~~~

September 28th 2013 2:24 pm
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Dearest Buttercup ,
I can't believe it is now 4 months since you passed over the rainbow bridge . To me it seems like time has just stopped, except the days are getting shorter , and cooler , the leaves are starting to turn , autumn is in the air. I worked on your memorial garden this week-end .. i added some mums , a few tiny pumpkins and gourds for Halloween . I will post a picture on your page soon for our beloved dogster pals to see. I do have good news.. your pal Tonkas mommy got a new puppy ... he is adorable .. another Great Pry .. his name is Issac .. meaning laughter .. and Tonka was all about laughing and having fun !! I got to meet Issac today .. he is sooo sweet and just adorable ! Now i wait for you to send me the right one at the right time.
Our dear Uncle Smitty has had a horrible reoccurrence of merkell cell carcinoma so i have been spending a lot of time taking him for treatments. Aunty Carla is doing ok with her chemo treatments .. not great but ok .. fur cousin Lilly has been on a roller coaster .. one day eating the next day worrying us all because she isn't eating.. but she is a fighter ! We keep praying for her !
They say the time here on earth is like a vapor compared to the time together in heaven which is eternity ...

Until then my sweet babygirl ..I LOVE YOU FOREVER !

 

Sept.19 ~~15 weeks ago

September 19th 2013 4:32 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
The weeks just keep rolling by and without you time is just that TIME .... i am very busy but none of it really matters . Did you greet our dear TONKA at the bridge ?He came to join you last Friday the 13. I hope the two of you are playing , and i hope Tonka isn't blind anymore and isn't in anymore pain.
Your fur cousin Lilly isn't doing well either. Poor baby was in the hospital last week for 5 days ... she is home now, comfortable and resting but isn't eating well , but is drinking plenty ... they really don't know what is going on except her kidney values are increasing and she seems to have some inflammation in her intestinal track. They have her on meds .. so we are hoping and praying she will turn the corner soon.

Your spirit * my white butterfly *is still fluttering around the yard . Yesterday while i was watering here it came .. and i was talking to you .. you seemed so happy just fluttering everywhere . You keep getting closer to landing on my hand .. i know the season will be ending soon ... i pray your spirit will return next year * my white butterfly*

I LOVE YOU FOREVER,
Mom

 

Sept.12 ~~ 15 weeks ago

September 14th 2013 4:27 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
I miss you so much ... dear sweet TONKA passed over the bridge last night ..I hope you are there to greet him .. another bright star in the sky . I don't understand why your lives had to be so short .. but i pray that your journey over the bridge never has any sickness. Your fur cousin LILLY has been at the emergency vet since Thursday getting fluids for kidney failure .. we pray she will rebound and have more time with us .

In life there is a once in a lifetime pet .. and Buttercup you were mine ! You were my daughter i never had .. my soul mate , my loving companion... our relationship was only known between the two of us .. some will never understand .. but they don't have too.. we were truly bonded forever !

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS,
Mom!

 
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