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Jan.9 ,2014~~~~30 weeks ago

January 13th 2014 5:04 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
I missed writing to you last week.. Our dear Uncle Smitty took a very fast horrible turn for the worst that kept me by his side .. He passed away peacefully on Jan, 8 at 9:08 p.m. He is with you now .. i am sure. He did not want to leave but i kept telling him that you were waiting for him and that i would be ok .. that it was time to go on to a much better place where he could be cancer free and not suffer anymore. His nurse Alicia was such an incredible inspiration , so kind, loving , caring, and supportive . She is doing gods work here on earth.
The day after he passed i had to go to his house to get some papers .. and it was so strange not seeing him there .. i was talking to him and said .. don't forget i will be looking for my sign that you are with Buttercup taking good care of her ... I have never opened this particular cabinet in his home .. but something called me to it that day .. and inside was a beautiful bowl with a purple butterfly in the bottom... I took that as my sign !
The next day i woke up with my eye swollen and had to go to the eye doctor .. after they put the drops in my eyes and left me so they could work .. i shut my eyes.. after about 20 minutes i opened them and when i looked to the left there hung a framed photo of a purple butterfly ! Yes , i am taking the purple butterfly as my sign .
Sunday the 19 .. we will be holding a celebration of life at the golf course where Uncle Smitty and I always played.. i think he would really like that ! He left everything up to me to be done however i wanted it to ..so that is what we are doing .. a 19 hole celebration of life !

I left a message for Mollys family to see if we are going to get to keep her.. i haven't heard back yet .. but i am thinking it is looking most likely ! She is really settling in .. and her personality is really starting to show .. nothing like you sweet Buttercup .. i call her my little pip !

I want to thank everyone for all the warm hot chocolate you sent me .. please understand we do not have the time to resend .. but just know we LOVE YOU ALL ! Last night i sat and reread all the Christmas cards that had been sent .. and you know what .. we are a great group and have some of the most loving caring friends here !

Love you all .. and miss my Babygirl !,

MOM

 

Jan.2 2014 .. 29 weeks ago

January 6th 2014 4:16 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
it is so cold out.. your winter garden is cover in snow and ice .. we still have the lights on your wreath and Christmas trees.. your wind chimes blow in the cold wind.. and i say hello to you all the time. I miss you so much my angel !

Little Molly is making herself at home .. but don't worry .. she doesn't like beds and hasn't even tried one of your beds out.. she is a lap pup and loves to snuggle in the blankets on furniture. She is a good pup .. a keeper if we get to . She was house trained in 3 days .. and has the routine down pat . She gets nervous in the car .. and is doing well at the kamp. She is also very good about going in her crate if we are out for short periods of time ...She is a hand kisser , but when i come in from work i do get a rare kiss on the nose !. She loves to snuggle up with you to sleep at night . .. and will let you know if she she hears a strange noise.

If we keep her she will be spayed and get a dental done.. than we have to teach her about brushing teeth ! She is a great eater .. not picky at all and thank god so far no tummy issues !

Buttercup .. if you sent her .. you picked out a winner !

I love you babygirl and miss you beyond words.. now if i could have both of you that would make life perfect !

Love you ,
Mom

 

Jan.2 2014 .. 29 weeks ago

January 5th 2014 8:22 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
it is so cold out.. your winter garden is cover in snow and ice .. we still have the lights on your wreath and Christmas trees.. your wind chimes blow in the cold wind.. and i say hello to you all the time. I miss you so much my angel !

Little Molly is making herself at home .. but don't worry .. she doesn't like beds and hasn't even tried one of your beds out.. she is a lap pup and loves to snuggle in the blankets on furniture. She is a good pup .. a keeper if we get to . She was house trained in 3 days .. and has the routine down pat . She gets nervous in the car .. and is doing well at the kamp. She is also very good about going in her crate if we are out for short periods of time ...She is a hand kisser , but when i come in from work i do get a rare kiss on the nose !. She loves to snuggle up with you to sleep at night . .. and will let you know if she she hears a strange noise.

If we keep her she will be spayed and get a dental done.. than we have to teach her about brushing teeth ! She is a great eater .. not picky at all and thank god so far no tummy issues !

Buttercup .. if you sent her .. you picked out a winner !

I love you babygirl and miss you beyond words.. now if i could have both of you that would make life perfect !

Love you ,
Mom

 

Merry Christmas Sweet Angel !

