May 5th 2008 7:09 am
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Well, Momma... it's Friday now....you have dreaded this day ALL week..... remember as I leave that I love you still & always will...I am NOT GONE, simply not here in the flesh anylonger........my passing wasn't bad, Momma...sleep then eternal rest......Thank you & Daddy for taking me to Rvergreen Place yourselves & not having someone else get me there....you KNOW I always hated to ride in the cars! It's such a peaceful place, huh, Momma? The little winding gravel lane to the house....the waving wheat on either side ...so serene........I thank Auntie Barb for mt beautiful urn w/the angel lying over it...I don't all fit, but this way you can spread a little bit of me in that favorite place of mine in the backyard where I'd lay & "watch" those squirrels as well as in the front yard where I ALWAYS wanted to be. Try not to grieve so, Momma,...I have NOT left you! FEEL ME....... TALK TO ME....I CAN still hear & feel you! Take care of Frankie now,..he needs you as I have the past 6 months...do all you can for him, but remember that it is INEVITABLE that we leave the flesh & come into the Spirit,..which is better, actually! My leg doesn't hurt anymore & I am again with my 10 babies that didn't get to be with us back when....they're beautiful, Momma, like you always told me they were! There's not much more to say, Momma....for now..... Just remember me & my love for you....& THANK YOU for taking me in....my "life" would NEVER have been what it was had you chosen not to. I LOVES YOU ALWAYS! See you on the other side, Forever, Frannie
April 28th 2008 2:06 pm
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Haven't barked much in my diary, huh, Mom? Well,..seems we both find this difficult.....especially today. I gotta Thank Daddy for making "the decision"....I forgive you, Momma, as if you need to be! You've done all that you can to keep "the End" at bay...... Please KNOW it's alright,..even more so, just plain RIGHT. I don't appear to be any different, I know, but I do hurt, Momma & can't even bare to stand around with the babies when they come to visit now...I tried yesterday,...yes, I saw you watching & saw "it" in yer eyes........YOU knew then time was very short for us here in THIS world together......I'm sorry I can't stay, Mom, ...GOD needs me now, you know?? Remember, I love you now & will forever & I will be watching over you guys from my spot beside Our LORD! What a grand place I get to go to, Momma! I KNOW you BELIEVE that! I do, indeed! I'll have ALL my health back there, Momma & be the "pup" I was way back when once again....I will miss you, too, don't forget that...EVER! We still have 4 days to be here together...let's make the absolute MOST of em all, ok? Please don't cry, Momma....it makes you taste a bit salty & I can't stand to see you so very, very sad...... be happy for me when you can, Momma....yer stronger than you feel you are....I have seen that for myself when it came to yer 2 legged kids! MANY times, too! Have FAITH that in HIS Wisdom, Our FATHER does know BEST & has a plan that we just HAVE to follow..... we all have our time, you know. So, Momma,...Let's just spend the next 4-5 days & "we'll sing in the sunshine & then I'll be on my way".............................
November 27th 2007 5:19 pm
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well, Momma,....I don't know what to say. When my leg began to swell up overnight, you KNEW it couldn't b a good thing....I heard you talkin to GOD just b4 we went for that car ride...I STILL DON'T CARE FOR EM! and heard you ask HIM to please let it NOT b cancer......don't feel HE didn't listen, Momma....HE has heard you MANY TIMES when you have talked w/HIM about Frankie's health & being able to stay w/you for a LOOOONG time! GOD has answered those talks just as you would have HIM do...Frankie is now 12yrs old & strong & healthy for his years....can you REALLY expect GOD to let you have us BOTH for nearly ever?? I loves you, Momma...always have & am not afraid of going now or soon....you & I BOTH thought GOD would leave me to comfort you when HE took Frankie home,...doesn't look like that's HIS plan now, does it?? Please don't be mad at HIM,...I wanna be w/our FATHER where we ALL get along, no-one is hungry, fighting, or lonely...I just hate to see you cryin & sooo sad! I kissed yer tears away as bestest as I could while we waitted on Daddy to set another appt. for that darn xray thingy on Thursday.....put me "under" then wake me up a.s.a.p., huh?? No,..I don't like that idea either, but will be easier on us ALL most likely.........ya gotta remember, Momma,...we r ALL gonna die sooner or later & what awaits us is so VERY much more than anything we could imagine it to be!! Never again will any have to suffer illness, disease, abandonment, fights, neglect, etc...THAT LIST goes on aways!! Nothing but good awaits us on the other side...PLEASE REMEMBER THAT, MOMMA! I KNOW it to be FACT......GOD doesn't want to take me home to hurt you,...HE wants me home to be w/HIM where we ALL belong! I may have a few days, weeks, months,...perhaps even a year or two w/you yet....only GOD knows when HE will call my name & I MUST run to HIM ,...but know I WILL be watching over you & hope you'll still "feel safe" cause you can "feel" me there.