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Remembering Ben at Christmas and always, love Mommy.

December 22nd 2009 9:31 pm
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It is the time of year when I always end up thinking of my Benny boy.

Ben was the love of my life and we lost him May 20 2005.

I just want to remember him. It helps to heal. And this time of year I often will light a candle of remembrance for him.

I can now remember Ben with a smile. I remember Ben with love. I no longer cry at the mere mention of his name.

I often say that it took 2 dogs (Jake and Teddy) to heal the hole in my heart that was left when Ben passed away. There will never be another Ben. It is not possible. Just as there will never be another Jake or another Teddy.
But at this time I want to light a Christmas candle and Remember my Big Benny!

Merry Christmas to Ben
"My Golden Shadow"

Love Mommy


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