September 23rd 2007 8:21 am
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its been one year to this date that Sam left us..Sept 23,2006
Not one day as passed when he hasnt crossed my mind. it still only feels like yesterday that he got so sick. alot as changed in one year but one thing that hasnt is i still miss him so deeply and it still hurts when i drive up too the fence and he isnt there. a new german shepherd takes that place now at the gate and i found this doesnt ease the pain any. i still see Sam there. i miss him in the house..i miss his temper tantrums, i miss all his dog hair everywhere, i miss having to step over him because he refuses to move if he is comfortable, i miss all the new red clay mud spots on the walls and doors that his tail left behind constantly, i miss him being mad if he couldnt go in the car when i left, i miss the way he refused to look at me if he didnt get his way, i miss how if one of the kids would yell at him for something, he would lower his head, walk to me and look at me like" i hope they are in trouble for that?" i miss him being my friend and more like a son then any other dog anyone could own. i miss how happy he was to see me if i was only gone for 10 minutes, i miss him being so loyal no matter what, i miss how he was always right there even when everything else was falling apart in my life. i miss him laying by my bed when im not well and hearing him snore only inches from me...Him and Apollo really were the orginal Boys..
i miss them both deeply..i will be making Apollos page soon, Sam i love you and i miss You now more then ever...~
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