December 27th 2013 4:11 am
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OH My Dear Buttercupi ,
Merry , Merry Christmas angel girl ! I can not believe it is 7 months since you passed over the bridge ... i miss you so much ! This Christmas has been filled with so many memories of you .. Daddy gave me the most beautiful portrait of you , i will get it up on your dogster page soon for all your pals here to see.. he also had a wonderful sign sandblasted that says * Buttercups Garden * in your memory, he also gave me the most beautiful necklace .. yes you guessed it .. it is two small butterflies joined together , one is opal and the other a beautiful pink stone which i am not sure what it is . I also got the most gorgeous maltese ornament from your best pals Coco and Puff.. it is hanging proudly on our tree.. and Momma Mary and Momma Fran gave me beautiful white butterflies for the tree and the most darling maltese in a red Christmas coat ornament .. it looks just like you ! so so many precious memories !!!!

I still cry every time i write in your diary .. i miss you so much !

Now i must tell you what else happened. We have a foster girl staying with us for about a month while her mommy recovers from a very bad fall.. she is a 7 lb. maltese named * Molly*..we call her Molly Bea ! she came Sunday night so she did not have to spend Christmas by herself at home in a crate.She is full of vim and vigor.. investigates everything...we are working on her house manners ...she follows me everywhere...she loves people ..but is not to sure of other dogs . She is very cute and a pleasure to have around even if it is for a short time. Maybe you had something to do with sending Molly to us ..i don't know .. but for now she does make me smile .

Molly had a trial run today at the kamp .. when we arrived your wind chimes were ringing as to say Hi MOM !..I left Molly while i ran two errands and when i got back an hour later she was all snug in Momma Marys lap .. very comfortable .. i have never known a pup so adaptable so quick to so many changes,,, so tomorrow when i go to work Molly will go in your honor to the kamp .. i pray she is as good as you were! We will let you know !

Love you sweet angel girl ..i think about you everyday and kiss your box everyday !

Angel kisses,
Mom .

 

Merry Christmas Sweet Angel !

December 26th 2013 5:05 pm
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OH My Dear Buttercupi ,
Merry , Merry Christmas angel girl ! I can not believe it is 7 months since you passed over the bridge ... i miss you so much ! This Christmas has been filled with so many memories of you .. Daddy gave me the most beautiful portrait of you , i will get it up on your dogster page soon for all your pals here to see.. he also had a wonderful sign sandblasted that says * Buttercups Garden * in your memory, he also gave me the most beautiful necklace .. yes you guessed it .. it is two small butterflies joined together , one is opal and the other a beautiful pink stone which i am not sure what it is . I also got the most gorgeous maltese ornament from your best pals Coco and Puff.. it is hanging proudly on our tree.. and Momma Mary and Momma Fran gave me beautiful white butterflies for the tree and the most darling maltese in a red Christmas coat ornament .. it looks just like you ! so so many precious memories !!!!

I still cry every time i write in your diary .. i miss you so much !

Now i must tell you what else happened. We have a foster girl staying with us for about a month while her mommy recovers from a very bad fall.. she is a 7 lb. maltese named * Molly*..we call her Molly Bea ! she came Sunday night so she did not have to spend Christmas by herself at home in a crate.She is full of vim and vigor.. investigates everything...we are working on her house manners ...she follows me everywhere...she loves people ..but is not to sure of other dogs . She is very cute and a pleasure to have around even if it is for a short time. Maybe you had something to do with sending Molly to us ..i don't know .. but for now she does make me smile .

Molly had a trial run today at the kamp .. when we arrived your wind chimes were ringing as to say Hi MOM !..I left Molly while i ran two errands and when i got back an hour later she was all snug in Momma Marys lap .. very comfortable .. i have never known a pup so adaptable so quick to so many changes,,, so tomorrow when i go to work Molly will go in your honor to the kamp .. i pray she is as good as you were! We will let you know !

Love you sweet angel girl ..i think about you everyday and kiss your box everyday !

Angel kisses,
Mom .

 

Dec. 24 Christmas Eve 2013 ~~ 7 months ago ~~

December 24th 2013 4:56 am
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Dearest Buttercup,
7 months ago you left for the rainbow bridge .. it is Christmas eve and i can hardly believe you are not with us....but i do believe you sent this 7 lb. angel * MOLLY* so she would not be by herself on Christmas. Molly's mommy took a very bad fall and is in the hospital and then will have to go to rehab. Her family lives in Delaware and really don't want to be bothered with Molly right now so we are fostering her until Mollys mom can get back on her feet. There is a chance that if Mollys mom does not recover that Molly will stay with us .. but that is down the road and we don't know for sure. So for right now we are trying to not get attached .. but she is a good girl and deserves a good home !
We want all our dogster pals to know that we made a very nice donation in everyones name and in loving memory of Buttercup to her rescue * Animal Alliance from NJ * Annie Trinkle keeps doing such amazing work there and without her life saving efforts so many animals would never have a second chance of a good life. We are forever grateful to her for putting Buttercup with us !..as Buttercup was a once in a lifetime pet . Our bond was something i have never experienced before .. maybe because she needed so much care . ..but i know i loved her more than anything and miss her terribly.

