Benny, we had to change your song because it stopped playing and I cant find it. so now I have a sad one but It will be ok.....i suppose you saw me bawling last night! Don't be mad at me...I was updating your story and could not handle it...I still feel so guilty about not being in the room with you when the vet put you to sleep. I KNOW you didnt mind, you were so loving. But BOY do I feel guilt! Anyway, just to tell you that I am going to get pictures of you when you were healthy and BIG scanned and I am going to post them on Dogster for all to see. There is one pic of you with the boy when he was 3. There you were you and the boy...both pups. That is the special picture.
you know the one.
Hope I can get it up soon.

Today is April fools day and April fools day 2005 is the day the vet told me you were going to die...remember Ben? He said you should "go" next week and I said no he wont....and you didn't.
You lasted until May 20th....you were so strong and brave and funny....remember when you "Got Stuck in the garden" at 1am? And the neighbour was wondering what I was doing out there? You had lost control of your legs again and ended up in the flower garder making wooing sounds at me and waggin' your tail. So I went out in my nightie and bare feet in the flowers....and helped you get your footing. Then you barked and wooed soo loudly at the night when you got back in the house after I helped you get up! It was like you were saying "In your face! I Made IT!"
You were my funny, strong boy!

Miss you Benny

love mommy

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