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My Diary

Casey.....1 year later.

One year ago this day was the worst day of my life. It was the day I lost you Casey. You were my best friend and there is no replacing you. It is a comfort to me to know that while I've lost you here on earth, I havn't lost you forever. I know we will reunite again one day in heaven and a sweet reunion it will be. I cannot wait for the day you can put that big smile on my face again and I can hug you and give you lots of kisses : ). I know that we will one day make new memories together. But until then I will never forget the memories we have in this life. I will never forget the days when I would hear you barking loudly and jumping on the door when the mail man came in the afternoon. I will never forget walking in and catching you sound asleep on the couch or the bed. I will never forget seeing the excitement and happiness on your face when I walked in the door. I will never forget the things we did together. Going for rides in the car with the windows down, hanging out at the dog park, watching you play with the neighbor dogs, rough housing with you in the living room, giving you treats, jogging together and going for walks together at night and giving you a kiss and a hug before bed each night. When you passed away you left a large void in my life that cannot be filled by anyone else. You knew me better than anyone and showed me unconditional love. I could never ask for a better friend than you Casey. I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, for the 12 happiest years of my life. Nomatter how much time passes, I will never ever forget you and I will always love you with everything I have. I love you so, so much Casey : )

Happy Birthday Casey!

Happy 13th birthday Casey!!!!! I really thought that we would be celebrating your birthday together this year. You would have turned 13 today, WOW! Your still in my heart, and I know God is throwing you the best birthday part ever up there in heaven. Thank you for being the best friend I could ever ask for. I can't ever thank you enough my dear Casey. You are such a good girl. I love you so, so much!!!!! Bye Bye for now Casey : )

To my Casey girl.....

Dear Casey,

It has been almost 3 weeks sinse you passed away. No words can express just how much I miss you right now. My heart is broken and I don't see it being fixed until the day we see each other again. I guess this pain and having a lump in my throat every night is just something I have to learn to live with. You were by far my best friend and the best friend I will ever have. You were always there to listen when I needed to vent or just talk about random things, you would always be right by my side to comfort me when I felt lonely, you know all of my deepest secrets. I loved going jogging with you, taking you for rides in the car, taking you to petsmart, the doggy park, that one time we went to the beach.....I love rough housing and playing with you, and I still have a scar on my left arm from when you accidently scratched me with your long nails. I'm glad that scar is permanent, its a reminder of the good ol days. I miss saying goodnight to you and giving you a kiss and hug before bed. I miss coming home and having you give me those happy, warm, and loving greetings at the door. You showed me what a true friend is, and you showed me unconditional love. You loved me on days when I felt like nobody else did. You made my life worth living. Now that your gone, I feel empty and alone. I am very sad, but I have found that the best way to move forward on this earth is to show others the same love you showed me. You were an angel, a piece of heaven on earth. I cannot wait until the day we will be together again. I do have to warn you though.....I will probably hug and kiss you and scratch your ears non stop for the first few days : ) I miss you very much and I love you Casey.