Wishing all a Very Merry Christmas !,
Warm Christmas angel hugs and Merry Kisses to my Babygirl !
Love you ,
Mommy

 

12/19/2013 27 weeks since you left ~~~~

December 20th 2013 4:02 am
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Dear Buttercup ,
One week until Christmas and it won't be the same without my kisses, kisses! Each day i just miss you more and more .. i LOVE you beyond words babygirl.

Uncle Smitty has been having a few really god days and we are so thankful. We took him out for a Christmas lunch and he did really well. It was the boost he needed.. he than actually drove himself to the bank and hardware store! Amazing ! we keep praying for him !

Your fur cousin Lilly has had another set back .. her breathing has been bad and she has had another round of upset stomach , so she was at the vet last night. After getting some fluids and an injection she was at least acting like she may be interested in eating again . We keep praying for Lilly also .

Aunty Carla is doing ok .. not her best but at least the chemo is done .. starting Jan. 6 the radiation starts.* yuk* .. !!!!

Marielle is doing very well.. she and her brother are very excited about Christmas. Hard to believe her journey with cancer started 2 years ago .! We are so happy she is in remission .. she has about another 6 months of treatment left .. but is doing very well . Once you have cancer as many of you know .. you live with the fear of it returning !

We wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and much health and happiness in the new year !

Love you sweet angel girl !,
MOM

 

12/19/2013 27 weeks since you left ~~~~

December 19th 2013 4:15 am
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Dear Buttercup ,
One week until Christmas and it won't be the same without my kisses, kisses! Each day i just miss you more and more .. i LOVE you beyond words babygirl.

Uncle Smitty has been having a few really god days and we are so thankful. We took him out for a Christmas lunch and he did really well. It was the boost he needed.. he than actually drove himself to the bank and hardware store! Amazing ! we keep praying for him !

Your fur cousin Lilly has had another set back .. her breathing has been bad and she has had another round of upset stomach , so she was at the vet last night. After getting some fluids and an injection she was at least acting like she may be interested in eating again . We keep praying for Lilly also .

Aunty Carla is doing ok .. not her best but at least the chemo is done .. starting Jan. 6 the radiation starts.* yuk* .. !!!!

Marielle is doing very well.. she and her brother are very excited about Christmas. Hard to believe her journey with cancer started 2 years ago .! We are so happy she is in remission .. she has about another 6 months of treatment left .. but is doing very well . Once you have cancer as many of you know .. you live with the fear of it returning !

We wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and much health and happiness in the new year !

Love you sweet angel girl !,
MOM

 

Dec.12, 2013... 6 1/2 months ago ~~~

December 12th 2013 4:01 pm
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Dearest Buttercup,
How is my angel girl .. i still can't believe you have passed on 6 1/2 months ago today ! I do pray every night for a sign that you are ok and running free and in no pain ... today when i got home there was a package from your pal Bailey and her mommy .. it is a beautiful pale blue ornament with your white butterfly on it and in the corner a very small photo of you .. i take it as my sign from my prayers last night that you are ok and have come home to see me ! Celebrating Thanksgiving with out you was so hard .. but celebrating Christmas without you will be the worst . I love you beyond words sweet angel ! Thank you Barb and Bailey so much for the very thoughtful gift , i will cherish it forever !

Kisses to my angel girl,
Mommy !

 

12/5/2013 6 months and 1 week ~~~

December 6th 2013 3:58 am
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Hi ya Buttercupi ,
I finally got the lights on your trees and wreath in your garden .. i have to get a photo on your page . Santa will be coming soon ! I truly miss not being able to buy you presents this year !! But you know i am sending you all my love always ! I got your pressies off in the mail to your dogster pals .. and this weekend i will be working on your cards ! We are supposed to have some real nasty weather coming so it will be a good weekend to stay in and do cards. The tree is up .. we got a new one this year and put it in the dinning room . Your statue is under the tree and we have a beautiful butterfly for the tree top ! Lord knows i miss you sweet angel !

Uncle Smitty is a little bit better. He is eating better , his voice is better and his blood pressure is better.. so we keep praying that he will at least stay stable ! Marielle is getting over an UTI infection but is doing good .. Aunty Carla just finished her chemo , and is starting to rebound just in time for Christmas ! We so dread her having to take 30 rounds of radiation next . I so pray that 2014 will be a better year for so many that have illnesses in their family . We know that we aren't the only ones dealing with this. God Bless all !

Love you sweet angel girl !,
Mom!

 
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